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"What, wow" I said with so much surprise on my face, Blake thought my shock was my happiness so she happily nodded her head.

I composed my self and hugged her back, the tears I have been holding back care flooding freely, Blake tried pulling away from the hug but I didn't allow it.

But I couldn't hide it any more so I moved away from the hug.

"Why are you crying so much" Blake asked me as she wiped away my tears. I couldn't possibly tell her the truth. So I just had to lie to her.

"I'm just happy for you, I'm sad you are gonna leave me here" It wasn't totally a lie thou, I'm sad she is gonna leave me.

"Oh gosh, come here" she hugged me as she as she also began to cry also, after crying she told me the engagement party is this Friday and the wedding is on the following week.

"Wait you are not pregnant are you" I asked her, I pushed her at arms length to study her well, I couldn't help but to let the panic and pain show on my face and in my voice.

"Of course not, I'm not pregnant." She blushed as she dismissed that thought."but why are you asking me that thou" she asked me raising one eye brow at me.

"Erm well I was wondering what was with the rush of the engagement party and the wedding" I said cleaning the small amount of tears on my face.

"Oh we are not rushing we just don't want to delay and things you know. Any way I want you to choose the designs for the wedding and engagement so I can start on it. And anything concerning the wedding being it the invitation and the venue I leave it to you" Blake said smiling at me.

"Here let me help you before you catch flies," Blake closed my mouth for me. We both laughed at that silly joke as I followed her to her room to choose the design.

The rest of the week has been a busy week, planning the wedding and things wasn't an easy job at all.

Mum and Andria thinks I'm crazy, helping my friend get married to the love of my life. But he can't remember me.

Rose, Cameron's mum laughed at me telling me she has won me, but I paid no heed to her, Blake has done so much for mum and I.

I can't hurt her by letting her know Cameron was the guy I was talking about.

Tonight is the engagement party, Andria has told me about her brother starting to gain his memories.

My only prayer is he regains it after the wedding, I don't want to ruin anything for Blake, I don't want her to be the talk of others should something go wrong because of me.

The party was in a full swing, Blake was congratulated here and there, and I felt so suffocated inside so I decided to go the gardens.

I actually thought I was alone, I could see some couples from a distance but I couldn't make out their faces because of the dark.

Have been seating here for almost an hour when I got up to go back to the party I was stopped by the person I was avoiding all night.

"Didn't you tell me it was you" Cameron asked me, I immediately knew what he was talking about but I pretended not to know.

"Well I will show you what I'm talking about." He said and the next thing I know my face was held in his hands and his lips landed on mine.

As much as I wanted to pull away I couldn't I missed him so much, I missed his kisses and caresses.

But I couldn't do this to Blake so I pulled away as the tears flow.

Epilogue next then we are done

Did Jacklyn do the right thing by kissing him back