Lucy POV

I was surrounded, shadows danced around me and the terrified cries of children filled the air. I was turning around in every direction trying to find the source of the magic, as I was looking I saw a familiar figure in the distance, flames were dancing around the figure. I knew at once who it was.

"Natsu!" I cried out praying he could her me. Natsu's head whipped around he locked eyes with me before crying out,

"He's behind you Lucy,"

"Who, whos behind me Natsu," I cried back. The shadows all seemed to turn towards Natsu escaping him his figure disappeared, I though I heard him say something else but it was impossible. I whipped by head around as I felt a sudden chill. A large figure surrounded me on every angle, a creature of shadows. I saw everyone I cared about die, Levy screaming at me to help her but I couldn't move, Natsu looking at me sadly whispering what sounded like the words I've been wanting to hear for years, I love you, Natsu was stabbed through the hart and what I saw that was worst if all was Wendy. My poor Wendy, crying at me, screaming at me asking why I would let this happen to her. One by one I saw the entire guid die screaming at me how pathetic and useless I was. I couldn't save them. I would never be able to, I was pathetic. The creature laughed before shooting at me peircing me chest.

I screamed. Bolting up I looked around frantically. I was in my apartment, I was safe. Everyone was alive, it was just a dream. Just a dream. It didn't matter how real it felt Natsu would never say he loved me, never. Not while he had his Lisanna. I got out of bed and headed straight to the bathroom, splashing my face with water. It wasn't the first time I'd had dreams like that, they started not long after Lisanna retired. As I got ready for the day ahead I thought about what would happen if I just disappeared, wouldn't that be aisestt. Wendy would be safe, Natsu's words and fist would no longer hurt me. I looked up to a mirror my reflection staring back at me. I had bags under my eyes, my hair was everywhere and I looked dead, sometimes I wish I was.

Later on when I arrived at the guild I paused before entering. Everyone thought I had hurt Lisann, they had beat me once what would stop it from happening again. I thought that if i quickly grabbed a request and left nobody would notice I was even there, they usually didn't. I entered quickly and as quietly as possible, but of course the world was once agin against me.

"Look whos here, little Miss Jealous," I heard an all to familiar voice from behind me. I stopped and looked down.

"I've already told you Natsu, Lisanna's lying I didn't hurt her," I said.

"Well guess what, I don't believe you," Natsu repiled.

I refused to turn around and look at him. I kept my head down and headed out of the guild, out of Magnolia and away fro Fairy Tail, the only real family I had know in years. I headed away and into the woods. No one would look, they didn't care, I wasn't even sure I cared for myself anymore.

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So, that chapter took a turn. I swear I didn't mean for it to turn out to be depressing it sorta jsut happened oops.

The sad thing is so many people feel the way Lucy does, and nobody should feel like that. Fictional or not.

On a happier note what did you think of the chapter, comment your thoughts.

Feel free to correct anything my grammar and spelling has always bee pretty crappy.

Now for the queston(s) of the chapter-

What is your favorite Fandom.

My Answer: At the moment its Yuri on Ice for me

What is your country of Origin

My Answer: Australia

Byeeeeee

This my longest chapter ever, YESSS.