Weeks past when im been baled out the jail because of dringking alchohol at a young age,i was not allowed to go outside our house and i have been grounded for 5 months,

"That's it, im over it"i said to my self "tonight ill escape from this prison town, but i should have a plann"

"Ella lunch is ready and we have a visitor"mom shouted

I walk down stairs,mom is with a older woman with a cane,

"Mom who is that" i whispered in her ear"

"It's your grandma,leslie go say hi" i came near to her "hi grandma" i said "oh hi ella lets eat i made your favorite pork steak.

We sat down,we started to eat its so delicious,after dad clean the plates  i got to my room and call becca in the telephone,

"Hey becca can i go to your house its so boring here"
"fine if you get found dont point me"
"Yes of course"

I change my clothes and climb down from the window quietly so my parents wont notice me,i got on my bike and go to becca its two blocks away from my house

I came to her house then i knocked on her door  then someome opend"hey ell"she said happily "are you alone" i asked her "yeah mom and dad are in my aunt i didn't came cause" "you hate visiting relatives"i finished her sentence "yeah you right" she open the door wider so i can come in

I sat at there sofa she asked me"you want a  drink"she said while bringing 2 glass with beer inside" no thank you" i told her then she  rolled her eyes "come on ell,your not like this" she said and seat beside me

"Im trying to avoid being in jail again"i said trying to avoid her eyes " fine what do you want"she asked me curiosity speread in my head "my past" she starre at me "well...um.. there is this gu-i mean girl she's your freind" she said "that's you"i told her "yeah"she said in a drunk voice

"I had to go to the bathroom" i told her and quikly stand up and go to the bathroom after i got out AAAGGGHH!!!! A loud scream i hear in the kitchen i saw becca had a knife stuck to her stomach there all blood oozing down on her "Becca my god what did you do?!" I said worriedly "im pregnant i dont want the kid"she said weakly "stay here i call 911"i said and got my phone"

"Hello please help me my freind hurt herself"
"Okay mam where is your place"
"New york st.anne street"
"Okay mam we sent the ambulance"
"Thank you" i was really worry i saw becca gently pulling of the knife she was crying

I gently put her on the sofa "ell rem-me-mber aa-bout t-he guy i w-as tal-k-in-g  a-bout hi-s n-n-ame is a"but she stop talking and close her eyes i dont understand what she is saying

Becca becca wake up! Then i heard an ambulace siren, i opened the door and i saw to guys and asked "where is the patient" i pointed at the sofa where becca was laying and then carried her in the hospital bed "what happend to her mam" one of the nurse asked"she cut her self using a knife"i said while sobbing "ok thank you mam"

I was crying i saw them put her in the ambulance and close the door "its was my fault i shouldn't let her be drunk"i was on my knees and i put my palms in my face then the ambulabce drove off,i got on my bike and come back home,

I climb in my window quietly i was still sobbing, i got my phone and look at the clock 10:03 p.m ive been 3 hours in becca's house,

Mom bardge in my room,"thank god your safe,hone"mom said calmly "mom what do you mean okay" mom look at me and get my phone then put it in her pocket

"I heard what happen to becca"she push my black hair at the back of my ear

"I told you to stay in the house" i was schocked she know "how did you know mom" i said in a curiosity voice "well um.....a...our neighboor saw you" "who?" I asked "dont ask any questions!"she said and got outside and cloded the door

I was scared what will becca thinks about what happen,i wipe my tears away

I am scared i was in trauma,i go to my bed and hug my cool dude emoji pillow that was given by my aunt marie,flood and flood of tears went by the pillow,

I woke up i look up the clock it was 2:00 p.m. i missed breakfast and lunch i still feel tears on my chick i got to the bathroom and put on my denim shorts and loose t-shirt that was long sleeve color grey and i bun my hair,

I wasn't in the mood i came down in the living room everyone was silent "your freind becca died last night"dad said then i aback my self covering my mouth so i cant scream

"Their parents want to talk to you tommorow"mom said, i was crying "your freind becca died last night"its echoing in her head the word freind and dead.

"Ella by the way your food is ready its on the dining table"mom said and kiss my forehead

I walk weakly at the dinning table i saw a salad i like salad but im not on the mood.specially becca died it struck my heart i sat and play the food by using my fork.

"Sweetheart i understand what you feel but you have to be strong be brave"dad said and hug me "go and eat so you'll have an energy"
"Ok dad...but what will i say to becca's parents" "the truth of course"

Be strong
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