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I should be asleep but ya know me 😳

**A little warning: This may contain suicidal thoughts/actions, if it triggers you, I'll put a line to show you that it has suicidal thoughts/actions

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~Mezmer's POV~
There is this one person, I met, when I was trying to commit suicide, I didn't feel like I was worth it, so I tried to end myself and not bother respawning, but, she, stopped me.

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~Flashback~

I don't wanna be here anymore, I don't feel like doing anything, I built a platform and breathed in and out, tears falling down as I throw my mask on the platform and try to jump but I felt a hug, I cried and said "Why..... Why do you wanna stop me? Frosty, tell me a good reason." Frosty cried, hard "Mezmer, it's not worth it, your sister will miss you, I will miss you, Mezmer you mean so much to me, you don't understand, you made me realize there was a different way for life, and I'm grateful for having you in my life." I turned around and hugged her and cried hard
"Frosty.... I'm so sorry, I just don't feel worth it, I don't think you deserve me..." Frosty looked at me and grabbed my face and squished my cheeks "DON'T you EVER say that to me, ya hear?" I nod and she kissed me, letting her tears flow down. I cried and kissed her back as the wind blew past us. She broke the kiss but I brought her in another one, tasting her lips once more and crying. We broke it and I smiled, she gasped, a grin plastered on her face "You smiled!" I nodded, my smile growing wider, she hugged me and I lifted her up and spun her around and brought her into another kiss. She kissed me back and smiled "Mezmer, promise me you'll never ever think of doing this again, and if you do, think of me, ok?" I nodded and she kissed my cheek and smiled, her cheeks pink.

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I haven't heard from her since.... I heard she works in the Agency and lives with her friend, I'll go visit her then. I wore my mask, and walked to Misty. I breathed in and out and knocked the door. My heart raced and Frosty opened the door and I lifted my mask "Hey Frosty..." She hugged me and cried "Mezmer! I missed you so much!" I blushed and hugged her back and cried. "Are you crying?" She backed up a bit and wiped my tears "I missed you so much more." She smiled and closed the gap and kissed me. I let out my tears and kissed her passionately, I wrapped my arms around her waist and she wrapped hers around my neck. We let go and she asked "How's Hush?" I smiled "My little sis is doing OK, busy with her studies and her goth group." I smiled and she did too. "Come in, Noggie left to her boyfriend's house." I smiled and I got dragged to Frosty's room and I laid down on the bed "How are you Mez? I'm quite sad you didn't contact me." She pouted and I ruffled her hair "I was busy with my therapist (Snorkel ;)) she and Drift really helped me a lot and well. Here I am." Frosty laid down next to me and hugged me tight "I'm glad you're still here." She said blushing. I blushed "S-Stop embarrassing me Frost." She giggled "You know, I loved you, and well..... I still do, but I'm scared, because there is this guy." I blushed and said "W-Who?! He better not be stealing you away from me!" She giggled "We're not together yet." She said, winking at me. I blushed hard, "B-But.... I don't want him touching you, o-or anything..." She smiled "Listen, we only held hands, but I didn't feel anything, not that I know of, and he gave me vbucks to get myself a house and a necklace." I felt myself sink and got up and left "M-Mezmer!" I didn't listen and left to go up Mount Kay.

I sat down staring at the sunset, I inhaled and exhaled the fresh cold air and cried. I don't know what to do anymore, I don't feel like doing anything but to just sink inside an abyss. I heard footsteps and I turned to Frosty panting and crying "M-Mezmer!" She hugged me and cried "I'm sorry...." I cried too, I had to let it all out, I feel great, having her in my arms, smelling her scent, like the usual, smells like Christmas. I just realized how much she means to me. I backed up and said "F-Frosty, I-I lo-" She kissed me and hugged me "I love you too Mez, just, please don't do anything." I hear a Choppa come down and it wad Hush. "H-Hush, what are you doing here?" She pulled her mask down and grinned "Oh nothing, just watching a movie about you two confessing." She said as she ate a piece of popcorn. Frosty broke the hug and grinned "Hush! I missed you!" Hush hugged Frosty "Likewise cutie, how have you been?" Frosty grinned "I'm doing great!" Frosty said giggling, I smile and got up "Yo bro!" Hush looked at me "Yeah?" She smiled "I'm proud of you, good on you, you finally got her to yourself." Frosty punched Hush playfully "Yikes cutie, you're pretty weak." Hush said laughing, Frosty laughed as well. I grinned "Anyways, congrats bro, I'm gonna head back to Mayhem, my baby girl is waiting for me, peace!" I waved and smiled, Frosty grabbed my face and kissed me passionately and I did too.....

"Aww man, I missed the show" Noggie said pouting.

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WELP, I GOT NO EXPLANATION BUT YEET.

-Driftkel