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Chapter 17: To the test

           "J-Jungkook... N-No.. No I can't." Jimin whispered as he looked down. Unknowingly placing his hands on Jungkook's chest as he could feel the younger move in by his ear to whisper to the man.

             "What's holding you back..?" Jungkook asked as Jimin kept shaking his head slightly and looking down while his hands were still on Jungkook's chest.

             "This ring holds me back from it... If I kiss you... I'll want you..." Jimin added as he felt Jungkook softly pat his back gently. "No... No I can't kiss you. I'm married." Jimin complained. Jungkook still noticed Jimin was still looking down on his chest and holding him there. It was like he wanted a moment like this... But he couldn't even make up his mind. "Jungkook.."

               "Just one..?" Jungkook asked with a chuckle as he held up Jimin's left hand and held Jimin's ring softly, placing his fingers over the golden ring. "Jimin... Don't wear it... If you know your heart beats for another."

              "Jungkook... You don't understand. It's a sin if I wear this while my heart beats for another." Jimin added and looked up to gaze at Jungkook in his eyes. "I can't give you what you want if we are together. Jungkook... I'm not gay..." Jimin added as Jungkook tilted his head and still held Jimin's ring.

             "You're not..?" Jungkook asked as Jimin looked at Jungkook, slightly close to tearing up from the confusion. Of course, Jungkook knew this was all Jimin forced himself to say. Jimin just didn't seem like he was straight.

          "I-I'm not..." Jimin whispered as Jungkook looked at Jimin in the eyes.

        "You know you can tell me... Show me anything... Be honest because I don't want any lies. Do you want me to find out for myself?" Jungkook asked as Jimin stayed silent and looked into Jimin's eyes.

           "What doesn't he understand?" Jimin thought as Jungkook started to slowly loosen Jimin's ring around his ring finger. "W-What is he doing?!" Jimin thought as Jungkook took off Jimin's glasses and left his vision a blur as Jimin blinked his eyes and kept looking down. Not wanting to stop this because deep down he wanted to sit and watch.

           "Let's put that to the test~" Jungkook whispered as as he leaned in, holding the ring and Jimin's glasses as he took off his own glasses, still being able to look at Jimin. Leaning in to meet lips with the older.

            Jimin could see Jungkook's figure moving in closer... and closer... until, Jungkook locked lips with the man. Jimin's eyes closed as he felt the younger move his lips against his. Kissing for the first time and Jimin felt like he wanted this to go on forever. He wished to wake up to this sweet feeling... However, Jimin knew it wasn't right. But he didn't want to pull away. The feeling was bittersweet to him.

        Jungkook placed the glasses and ring down on the space of the bench, raising his hands up to Jimin's face to softly caress him, leading down to his waist. Suddenly, Jimin quickly stopped and pulled away, Jumping up in a flinch as he stood and backed away. Covering his lips and looking down while he panted and his face grew a red color. Showing he was blushing from it all. His mind screamed showing he knew this wasn't right but he kept himself there to continue the kiss.

           Jungkook panted as he looked up at Jimin with a smirk, placing on his own glasses and standing up after Jimin. "I'm surprised...I enjoyed that.." Jungkook said as he walked up behind Jimin to give him his ring and his glasses back. "Jimin...?"

           "I-I'm so dead..." Jimin added as he looked back at Jungkook. "I... I can't have you... I don't even own you and you don't even own me..." Jimin mentioned as Jungkook stepped up and placed the glasses over Jimin's eyes and hesitated to give the ring back. No matter how much he didn't want to, he had to give it back eventually.

            "So you didn't like it?" Jungkook asked as Jimin scoffed and made a smile, looking down at the ground, trying to hide it. But Jimin then shook his head. "Jungkook... This is insane. Even if I was to love you, I can't. I want to save us from the heartbreak. You know I can't." Jimin mentioned and looked down at the ring.

            "Atleast... You didn't do it under that ring or even watch me kiss you. Now it won't be in your memory." Jungkook added and looked at the older. "But if I have to wait.. I would."

            Jimin shook his head again and placed on the ring. "You don't get it... You don't. I don't want to change anything between us... If I do, I'll only want you more and more to the point where I'll despise this ring more than I already do." Jimin claimed as he looked at Jungkook who was rolling his tongue in his cheek out of jealousy.

          "I understand. You don't want a boyfriend... You just need a friend, a teammate." Jungkook said as he looked at the path ahead and glanced at the time. "11:23PM.." Jungkook said in his head as he could see Jimin step up from teh corner of his eye.

            "Jungkook... Look I don't want to change anything between us... I want us to know each other. Not speed things like this... not like this..." Jimin claimed as Jungkook looked at the older.

             "I think I want to go home now." Jungkook added as Jimin's eyes widened. "S-So soon?"

             "Well yes. I have no one to come home to, but you do. A wife that you 'Love' I know what game you play at. Do I like it? No... Because I know you wear that ring without love. It's okay... I'll wait for you then." Jungkook added as he walked off, walking down the path as Jimin desperately followed along.

            They reached the parking lot, Jimin didn't want to end the night off here but Jungkook was done for the day. He was silent and sat on the backseat of the car. Not bothering to sit in front and this slowly started to get on Jimin's nerves. The boy wasn't ignoring Jimin, he was just trying to make a point to the older. Showing this is what he'll see if Jungkook remains as his friend. No breathtaking eye contact and not even bothering to sit by him in the car.

             Jungkook looked forward as Jimin sat on the driver's seat and looked back at Jungkook. "Jungkook... What are you doing?"

              "Just sitting back here like any other type of friend. Go on. You could drive, I'll be back here." Jungkook added as Jimin sighed and started the car.

            "Jungkook, what do you want other than me?  You know that I am married. Why are you acting like this?"

         "I don't know... You tell me." Jungkook claimed and rolled his tongue along his cheek.

          "You aren't making this easy for me..."

           "Love isn't easy." Jungkook added with a sly look on his face after. Just that robbed Jimin of his attention and made Jimin just look at the mirror of the car and look at Jungkook. He felt himself losing just to the boy and Jungkook just loved the taste of victory through it all.

           "Give it time..." Jimin whispered as Jungkook got out of the car and moved up to the passenger seat to sit by Jimin.

            "Alright then... I'll wait." Jungkook said. "I won't force you then. Only because I know how love works other than them... I won't force it down your throat. I'll just be here... waiting." Jungkook said as he looked out the window. "Let's put this aside for now, okay?" Jungkook claimed as Jimin nodded quickly and started to drive. He wanted to stay at the Park with Jungkook, no matter what the younger did... He just didn't want to come home and see the other who matches rings with his. For once in his life, Jimin was finally confused about his social life.

             During the car ride to Jungkook's house, Jimin thought of something to ask the boy. "Jungkook?"

            "Hm?"

            "When did you come out..? Did you ever love any guys before?" Jimin wondered as Jungkook chuckled and looked at Jimin.

            "No. I haven't loved any guys, Jimin. Only because I'm waiting." Jungkook said with a smile. "I came out when I began to realize that I... Didn't want a woman in my life. I wanted a man." Jungkook said as Jimin kept driving and nodding his head as he understood... But it didn't help him stop from thinking of the kiss they shared. It came over his head multiple times. He felt like he wanted to feel it again yet, he just kept throwing it to the back of his head and focused on the road.

           Jungkook watched Jimin stay silent  and smiled as he looked down to see Jimin place his hand down onto the arm rest. Not putting his elbow there, rather his hand. Jungkook moved his hand to Jimin's and placed it over Jimin's smaller hand and this made Jimin want to swiftly step onto the brakes and move his hand away... But Jungkook kept his stares at Jimin and the older couldn't help but to remain silent throughout the drive. Constantly turning his head and looking at their hands over each other's in contact.

         "H-He's holding my hand... J-Jungkook wants things that are impossible right now! First, the kiss... Then the gentle hand hold... T-This day couldn't get any more awkward!" Jimin panicked and could feel the younger still staring at the older with a lovely gaze. Other than telling Jungkook to knock it off, Jimin sat there and kept driving with his other hand still under Jungkook's as they kept the contact throughout the whole car drive.

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