Hiccup's P.O.V

Where am I? What is this place? Is this what I think it is? Did she push me off because I was useless like always, was I betrayed by Astrid!?! No it can't be last thing I heard was my name called rapidly and repeatedly.

I then saw something, images of Astrid and she's at the park. What was she doing? I look closely and I saw someone that made me so scared and so confused that I actually saw myself self harming in the forest were I usually do it. I didn't expect it.

Astrid then gasp, covering her mouth knowingly that she was surprised that I was self harming, no big deal, anyways! Can I leave now?!?!.

"Sorry to startled you Hiccup"Astrid smiles happily, I remember this.

"Uh it's alright, I was just busy"I said, grabbing my backpack on the ground. Was I that rude?

"What were you busy on?"She ask, was this an opportunity to be my Friend?

"Just busy"I said, feeling unpleasant with her"so whatcha want?".

"I just wanted to say hi, after all, I got no one to hang out with"She explain.

"Well there's that tree over there maybe you should hang out with that tree"I said, sarcastically"and plus your other band of misfits".

Man I was that salty, and Astrid.....she wanted me to change by the look of her eyes she was not this wannabe popular girls that broke your heart for someone else. She was showing that she care for me? But this doesn't change nothing I must see more proof that she does care about me.

And this part where she was staring at me, with an amusement look, was she actually paying attention to me?.

"C'mon Astrid I can do this! I came save him! He needs me!"Astrid said to herself by her locker.

This gave me a little hope that Hofferson do have a soft side.

Then this part where she actually shown her true colours.

Astrid where are you going?"Elsa asked her, as she saw her running by while she was picking up something in her locker.

"Something is wrong with Hiccup, he isn't answering his phone. I'm gonna look for him"Astrid said, panting and about to go out.

"Astrid let me come with you"She insist.

"No, I'm gonna do this alone"She said, holding the door.

She sigh"okay but please text me if you found him".

"I will"as She went out and it start beginning to rain.

Astrid then then saw.........Andrea smirking at Astrid. That evil b##ch

She glare at her and knows what's wrong"where's Hiccup?".

"What are you talking about, I haven't seen him"She smirks, holding her purse by her waist.

"Where is he?!"She raise her voice.

"Can't say I didn't warn you. Not to hang with that Boy!"She snapped.

"Why you little Bi-"She came up to her close.

"So what are you gonna do Hofferson? Beat me? But you can't. My Father's a lawyer"She said.

"Why you!"

"C'mon do it! I know you wanna"Andrea whispers to her ear.

"Your words don't matter"Astrid hastily said.

She chuckles"I'm intrigued".

"Why you just leave Hiccup alone, he didn't do nothing to you!"She scowl at my long time bully.

"Oh Astrid Astrid Astrid, you're so typical, you just don't know it. He left because of you"Andrea burst out laughing in front of her face. face.

"Where. Is. He"She demanded.

"Probably I don't know where!"She nudges her right shoulder and left.

"He went to Scott and Astrid, he blames you for this"She whispers and walks away.

"Oh Thor what I have done".

Another memory I saw.

W-why you so interest of my clothing?"I ask.

"It's not what I'm interested it's what I'm trying".

"Trying?"

"Oh for Thor sakes Hiccup! I know!"She cried out, she showing emotional to me. She ever show emotion to anyone except me or her family I guess

She ruffle pull up my sleev and it reveal a lot of cuts, oh Thor that's so much pain.

She then have tears coming down"how could you do this!".

"You don't know what I'm going through Hofferson! All my life was miserable! I lost my mom! I lost hope! I lost my childhood friends! And I lost everything!!!"I yelled out like this is not what I'am.

We both stared and suddenly her body move close to me for an unexpectedly hug, I was shock and then recently I hug back.

"I know you in a depression stage Hiccup, don't ever commit that again okay"she sober by my shoulder.

"You don't know how I feel"

"I do just don't ever do that again!"She said.

"I...."I pause, probably feeling shock that She actually care.

"Hiccup, we're gonna do this together and this time we're do it right"She said, calmly.

I smile"then I will try stop self harm but this is baby steps Hofferson".

She wipe off my tears and smiled"baby steps Haddock, I'll help you".

This, this proves it. Astrid Hofferson cares and I didn't know it or seen it.

I suddenly saw my Dad and Gobber chatting at the office possibly done the meeting.

"I'm proud of him, he made it this far and finally graduating. I wish Val would be here"He sighs, sipping his coffee.

"Eh Stoick, she would be proud. The Boy will foreseen his future and taking your place as Mayor"He chuckles, am I suitable to be a Mayor?.

"And the other thing that He has a girl"Dad smiles.

Gobber laughs happily"eh the Boy has a Lass?! That's good".

Wow my Dad is proud of me? And he actually love me. I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm going back to reality. If Thor would just give me a chance to start over and try to avoid all of this negative thoughts and influences.

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"Hiccup?!?!?!"I scream once more. This can't be happening is it?!.

"Hiccup!? Please!! Answer me!!?!"

I cough out to get some air"Astrid?! W-w-what took you so long".

Her eyes we're watery like she really does care about me and I didn't see it.

"Oh thank Thor!"She hug me so tightly and crried, that this feeling is real. I hugged back.

I felt love