|Hiccup's P.O.V|

The doctor have told me to spend a little time in the library but I think it's a great idea to overcome my shyness.

"So are they nice?"I asked the nurse.

"Yes, don't worry. Everyone here is friendly, if you need any assistance, please don't hesitate to ask"She smiles and walk away as I proceed in the room and saw bunch of patients with three family members.

From what they told me is that these patients are just here temporarily, and luckily this library is much entertaining then staying in rooms all day. I look over a table where a few are playing board games, but continue my pace around the room.

I look over a man who has a burnt face on his left eye which merely blind it but doesn't look painful for him.

"You play Maces and Talons?"the man asked kindly.

I shook abit as he caught me glancing down at him.

"Uhh kinda, I have amnesia so I'm not certain"I told him.

"Oh nonsense, it'd be fun"He smiles, offering me a seat across from him.

I then gave him an suspicious look but eventually pulling the chair and sat down.

"You finding your ways again I trust?"

I shook"uhh, sort of, I...well technically I get these images in my head. I don't even know who I'am".

"Have no fear, the mind it self will function proper once again. My apologies what's your name?".

"Hiccup"

"What's yours?"I nod over

"Viggo"

|Astrid's P.O.V|

Another day another lecture, enjoying my classes so it will get me much busier. Hiccup is slowly remembering who he is but had not know the actually truth why he is here in the first place.

I then enter his room"Hey Hiccup!".

"Hiccup?"I said again then I realize he isn't in his room, I heard footsteps coming towards this room I look behind and saw one of his nurses.

"Oh! Good afternoon Miss"She smiles sweetly.

"Hi, I was wondering where is Hiccup?"I asked, kindly.

"Oh! He's at the library, his doctor recommended that he should get out of his room for abit"She said,

"Oh thanks"I walk away as I went to the next floor, he must be interacting with other patients here.

"Miss?"The Nurse stop me.

I look over my shoulder"yeah?".

"Have you told him yet?, about why he's here in the first place?"She said, picking up a tray.

"N-No, not yet"I responded quickly.

"Why?"She questioned.

"B-Because! I'm I'm, afraid that he might end up doing it again if he remembers it too well"I stammer, looking down at my hands"I just can't bare to see that again".

"I know it's hard sweetie, but please it's what best for him or is what best for you"She patter my shoulder, walking out of the room and trail off.

"Hiccup"I then decide to check up on him, what does the nurse think she is. I'm well I guess I'm afraid to tell Hiccup about what happened but still! Hiccup has amnesia and it is very hard for him to remember everything that has happened these passed several months now. I'm just relieved he's alive and well.

"Oh hey Hiccup!"I wave at him.

"Astrid!"He said back, waving at me as I saw him playing chess with someone else.

"Ahh this must be the girl you're talking about hmm?"He says.

"Y-yeah, Astrid I want you to meet Viggo, Viggo Astrid"He introduces us.

"Hello there"I greet to him.

"Pleasure to make your acquaintance miss Astrid, your boyfriend here is very skilled in maces and talons apparently".

"Oh I didn't know you play maces and talons"I look down at the board game.

"I don't neither, but somehow my mind tells me I know"He stood up"I better get going, it was nice playing with you".

Viggo smiles lightly"please, don't hesitate to ask again".

Hiccup nods and we decide to walk in a nearby hallway which leads to Hiccup's room several blocks away.

"So, you pretty much you did was playing maces and talons?"I asked, curiously.

"Yeah, it was nice. But something tells me I'm more than this"He said, looking at me.

"What you mean?"I gave him my dumb look.

"Like..."He reaches my hand"us, what about us?".

I slightly blush and look away"ohh, that. Well, long story but I guess I can tell you our moments".

"Please do, so I can remember more"He smiles, as we stroll down by the tiny garden.

"Well, we're high students but now we're university students now. We've never lose each other. Always trust o!3 and other, always there. But what I think about you. Is that you're strong, smart, brave, and silly"I giggle.

He chuckles"I'm silly?".

"In your way, you're always a smarta$$ to me sometimes, which makes me like you more. You
The smartest guy I know in Berk High"I rest my head on his shoulder"but I missed you. A lot".

"I wish I know how to feel about you"He said, softly.

"I wish you'll won't remember the attempts"I quietly said as Hiccup shook.

"I wish I know who I really am"He whispers, giving me his look of desperation.

"Soon"I kept saying to him a dozen of times now.

"But why keeping secrets from me, I have a right to know what has happened to me"He pulls away, as I lift my head to see him unsettled.

"Hiccup, it's just"I sigh heavily and look over a elderly couple saying their goodbyes, okay now that's just sad really.

"Just what?"He interrupts my thinking.

"It's just, I'm afraid you might know the actual, the Hiccup I know....I just want to be with you"I hesitated to reach over and hug him.

"A-Astrid?"He said, shocking but accept the hug.

"It's something that affected all of us Hiccup. The deed you've caused, has made us really upset and worried about you, I worried about you"I whispered, feeling cuddling on his neck.

"But what I did?"He repeatedly said, wrapping his arms around my waist"no matter what you want to say, I'll understand why. If it's something really bad then I'll fix that. This must be my consequence of hurting all of you isn't?".

I lift my head so fast I locked eyes on him"Don't you say that Hiccup! It's not a punishment or anything of that, it's something that you must overcome afterwards".

"Then you wouldn't mind me asking why I have scars on my forearms and wrists? Why are they there? Please tell me Astrid for thorsakes!"He slightly shout at me.

"I-I-I can't!"I scream.

"Then why hiding this from me!?"He says angrily, letting go do the hug and move back a little.

"Because I'm afraid you'd do it again! Killing yourself!"I scream loudly and then realize I let out the truth already.

"What do you mean by that?"He point out"killing my self? You're afraid that I might kill myself again?"walking towards me slowly"I'm confused! Why should I do that!".

"I....sorry Hiccup! I had to go now!"I quickly walk the opposite way of the hallway and just ignore him.

"Astrid!"

He called out to me before I exit the nearest stairwell.

"I'm not ready yet"I then start sobbing by the stairs and just thinking if Hiccup will actually remember the traumatizing moment.

Meanwhile

An old man laying nearly upon his bed as he slept until suddenly he open his eyes widely and chuckle, standing up and started walking out to his room.

|Hiccup's P.O.V|

I then sat on my bed and thought of what happened today because Astrid ran off because she was afraid of me killing myself.

"What does that mean?"I asked myself"why does everyone hides something from me. ugh I hate this suffering of amnesia!".

I stood up, walking to the window and glance down at the city streets. Seeing as it starting to rain abit which I saw the dark clouds outside, hearing rumbling above my head which it appears to be thundering.

I then glare out at the clouds"for Thor sake!!! Who am I?!?!??!".

I then turn around and knock over a few books onto the floor and cried out a so felt angry all of sudden, unexpectedly lightening appears along with thundering rumbling which a shadowy man standing so still and was staring at me from my door which was wide open if I thought that I closed it.

"Ahhh!!!"I startled and back away a little. 

"If you don't mind, you think I can help myself?"He spoke softly, grabbing a carton of milk on my table which I have never drank it yet.

I then grab my tiny flashlight which Andrea provides me, I then flash it on the shadowy man who is an elderly guy with grey spikey hair and was just tall like me but slim, he was wearing a hospital threads that it appears to be from the ward I believe.

"Don't fear me boy"He says, drinking the milk all and discarded the carton on the trash can.

"Who are you?!"I demanded.

"Your sins"He laughs, allowing himself to sit on my chair and stare at me.