We finally pull into the parking garage of the Bighit building, which is massive. I never realized how many people worked here till I came here for the first time and seen all of these cars. "Ayeong Noona? Do you need help out," I hear Ni-ki ask and smile at him. From what I've seen in videos he's mischievous but he's also a little cute sweetheart. "I got it Ni-ki ah... Thank you though. It was a sweet gesture. I just dont want to depend on everyone or get in their way," I tell him while wheeling my way down the ramp. He stared at me for awhile and I got nervous thinking something was on my face but then he finally spoke, "It's not a bad thing to ask for or to accept some help Noona." 

I thought about his words deeply. He was right in a sense but if I asked a lot wouldn't people get annoyed? Wouldn't they feel burdened? Wouldn't they want to stop helping me? God I overthink things way more than I should. Yet, I can't help but overthink. To be nervous. To have anxiety. To have major depression. It's just...the way I am. Maybe I should get back into therapy. 

We all made it the dance studio which also just so happened to be next to the recording studio. My lovely bodyguard opened the door for me and I thanked him politely. Standing in the middle of the room warming up was the rest of the Enhyphen members. I mentally fangirled again inside my head, but I really freaked out when my eyes landed on Sunghoon. Don't get me wrong Im a fan of them all. It's just that Sunghoon has something about him that makes me internally melt. 

He smiled at me and it took all the power left in me not to squeal and freak out in front of them. I can't wait to get to my room or to be alone so that I can boast in my accomplishment of having him smile at me. Soon they did their little introduction, which I loved, and then it was my turn. Although it was my turn I frowned a bit. 

I dont have an introduction for myself yet. Jake smiled, "Don't worry we'll help you figure out an introduction for yourself." Again bells were ringing in my head and I started to get dizzy. I haven't been this excited since forever. First I meet BTS now Im meeting Enhyphen like whos next TXT! "Thank you, I'll need all the help I can get," I respond to them. 

We all huddle into a circle to figure it out and then move onto other things like figuring out what type of song I want to do for my debut song, what theme I want, colors I want for it, etc. Soon a choreographer walked in and I thought it was for them but turns out it was for me. This made me super confused because obviously I can't do a thing as I am bound to a wheelchair. "Im here to help you with your choreography! We bought you a special wheelchair in which I will teach you how to do tricks with. The reason I know how to do this is because I was once like you...wheelchair bound. Just because you're in it doesn't mean your life is over," her words repeated in my mind. Just because Im in this wheelchair doesnt mean my life is fully over. Is that really true?