It's that time of the year where I remind you of how terrible the lead up to Infinity War was for me and my mental health. I had anxiety for the months after the first trailer's release up until I watched it on opening and the same is going to be the same for A4 (I refuse to say the title even though everyone spoiled it for me that's fine)

Point is, if you're gonna spoil stuff or like comment stuff about it, I'm not gonna deal with it, there will be a chance I will unfollow or perhaps mute, because the minute I was alerted of the trailer drop my anxiety spiked and I need ya'll to just...be aware, okay? Like people who say "no spoilers from me" keep to it and don't think that the mention of certain elements from the trailer isn't a spoiler because it is for those who, you know, didn't watch it! And it's not even just the spoiler thing, it's just the fact that it overwhelms me and I break down and I'm not here to deal with it, okay? I'm just not I haven't been okay in 3 months, I don't need this.

You don't need to censor yourselves, but I'm gonna practice self-care which is where I'm not gonna put up with things that give me anxiety, I'm two seconds away from deleting my Instagram app until the movie comes out, I'm not gonna have it ya'll.

And for those who are wondering (no one) I'm going to be writing a fic that goes directly into IW and A4 for my Hero of Heroes series, so stay tuned for that

So just...keep in mind that I had so many panic attacks as a result of IW and it's not gonna be any different with A4. So yeah.