Andrea's P.O.V

Life....is something like why are we here, one of the life's greatest mysteries. Anyways my perspective is way different than any other why does everyone has to be so weak. Hiccup must die even though Astrid is so in love with that Fishbone but he needs to! He needs to!

In my room reading my book couldn't help but laugh a little from time to time. To be honest I'm a little crazy at certain times think do it as mental health problems like anyone would care. People may see me on the brightest side because I'm a girl actually the popular girl, everyone has secrets that they hide from.

But from the inside I'm a mentally kind aid person, I don't know, I count on the medication I take that keeps me calm and relax. Like I got no choice to do so That's why I'm like this, nothing personal well actually it is 😂

"Why do I even keep my medication if I don't need them"I whisper to myself"but then again I take time in certain occasions such as convincing Hiccup to kill himself like hurry up! Ha! I sure didn't take my meds that time, I really need the esteem going, why would I yell at him to do that nonsense of a suicide".

I look upon my watch

"3 hours until I take my meds, if I don't take em, Then crazy Andrea will come around shortly"I laugh.

"Breathe breathe breathe"I chanted, holding my fidget spinner.

Fidget spinner helps my calming, once in a while, it became so useful now.

I spot Haddock walking alone, this could cheer up my mood.

"He blames you for this"I whisper to Astrid and walk away victoriously.

I walk inside the school and finally rooms deep breath and relax. Squeeze my scarf and held it by my chest.

"Too close, I can't believe what happened. I actually did that. I couldn't control myself"I muttered.

"Remember dear"Mom told me like a thousand times.

"Yes Mother, I'll remember"I sigh, about to head out.

"I'm worried, you've been acting up in certain times-"She hug me and let go.

"And I'm controlling those attempts, Mother, I'm okay. I just need to focus on my mind and hopefully get it okay"I smiled.

She smiles"okay, and have fun with your friends!"

"I will"I walk out of the house and went to the sideways beside the drive way.

Like I have friends, those girls I hang out are just purposes for my popularity. Nobody knows what I got.

Walking in the forest, this was different for me, I think it's helping. But every 8 hours I have to take em. And I got 10 minutes to do so.

"Hey Witch!"

Hiccup's P.O.V

"Hey! Put them back!"I flinch and was shock to see fear on Andrea's face.

Should I feel happy about that? I feel guilt for some reason and don't feel right about this situation we stared.

"Why are earth you have prescription pills Andrea?!"Astrid roughly squeezed Andrea's wrist.

"Ow! It's not of your business Hofferson!"She hisses, glaring at Astrid.

"Why! Do! You! Have them?!"She said, demanding.

"Astrid enough! You're hurting her"I shouted.

"Oh now you care?! You want to see her pain and now we're doing it!"Astrid glares at me.

"Look Andrea is one of the causes that made you so depressed and suicidal! Do you want that to happen again?!"Heather shouted, holding Her left arm.

"Guys! I I mean Girls! Yes I do really but something tells me, we just uncovered a secret"

"What?"

"This is Olanzapine antipsychotic , a pill that treats schizophrenia, and........bipolar disorder"My eyes went wide and finally figure it out.

"Give me my prescriptions! Mine! Mine! Mine!"Andrea cries out, one of the symptoms of bipolar is showing.

"Astird please let her go"I sigh, knowingly this is right thing to do.

"You can't be serious Hiccup?"Heather groans, standing next to me.

"Please! I'm begging you!"Andrea cried.

I nod at Astrid and she let go of Andrea, standing up.

Andrea got up, quickly snatch the pills and swallow two small ones, grabbing her water bottle that was on the ground which she cleans the cap.

"There...you see! You see! You see what you wanted to see! Aren't you proud of seeing me weak!?! Are you?! I I I have to bust my a$$ just to keep my cool! I have mental health problems! That's why I'm acting like a b#tch to You all the time! It helps! Especially to certain people! I don't know if I feel ashamed or not! I'm f#cked up! 7 years! And I'm still f#cked up!"She cries out in tears, bowing her head and sobers, collapsing on the grass.

Well I did got my wish to see Her pain like I was but this is different, I'm dealing with a mental health person, I shouldn't be rude, she's human too. She's gifted with a disorder.

"Hiccup what should we do?"Astrid whispers, seeing the mental breakdown in middle of the forest.

I stare, and notice that she's resembles of me being that stage of depression or changing mood swings.

"She took her medication, we can't leave her alone until she's back to her normal stage"I said, and walk towards her.

I kneel down and slowly comfort her by placing my hand on her back she was shaking, she immediately reach out her scarf that was in her purse, helding it upon herself.

Astrid then slowly come forward, sat down next to us and slowly comforting her too. This is unexpectedly from her to see care to Andrea.

"You'll be okay"I whisper, this feels weird to comfort my worst enemy. But people have a saying for these type of things.

Heather glares at us until she notice what situation this was, she kneel down as well and slowly reach over to Andrea's purse. She grab it and move it aside and sat closer to us.

"I won't.......I was suppose to take em on time, but that didn't happen"Andrea mutters"symptoms showed up quick".

"Well...let's hope it kicks in"Heather said. Staring at the prescription on the bottle.

"I shouldn't be treated like this. I shouldn't deserve the support....you hate me"She snivel.

"Andrea, I know you for 7 years and still we kept going on about this relationship of being enemies-"

"10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1"She counted backwards.

"I wanted to get you back, but this feeling, action, shows something else-"

"You hate me! You hate me!"She whimpered.

"Hey just easy breaths, relax and....don't think negative"Astrid finally spoke up.

All of us stood there for like 20 minutes waiting for her to finally calm down. Her medication should be kicking in.

"How you feeling?"I ask.

"I'm okay..."Andrea looks up at us around.

We all got up and well it's awkward.

"This...This is awkward"She said, not making eye contact.

"Care to explain, everything...it's okay to not explain"Heather asks, nicely.

"It's a long story, and I guess I can start from the beginning"Andrea sighs deeply.

"This happens when I was 10 years old, parents notice of my weird behaviour, symptoms were bad I couldn't help myself. They took me to the doctor and finally I was diagnosed with....Bipolar disorder. Only things that kept me calm and relax was my lucky scarf, teasing which is You, mood swings sometimes get over me, and unfortunately a fidget spinner".

"Fidget spinner?"Astrid raise her brow.

"It helps"

"So all this time, all this time I'm put in hell?"I ask, knowingly I'm a little piss that I was used for this?! But what else she can do, I actually helped her?

"I I couldn't help myself okay! What do you think I was supposed to do, show everyone I'm weird, I currently don't have many friends. My popularity, it was unexpectedly. I become this slut. I didn't date anyone, because of my health I I can't start a family! What's my future gonna be like? Nothing? With this disorder I don't have a future too. This is what I'm good at, but sometimes I don't know if I'm helping myself!........I'm Im Im sorry".

She grabs her purse"you won't see me me again"she look at us sadly, and turn around to the path she was going to.

That's when unexpectedly Astrid grab her wrist, Andrea eyes went wide and confusion have gotten her.

Astrid immediately hugged her, this was surely unexpected. Showing care to her enemy. Andrea slowly then feel comfort and relax, she return the hug.

"It's okay, nobody is perfect, it doesn't make you different....................it makes you special....it shows that you're a great person and you should use that to show your kindness to people.....and show them that you are one hell of a Friend".

"A-A-Astrid............thank you........this means show much.....actually".

"No thank you for showing......the truth.....this changes everything"Astrid smiles.

Heather went up to Andrea and took a quick hug.

"I'm a Berserker, I really don't hug much with certain people"Heather laughs.

"You tried seducing me"I chuckle, holding my laughter.

"Shut up Haddock!"Heather playfully push my arm.

"So Andrea"I walkup to her.

"Haddock......this is weird for me....and....let's say to this....so....sorry...my pills is getting there sometimes I get nervous to speak up".

I chuckle"it's okay".

We both smile, we never smiled at each other before.

"I'm Hiccup...Hiccup Horrendous Haddock the Third"I let out a hand and smile.

Andrea then chuckle"I'm Andrea......Andrea Hayden.....you guys can call me Angie for short"She shook my hand and it looks like we made friends with our enemy.

"Anybody want ice cream? I'm hungry"Heather spoke up.

"Sure! C'mon let's go!"Astrid said happily as four of us went to the nearest ice cream shop.

Did I mentioned next week is our graduation.

Authors note: sorry it was gonna be a different situation but I find this suitable, a life lesson to those who had mental health issues. They're not weird, they're special and you should respect that, we're all human.