Hiccup's P.O.V

"And this should do"I said to myself, as I'm in my bedroom.

I wrote a letter to let anyone know about my life as it was good but not now, I pack what I need and say my final goodbyes to my home and just sneak out.

Walking down the stairs staring at our family pictures, just thinking. I frown and went to the kitchen leaving my phone behind.

Then went to the living room, seeing Toothless peacefully sleeping.

"Goodbye Bud"I mutter, pulling my backpack up and quickly sprint off.

As I made it to the park where the forest is located, as people say about this Hanging Tree is significant which I don't know why it is. As I made it to the park where I can spot the Tree from distance it is, I make my way inside the forest.

It was dark and spooky but that didn't stop me from going.

"This is a lot harder just to kill myself"I sigh heavily, using my arms to block any branches that'll slap me to death. I wish.

"Can't believe I almost went to a happily life with anyone I became friends with, that wasn't my cruel for depression"I sigh, continuing on.

As I across deadly paths, not really just being sarcastic, took me awhile until suddenly I heard sirens at the city. I wonder my Dad or....Astrid found out.

But I gotta hurry before it stop late to do it, I manage to find the Tree and run up the hill. I start gawking at the tree, few blinks and this is the perfect tree. With those branches are thick enough to hold me down on hanging. I sat on the grass, unpack my backpack to set up my things I need to do this.

"I broke her promise"I said to myself, unpacking the stuff.

I shook and continue on what I'm about to do, as I tie a nod and drag it to the tree. Looking up where to put it.

Flashback

When things are becoming so nuisance like Astrid bugging me a lot for help advice of her classes, think I was just her tool for successfully help her to get good grades I was used I just know it.

I was just gawking at my textbook wondering what to think now.

Feeling a little sting on my forearm, as I just recently self harm.

"Hey Hiccup, I just wanted to say I successfully passed my test, and since your expertise on calculus, I wanted to buy you lunch"Astrid says, putting a somewhat smile.

"I beg your pardon?"I ask, repeatedly.

"I'll you lunch I said!"She mutters, pointing at the line to the cafeteria.

"Fine by me, but seriously once I'm done being used, we're done talking"I stated.

"Find by me, but try to be more approachable Haddock"She exclaim.

"Whatever but hey. Thanks. I guess"I sigh, almost put a smile on my face

"You know, just for one advice from me, you must eat"She quoted.

"Excuse me?"I said, confusingly.

"You're skinny like um toothpick, eat!"She giggles, pointing at the hamburgers being served.

"Meh, I don't have a fata$$, but okay"I shrug.

"That's a spirit!"She says, poking my back.

As we're in a line getting food. After we or she bought us lunch I was a little curious of her strange behaviour.

"You're welcome Hiccup!"She exclaim, walking away fast.

"Uhhh what?"I questioned to myself.

I don't know what's going on but that Astrid is something, is she actually trying to be nice to me. I mean it's very generous and all but I don't know what's up.

As I went up to the table and actually eat something fatty, a so enjoy my lunch and discarding my leftover and I trail off to my locker and going through my combination.

"Oh Look it's Fishbone, how you been Hiccup Haddock!"Andrea mimicked, like a child tone.

"What do you want Andrea?"I ask, furiously.

"Just checking see if you're not supposed to be happy type of Hiccup. After all you are a. Outcast"She whispers, standing next by my locker.

"So why did I see you and Hofferson talking?"She nudges my arm while I place my textbooks in my locker.

"I don't know, and I don't remember anything"I respond quickly, locking up my locker.

"Oh gez Hiccup, you're so no good at lying. Is Haddock in love with Hofferson. Gross"She laughs, covering her mouth.

"Oh please kill me now"I murmur to myself.

"I will certainly will, but meh you're life is pointless. Anyways ciao Fishbone!"She pushes me in the floor and left right away.

"Oh Thor this sucks"I mumble, dusting off fork the floor and grabbing my books and backpack.

"Ugh! I can't believe this! I hate my life!"I said to myself punching the wall.

"Why my life is so miserable"I whisper, chilling in the bathroom stall.

"Pretty soon, pretty soon I will do it"I said aggressively.

Flashback Ended

As I thought about the "good" memories I began to climb up the tree and put on the rope around my neck and notice that this is the right moment to die.

"This is it, I'm prepared. I said my goodbyes, my life is miserable and I can't wait to leave this world. I hope no interruptions!"I stare at the sky.

I sigh, breath in the fresh air as the wind went by"I feel so free".

Slowly walking to the bigger branch where is the right spot to go. I took a last glance at Berk City lights.

"So long cool world-"

"There He is!"Someone shouted.

I flinch and gasp seeing someone actually found me, I look closely and saw Heather, Andrea, Toothless and...Astrid.

"No..."I irritated, clenching my fists that I'm this close to commit but I can't now. It's that people are watching me strangle to death with a thickest rope I bought.

"Hiccup!"Astrid shouted, looking at me with a saddest look I saw since I fall into the river stream.

"Leave me alone!!!!"