13) snag an invite to his or her house

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the day that followed after the camping day was saturday, but the students were given the time off to catch up on their rest, much to their relief. they usually have make-up classes on saturdays, but it was an exception today.

jungkook lazily lay on his bed, his hand carelessly tossing his phone up and catching it with only one hand. he continued doing it even though he knows how much it'll hurt having your phone fall on your face, but he didnt care.

his mind kept going back to what yoongi had shared to him that midnight. he doesnt have any idea why would yoongi say all those to him, especially because theyve been friends just a few days ago (okay maybe for a week already but still).

"should i talk to him about it or..." he said out loud to himself, and when he cant come up with a proper decision, he groans and clutches his head and pulls his hair in frustration.

jungkook truly wants to talk to yoongi about it. he really does feel bad for the older, especially because of all he's been through. if that happened to jungkook, he wouldve given up because of the depression he's feeling that's eating him from the inside, but yoongi, yoongi was a different person, a whole lot different. jungkook thought that all this time, he knows him inside and out. guess he only knows 0.1% of yoongi.

on the other hand, jungkook just doesnt want to pry on whatever happened. he's not very good with words and things like this, even though he himself has been through this too, he just doesnt know what to say and what to not say. the younger can be easily swayed by his own emotions that would influence the words he'll spit out after, and he knows that if that happens, he'll destroy everything that yoongi and he have.

jungkook nervously sighed as he clutched his phone. he swiped it open and went to the twitter app. he went straight to his dms and tapped yoongi's.

jeoncena_: hi, hyung :)

a few minutes after, his phone dinged and yoongi replied.

yoongummy: hi.
yoongummy: slr i was in the shower

jeoncena_: that's okay, don't worry~
jeoncena_: hyung~

yoongummy: hmm

jeoncena_: are you okay?
jeoncena_: i mean
jeoncena_: fuck
jeoncena_: how are you???

yoongummy: kook

jeoncena_: fuck sorry i'll shut up
jeoncena_: gjdhskssj
jeoncena_: i messed up, didnt i?

yoongummy: it's fine.
yoongummy: calm ur man boobs.

jeoncena_: iM cH0kInG
jeoncena_: okay fine sorry

yoongummy: u sound too innocent wtf

jeoncena_: it's because i am!!!!!

yoongummy: o rlly

jeoncena_: i swear!!!

yoongummy: ok fine stop
yoongummy: so defensive tsktsk

jeoncena_: yah

yoongummy: aigoo i'll stop
yoongummy: anyways
yoongummy: wut r u doin

jeoncena_: talking to you duh

yoongummy: y u disrespectful sh

jeoncena_: disrespectful what? what sh????
jeoncena_: tsk tsk
jeoncena_: where'd you gone off hyung
jeoncena_: lmao are you dying
jeoncena_: i'll laugh if you are
jeoncena_: ............
jeoncena_: JUST KIDDING OFC I WONT LAUGH
jeoncena_: YAH
jeoncena_: YOONGI-HYUNG
jeoncena_: WHERE ARE YOU
jeoncena_: WHY WONT YOU ANSWER MY CALKS GODDAMMIT
jeoncena_: BRUHESOSJ
jeoncena_: HYUUUUUNG
jeoncena_: OHMYGOD
jeoncena_: ARE YOU SRSLY DYING RN
jeoncena_: I'D CRY IF YOU ARE FhEBSUDGUE HYUNG ANSWRR ME
jeoncena_: YAAAAAH
jeoncena_: THIS IS NOT FUNNY, HYUNG ( •̀ㅁ•́;)
jeoncena_: YOONGI-HYUUUUUNG
jeoncena_: ANSWER EN DDHD
jeoncena_: IM GOING RO FIND YOU YOU FUJEHR

jungkook grabbed his coat and boots from his desk and quickly slipped it on and ran out of his house. he doesnt know where to look first, but then he remembered that he had searched up yoongi's address for 'future purposes'.

"i hope he's at home or i will seriously kill him, that handsome and gorgeous shit." jungkook muttered under his breath before getting in on the bus and taking a seat.

he would check his phone from time to time, if yoongi had either replied or read his messages but there's none, and every second that ticks away, the unsettling feeling inside him bubbles up an rises up to his throat.

the rest of the way to yoongi's is a good 3km walk, so jungkook had no choice but to get off and start walking. the road getting to yoongi's house is one of the most beautiful streets in seoul, with the autumn leaves raining down and the chilly air blowing his hair away. it wouldve been such a scenic route if yoongi's not making the younger worry.

his phone suddenly vibrates, and in the speed of light, he grabs it from his pocket. but when he sees an unfamiliar number, he frowned and soon after, gasped.

'what if he got in an accident and someone picked up his phone and called me because im the last person yoongi called?' he thought and panic started bubbling up inside him. he answered the call with shaky hands and a heavy heart.

"h-hello...?" his voice came out cracked and almost hoarse, it was almost pitiful.

"jungkook? are you okay?"

jungkook's eyes widened.

"hello? jungkook? yah."

jungkook burst into tears, trying his best to not let a sob slip out. "h-hyung..."

"whoa whoa, are you crying? what happened, kook? where are you?" yoongi said in a rushed tone, almost like he's rapping.

jungkook sniffed. "im so stupid... i hate you, hyung."

"where are you, jungkook?"

"i-i thought something bad happened to you... fuck, i hate you, hyung..." jungkook said as he collapsed on his knees, tears staining his cheeks.

"look, im sorry i didnt reply as soon as i can. i ran out of data and our wifi wasnt working well so i had to run to the store to get a phone credit card, okay? im so so sorry, hyung's very sorry. now, where are you?" yoongi said in a soft tone.

jungkook blushed as he remembered where he is. he bit his nails and tried thinking of a lie.

"jungkook, why are you on the floor? and most especially, right here in front of me?"

jungkook's eyes widened as he saw yoongi a few feet away from where he is. yoongi ran towards the younger and helped him up, putting his hands around the younger's waist to hold him up. jungkook blushed and hid his face away from yoongi.

"we're going to my house, and im not taking no for an answer." yoongi said in a stern tone and they both walked under the autumn leaves falling down on them.

once they got inside the house (kind of like a smaller version of a mansion, in jungkook's opinion), yoongi wont shut up and just went on scolding the younger. he placed jungkook on his bed and put his hands on his waist.

"yah, jungkook-ah!" yoongi tried getting the younger's attention.

jungkook groaned. "okay fine, i get it, hyung. do not wander off around random places, do not easily jump into conclusions, wear much thicker clothes, and yes, i will fix my hair before going out." jungkook said with a pout.

yoongi pointed out how much jungkook's hair resembled a bird's nest because he doesnt comb it, and even told jungkook to use conditioner twice a week.

yoongi sighed. "what happened, anyway? why did you cry?"

jungkook flushed scarlet. "i-i dont know... i got sand in my eyes?" he said it more of a question than a statement, making yoongi raise a brow.

"how would i know?" yoongi said in a duh tone before plopping on the bed.

yoongi faced jungkook's back and pulled the younger's waist.

"kook..."

jungkook bit his lip as he looked at yoongi, who's laying down on the bed. how he wish he could wake up to this everyday.

"let's lie down~ im tired..." yoongi whined and pulled the younger, making jungkook lie down beside yoongi. yoongi scooted upwards and rested his cheek against jungkook's shoulder.

"tell me if you're uncomfortable, araso? especially because, well, you're a guy and im, well, i am a guy but im gay, there's a difference..." yoongi said with a laugh.

jungkook's heart fluttered at the sound. that is something he would want to hear everyday. and he would do everything, absolutely everything, just so he could hear that precious sound every single day of his life.

yoongi yawned and snuggled closer to jungkook. he made a whiny sound before closing his eyes, slowly falling asleep. jungkook, even though he's sleepy, preferred to stay awake, listening to yoongi's breaths and the little noises he makes.

if he would be deaf tomorrow, and today's his last day that he would be able to hear, he would choose to just be here, right beside yoongi.

and listen to the sound of his heartbeat, snores, laugh, and yawn.

and somehow, that's enough for him.

×××

one last daaaaaaaay~~~

kook's so exaggerated tsktsktsk

yo calm down lmao

ok sorry i'll shut up

p.s. pls tell me of what you think about the q&a ;-; and tysm for +600 reads ♡