emma's point of view.

i rolled up my sleeves and entered my bathroom, turning the light on because let's be honest, if you're in the dark.. there's a 99.9% chance there's a fucking alien behind your shower curtain.

i turned on the sink and rolled my hair into a bun that i didn't give two fucks about because i would just end up redoing it in twenty minutes anyway. i don't even bother with makeup at this point because one, it's a waste of my precious time, two, i'm fucking perfect the way i am bitch.

i look at myself in the mirror. judging almost everything slightly but decided i don't care. i tuck a strand of my hair that was hanging out behind me ear and left the bathroom, then my apartment, getting in my car.

i was heading to the dolan twins house.

ethan, grayson, james and i were about to film our third collab. we still didn't even have a video idea.. but ethan is good at those i think.

i stop at a cute coffee shop and order coffee because i have absolutely no emotions without caffeine. i pay for it and take it from the cashier, she was nice but looked at me in an off way so I gave her a look back until she got the message. i was finally on my way to the house.

why do i feel nervous? it felt as if there were suddenly a whole in my stomach as i pulled into their driveway.

what the fuck is going on with me?

i had knocked on the door while talking a sip of my coffee. there was ethan. i smiled seeing his face but not realizing he wasn't wearing a shirt.

i guess he forgot that it would probably be me so he didn't put a shirt on or something? whatever. i didn't mind the sight anyway.

he smiled back, leaning into me for a hug.

"hey emma, come in loser." he moved himself to the side, his right hand on the wooden door, slowly closing it as i entered their home. grayson was on his phone, sitting on the couch in front of me. "earth to grayson?!" he looked up to me as if he didn't hear me walk in? he was probably facetuning a picture if i'm being honest. ethan had left the room to i think go put a shirt on.

grayson got up and hugged me, ethan re-entered the room with a black shirt paired with his iconic red shorts. "we need a fucking video idea." i told them rolling my eyes, placing my coffee down on a side table before falling back into their couch, basically making myself at home. they just laughed and i sighed, like it didn't matter to me that i made them laugh, but something inside of me churned or something because i had butterflies.

ethan lied down next to me. he looked over to me and i couldn't help but look back, we made awkward eye contact for like maybe half a second before i focused my eyes away. grayson had now taken a seat next to ethan.

i sat up straight, "so what're we gonna do?" shortly after i said that ethan and grayson looked at each other.

ethan went on about a couple ideas before making an announcement, "we kind of have to go get james right?" he laughed and looked to grayson. grayson just nodded. what the fuck kind of twin telepathy shit is this?!

i scrunched my eyes showing them i was confused in a way. ethan just laughed at me. grayson got up and ethan grabbed a set of keys out of his pocket, tossing them to grayson. grayson looked at me before saying, "i'm gonna go get james." why aren't ethan and i going? why just him? the fuck..

"okay then just hurry up back bitch." i said before throwing him a peace sign as he opened the door walked out of the house. i quickly after heard a car pull out of the driveway. it was just ethan and i now. why was i so nervous what the fuck.

ethan grabbed a remote out of nowhere and threw it at me, since i failed at catching it he laughed at me.

"not funny you didn't even warn me dude!" i pushed his shoulder. he just looked at me while laughing before just settling for a smile, biting his bottom lip, still.fucking.looking.at.me. oh wait, i was looking at his fucking lips.

what if he thinks that i like him or something and teases me about it for the rest of our goddamn friendship?

i quickly detach my eyes and turn on the tv with the remote he had just chucked at me. well i wouldn't say chucked but whatever.

ethan got up after a little while and stood in front of me, blocking the tv i was actually watching. i moved my head side to side, "what the fuck man?" i stand up, now only inches separating our faces. ethan laughs. i just pout. he doesn't get to distract me from my fucking show like that?! does he think this is cute because it's not don't mess with my vampire diaries.

ethan was still giving the same cocky smirk he was famous for looking down at me. whatever, i'll get him back for this. i just need more coffee.

i felt ethans eyes move from mine, down to my lips. wait.. did he like me? no that's crazy i'm a fucking twelve year old boy to him. or am i?

he was leaning in. what the crap do i do? i wasn't ready to fuck up our friendship like this! i did not have enough fucking coffee for this right now.

but i couldn't lie and say i didn't want to kiss him, because who wouldn't? it's ethan fucking dolan.

i let it go and let him attempt to kiss me before the door slammed open, revealing james and grayson.

i quickly fell back onto the couch, feeling guilty in a way, like we were caught doing something, but we didn't do anything. but we were going to? i don't know i just didn't think he could ever be into me like that if i'm gonna be completely honest. he probably isn't and i'm just thinking too much. it was probably an in the moment thing. or was it? or was it a prank? he could've literally just said sike and laughed at me, that would be even more embarrassing.

"hey sisters!" james said a little too loudly for my liking. he was holding a pink drink from starbucks in his hand. i hated those i don't know why he likes them so much.

we all find ourselves sprawled out on the couch brainstorming ideas before one popped into my head for the twins' channel.

"fake dating challenge." i say out of nowhere interrupting their conversation. they all looked at me weird at first and then slowly thought about it.

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Fake dating challenge?

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