Look, I know you guys care about me, but I don't care about myself. I hate myself. Why would awesome people like me? It just confuses me. I'm a horrible friend. I can't believe that so many people care.

Am I under depression? Yes
Was I faking my happiness? Yes
Do I love myself? Hell no.

I'm just looking at myself and feeling horrible about myself. I might be an attention whore. People may hate me. But they don't know what's going on. Their words hurt. The voices in my head are mad at me. People hate me. I know they don't care, even if they make it seem like it. People talk about me behind my back...

So I have a few questions....

...Should I continue forward....

Should I just die....

Why do people hate me...

Am I really worth your time?

You don't have to answer these. But if you're feeling down right now...

These are my words to you. Not myself, but yo the pained, depressed souls...

See ya next time...