Stella had been yelling at drake for about six minutes Strait. and drake calmly answering the questions. which kinda just pissed her off more then she was, which was nuts considering the fact that Stellas eyes hadn't stopped glowing blue since terence had told her. 

so let me get this strait. Stella said as she stoped her pacing . you've just been taking care of me all this time so that I could take the high leader place, and you'd have the nightshades on your side.drake who was sitting on one of Stella's bedroom chairs said. because since your mom and dad died they have all been doing they own things. and one of those things is fighting with the rough werewolf pack. Stella. I have been taking care of you because I love you. you know that. drake said with so much care in his voice that Stella almost believed him. almost.

and if you remember I never even told you about any of this. but now that you know, Stella it's your right to lead them. your people. and if you so chose to then what you do as leader is up to you. Stella hadn't thought of it like that. and drake was right he had never told her about any of this. and it was up to her. right?

but. drake started. fuck. the but. if you do decide to be the high pride leader then you will have to have a mate. a mate Stella  ask. laughing at how unbelievably this hole thing is. i'v never even had a boyfriend before. and now you want me to get married. not happening. Stella said crossing her arms over her chest. taking a seat on the edge of her bed facing drake. and why does it have to be me anyways, why can't some other nightshade do it. up to this point drake had been looking at her, until he said. because every time someone try's to raise up to the high leader spot the rouge pack hunts them down and kills them. he looked back up at her at the last part. and I've tried to keep them safe but my packs will only do so much of what I ask. and risking there lives for the nightshades is just not one of the thing I can ask of them. unless it was you, because they know what you mean to me.  and you don't pick who you marry, most of the time it's your dad who picks. but I your case it would be the leader of your pride. which is Alex.

Stella had a million thought's running though her mind, so she went with the loudest one. why should I care. I have nothing to do with any of this. so why should I throw my life away  just because you tell me a sad story. Stella didn't care how cold it sounded. she was only 19 years old. and all she wanted from life was to go on a date with terence, and perform at the club. but now it was all falling apart. and she hated change of any kind. and this was the worst kind of change, the life kind. and fuck if she was just going to sit back and let it happen. 

because the nightshades are all dyeing.  between the rouges and the fact that a lot of them have started to breed with humans your kind is far and few between. and you can stop it. and this is why I didn't tell you any of this yet. he gave a ever pointed look at my bedroom door, that  terence was most likely leaning up against to spy on what was being said. and a small smile spread on her lips. then was gone just as quick as it came. 

someone needs to rail the nightshades Stella. someone has to enforce the laws. and that someone is you. you have the chance to save your kind. but only, and I mean only, if you choose to. and Stella just sat there for a few minuets thinking it over, but she kept coming up with the same answer. hell no. but that was wrong, and that's when she started to think of all those hero movies where the hero dies to save the world. "the life of one, or many."

I need some time to think about it. it wasn't a question, and drake gave nod, but she could tell there was more. your face makes you terrible at keeping things to yourself. she deadpanned. drake blow out a laugh and shook his head. you know me to well kitten. that's not an answer. fine, your right. you do have time, just not much. how long. you have till you turn 20. its the law, I'm sorry Stella.  20. drake I turn 20 at the end of July that's in a month  she screamed. what the fuck why would you do this to me. 

I didn't tell you for reason. drake said angrily getting to his feet, and started to pace, running his hand though his brown hair. my moron of a brother should have never told you. and didn't want you to take the leader place. he was more talking to himself at this point. and now his eyes were glowing which must mean that he was street out. and she kinda felt bad for him.

I'll have an answer in two days she finally said. and drake looked back at her, but side nothing just nodded, and and headed for the door but as her graded the doorknob her turned and gave Stella a look saying that he didn't want her to yes. and she just hade to ask. why do you look out for the nightshades drake, from what I can tell the wolves don't ready get along with the nightshades. turning back to the door he said. because I promised you mom. and with that he puled open the bedroom door and left.

Stella spent the rest of the day ( which was like 5 hours) training with Alex, and according to her Stella was an every quick learner, but Stella didn't fell that way.  they had been at it for hours and the only time she could shift was when Alex through a knife at her, it missed of course be still. 

by dinner time all She wanted was to sleep  for a week. but she need to eat and shower before she could sleep, if she could.

Stella showered then eat. both her and drake were give terence the silent termite. drake was pissed because terence had told Stella, Stella was pissed because of everything that was going on and he was just the best person to hate at the moment. so any time he tried to talk to her she would act as if she hadn't heard him. and as soon as dinner was over Stella went striate up to bed at about 7:30 pm. 

and woken right around 12:30 am. from another nightmare this time of the after math of the last on event. shaking and sweating Stella sat up on the edge of her bed, and that when she knew that it was coming, she was about to shift. fuck. she ran down the stairs, two at a time. because she didn't want to shift in the house, not when she was still every clumsy in her cat from. 

bretsing  through the door she collapsed on her hands and knees. shifting wasn't painful per-say more like a deep ack in the bones. and where they once was a girl there was now a large black cat. about  5 feet long and about 3 and a half feet tall, short sleek black fur bright glowing blue eyes, long tail swing behind her.

"Stella". whipping around Stella saw terence standing next to the pouch swing, with wide eyes and mouth slightly open. hissing she moved down the stairs. but she could hear him behind her.

"Stella'' 

Stella he tried aging, but she just kept on walking. where do you think you're going. he asked jagging to catch up with her. she just hissed once more and kept heading to the woods. 

"sorry"

and that did make her stop. because terence never said sorry. she just starred at him for a moment, then growled and went back to her walk. it wasn't like she could talk to him at the minute any how, not when he was in his human from anyways, or at lest that's what Alex had told her.

and mind reading must be one of the werewolf things because all of a sodden they was a six foot long, four feet tall sandy colored wolf next to her, barking and bumping into her.

why are you barking when I know that we call talk to each other now. because it's fun. he answered, toung hanging out of his mouth and he panted.

why are you always out on the pouch at night do you ever sleep. something dark past over his face, and that happy pup was gone, replaced by pain anger and lost.

like you  I have nightmares often and I go out to try and clear my head. Stella knew better than to ask what the nightmares were about when she saw the look in his eyes. besides, she had a pretty go idea.  when drake was 23 and terence was ten. there parents died in a car accident, only terence was in the car, and he had always said that it was no accident. and she had believed  him knowing that there family was a crime family and all. but now Stella guessed it was the rough pack trying to take control, only it was drake that took over when they had died. thank god.

come on. terence said bring Stella out of her thoughts. there's something I want to show. and there it was. the puppy was back. and  what makes you think I want to go anywhere's with you. I have a reputation to keep here, since I will be getting married soon. and the dark look was back, but he hide it quicker this time.

so. that mean that  your going to go through with it then. you ask as though you care. you said  it your self. we are nothing, never have been never will be, you made that clear.  and now he looked like a kicked puppy. but he he had it coming. they had none each other since Stella was 13 and terence was 23. and she had been in love whit him since she was 16. when he had saved her from a bad date. and god she had a thing for guys hero complex, how dumb was she. ah...

you where always something to me. Stella. 

Stella was so glad the she was covered in fur, because if she wasn't she would be bright red right about now.

fine where are we going. she asked with a eye role.and  the happy puppy look was back.

 you'll see when we get there. that's not an answer Terence. Stella called as he took off running.

about a half  hour of funning late and Stella and terence had arrived. at a beautiful lake, well it was more of a pond then a lake, but still. they were small trees and shrubs around the outer banks of the lake/pound. which was a midnight black with the moon and stairs reflecting in it. it was so beautiful that it took her breath away.

this is my favorite  place to come. terence said, coming back up next to Stella. have fun around the lake to make sure that they where the only ones here. I can see why. Stella responded. still looking out over the water.

lets go for a swim. I don't much care for water you know. but it was to late Terence some how had managed to get Stella over his back and into the lake before she even knew what had happened.

the water was warmer then she thought it would be. and it just felt nice. so nice in fact that her form was starting to slip. which sent her into panic mode, she couldn't let terence see her naked like this not when she was going o be getting married in less then a moth. but it was to late, so with a deep bearth Stella went under. she must have stayed under a little to long because out of know where's a pare of strong arms wrapped around her mildd and pulled her out of the water. 

WHAT THE FUCK. Stella screamed once her face broke the serifs. but she didn't get a respond, in stead the big arms of terence,  that had dragged her out, where how hugging her like she was a life line. I thought you were droning, he whispered in her ear and it sent a wave goues bumps down her back, and despite the warm water she shivered. and terence  just held on titer. Stella would have loved nothing more than for terence to hug her, but not when they were both naked, and his very large dick was rubbing against the inside of her thigh. and at thought made her nipples hard, and he was still hugging her so they was know way he hadn't noticed, because he pulled back and let her go, and was blushing?

we should get back Stella said turning to leave, but Terence pulled her back and right to his lips, and starts to kiss her deeply. it was almost as it he was trying to eat her alive, and for some reason she did the same. it was like war, the best and most wonderful warm war that had ever been. but all good things must come to an end, and they still need air.

sorry terence whispered still holding on to the sides of her bared body. and she still had her arms wrapped  around his neck and when he started to pull away she dragged him back down to her laps , and wrapped her legs around his wast. she knew where this was going, they both did but there was to much heat, and lust for them to care about the fall out of tonight.

they kissed for what felt the forever and not long enough all at the same time. before terence lips trailed down her neck and back. and his very long erection was asking  for entry and she was more then willing to grant it. but for some reason he stopped. put his arms around her and stated to walk them back to one of the banks. and Stella  was afraid she had done something wrong. after all she hadn't ever been with any one before. but she was wrong, once they reached the grassy bank terence laded Stella one her back, and started to kiss her aging. starting with just behind her left ear, and it felt so good that she purred like the cat she was. then trailed back down her neck and then down to her Breast, licking and sucking at her left nipple then the right, and Stella had never before felt this kind of pleasure in her hole life. and never wanted it to stop. and just when Stella thought that the couldn't get any better terence slide a finger in her and it felt so good her back was arching off the ground, and even though she knew there was no way she was talking, she forced herself to. want more she managed to paint out. he said nothing just gave a small growl of laughter and aded another finger. but this time it wasn't the finger that made her purer, ok it was that to, but it was that deep growl that had her feeling like she would explode.

she many have never been with a man before, but she never wanted this to stop. and when terence pulled his fingers out she whimpered at how empty she felt without him in her, but that didn't last long, because his dick was pushing at her entrench, then sliding all the way home in one go. and as good as it felt it all so hurt, a lot, and he must have seen it on her face because he just stated there, hands on the ground on ether side of her head, and gave her a moment to get use to to feeling on something so large in her. and when she was ready Stella let him know rocking her hips a little, and that's all he need to thrusting. it was still Paine full for her but the pleasure was out waning the pain. and fuck, if he hadn't managed to fine her sweet spot almost immediately, the only sounds where that of pleasure and the most annoying bug on earth crickets. with each thrust the heat poled In the bottom of her stomach. terence..I.. i..gonna fuck... I know me... some how they came together, and it was the most wonderful thing Stella had ever felt, she swore she saw new colors. they road out they highs together.

terence pulled out and lade next to Stella on the grass, staring up at the stairs. and now that the lust high was wearing off the realization of what they had just done was sinking in.

she had sex with Terence. SHE HAD SEX WITH TERENCE. it was like all of her dreams were coming true. then terence had to open his mouth. 

your having a hard time shifting. right? he asked rolling over to look at her. and really of all the thing he could have said at a time like this, was  that.  yeah. it came out as more of a question. why. 

because. he said in a whisper, like it was some Kind of secret.next time you want to shift just think about how it felt to have me in you. and in the blink of and eye the man she had been in love with since she was 16 was back to being a big hairy dog. wolf.

as wrong as it was it had worked, thinking about there time together had her shifting in on time, and they where on the way back. but they said nothing to one another. not on the walk not when picking up what was  there clothes, or when they went to there rooms. because they both knew that what had happened tonight could never happen aging.

and that was the last though Stella had before falling asleep. and for the first time in weeks she slept without nightmares.

NOTE#

I don't know how to take how this came out but here it is. and I know the sex scene sucked, but I,ve never written on before so this was the best I could do.