The driver of the vehicle politely woke me up to inform me we made it to my new home. It was astonishing to say the least when I looked out my window. The place was huge but I didnt expect anything less from BTS the most world renowned kpop idols. Since they had a van I didnt have to put my wheelchair on a trailer thing(I have no clue what you'd call that). It was chilling right next to me where I can maneuver myself onto it and roll down the ramp that goes down with a push of a button. Definitely some fancy shit that my family could never afford.

We were never rich or middle class. Legitimately we are on the verge of being broke. My Eomma knew a dance school owner so thats why I got in for free. My talent was my scholarship. The special shower, my wheelchair, and many other needed disabled equipment all came from community support. So seeing this van and house was like something from my imagination.

I hesitate to go in which my now personal body guard that Bighit gave to me noticed.  "They dont bite ma'am," he said while chuckling. I slightly smiled to his playfulness. I could see this guy becoming my second dad as he looks to be in his late 40s with just my type of humor. "I know, just..... Nervous is all," I reply to him which he replies by knocking on the door and giving me a thumbs up. 'Aish this man' I think to myself mentally scolding him. J-hope is the one to open the door and his extra ass is definitely excited seeing as he immediately yells, "Yah! Shes here everyone! The queen has arrived!"

My face goes red as everyone peeks from multiple different corners at me. I didnt like this much attention. Insecurity and anxiety course through me as I wheel myself in. How embarrassing! This isnt what I wanted them to see. I thrived to make them see a strong dancer, singer, rapper, model and actress. Yet, their looking at a wimpy girl rolling around her wheelchair. How pitiful can I get?

"See you tomorrow Mrs. Choi," my security guard tells me. "Please just call me by my name, " I tell him to which he hesitates but nods. With that he leaves. Once the door closes I see WWH himself make his way over to me with his beautiful smile. "Glad you could make it Ayeong. You made it just in time for dinner." He directs me to the dining room with J-hope hot on his heels and my wheels. I get to the end spot where a chair isnt set up. Definitely not letting them see me struggle just to get in and out of a chair.

Soon enough everyone joins me with Jungkook on my right and Taehyung on my left. Yay! Im stuck with the two most chaotic people ever. Taekook turns even more chaotic when put together. As we're eating the duo proves my damn point. As they start to play rough footsies under the table. These damn children. I playfully role my eyes and dig into my food once again. Soon though its interrupted by a pouty Taehyung, "Kookie thats not fair!" I suppress a laugh when Jungkook responds, " yes it is rabbit hole is a thing with footsies just like it is in thumb wars!" I then look to Tae who is not so happy, "says the damn muscle bunny!" Their bickering continues and I just eat and enjoy the show.

That is until Jin interrupts it, "seriously guys this is why Ive threatened to make assigned seats!" Seriously assigned seats at a dinner table he really is a mom. " I call dibs on this spot," I intervene and jin looks at me, "deal you get to keep it."  They finally get back to eating and I finish. " May I know where my room is?," I ask. Jin seems to stop chewing a bit like hes nervous to answer. I raise a brow to ask why he's acting so weird but Namjoon beats me and answers my question, " one of us has to help you seeing as we dont have a wheelchair lift up to the second story at the moment."

I put my head onto the table, 'how fucking embarrassing can this get?' They literally have to carry me and my wheelchair to the second story. "I-I'll just sleep on the couch so that I dont burden you," I tell them. Jungkook looks at me sadly, which tears my heart apart. I never want to see any of them mad.  Never in a million years do I want to see that. "You're not burdening us Ayeong. So never think that," he tells me and I loose my ability to breath. Right as he says that he gets up and picks me up bridal style. He then motions to Namjoon and Taehyung to pick up my electric wheelchair together, which they do.

Once we get up to my room they set my wheelchair down and Jungkook puts me in it. "When we found out you were going to stay with us, we made sure they put wood floors in so that you woudlnt have trouble maneuvering your wheelchair around. We also asked your parents and best friend how you'd like the aesthetic of your room to be," jungkook informs me. Tears brim my eyes as I look around. My room is just the way I'd like it. Its a black aesthetic with a little pop of color here and there. I make sure to thank them before closing my door, settling, and preparing for bed.

I pull myself off of my wheelchair and onto my bed. They even installed the shower I needed here but like.....boogie. Im an idol now and living with my inspiration. Lets see where my life will take me. After that thought I drift to sleep.