I woke up with a groan.

My green eyes were surely puffy from all the tears I let escape from my eyes.

I think I had cried all the tears out last night, the alternative to my blade.

I got up to the bathroom, not applying any makeup just because I was too lazy to make an effort, and finger brushed through my loose dark brown curls that fell like soft waterfalls down my back.

I went downstairs in my loose robe, with pjs underneath of course, to see Liam sipping from a cup of milk and a cup of cereal.

I glanced at the clock on the wall above him and groaned.

8:00 AM

I groaned again.

Liam looked up from his phone and smiled "Good morning! Did you have a good sleep?"

I bit my lipm turning my back to him as I got out a bowl from the top cabinet. "I guess you could say that." I mumbled.

He got up and stood beside me.

He soon pulled my face to his, his eyes burying into mine as our foreheads touched.

"Have you been crying?" He asked, his breath tickling my face.

I nodded against his forehead.

He was about to lean in, when he stopped himself. He pulled away "Why, love? Is everything okay?"

I don't want to tell him, let alone think about it.

Plus, if Harry told the guys about our "family", he should be able to take a hint.

"Um, just stressed out about my mom" I spoke.

"You have a bright future ahead of you, try not to worry so much, okay?" He beamed.

I smiled "Thank you"

I poured my bowl of cereal and sat beside Liam, keeping my spoon far from him and grabbed a glass of juice.

Zayn soon walked into the kitchen. Only in his boxers.

"Mornin'" He mumbled sleepily.

I eyed his body as he made his way around the kitchen.

He finally caught me staring and smirked "You like what you see, eh?" He motioned to his body.

I blushed and faced my bowl of cereal.

I heard Zayn laugh as he took out some turkey bacon and eggs and started cooking.

God, I am going to be living with these boys for who knows how long. They're all so fit.

Zayn sat down with his large plate of food and started to eat.

We ate in a comfortable silence until Louis and Harry came down, also in just boxers.

"Did the love bird sleep well?" Zayn joked.

"Well, we didn't do much sleeping" Louis joked back with a wink.

I let out a slightly uncomfortable laugh.

Harry grabbed a handful of Zayn's turkey bacon and Louis scraped a majority of his eggs onto his plate.

"Hey!" Zayn shouted, pretending to cry.

Liam quickly shielded his cereal cups and Harry gulped down a majority of my juice. Followed by Louis who took it all. Zayn somehow managed to retreive more bacon while I was being attacked.

"Morning!!!" Niall exclaimed, also shirtless, walking in with his arms to the ceiling.

"Oooooh, yummy" Niall smiled, snatching some of Zayn's turkey bacon.

"I give up" zayn stated, flopping his head onto the table dramatically.

After everyone had gotten their own breaktfast. we sat down all together like a weird, abnormal family. Harry looked up from his plate towards me, "Hey Bec?" He spoke with food in his mouth.

"Yes Harold?" I replied back, looking up from my phone.

"Why don't you invite Melissa over? Just so you aren't turned into a guy by the end of the day" He joked.

I laughed "What do you mean by that?" I sassed him.

"Well, have you looked at the way you eat?" He teased.

I lightly kicked him under the table. "Don't be a poo" I stuck my tongue out.

He laughed and continued to eat as I texted Mel on my iPhone.

"She'll be over in 15 minutes" I announced as I locked my phone and set it aside so I could continue eating.

"Sorry, but who is Melissa?" Liam asked.

"My best friend" I beamed.

Louis grabbed his heart and slammed his table with his fist. "Becca! What happened to me! I thought I was your bestie for life!" He exclaimed.

"Sorry Lou, it was all a lie" I joked.

"Ouch. My feels" He clentched his chest, over his heart, harder and screamed "How could you!"

"It was oh so easy." I teased, sticking my spoon of Special K into my mouth and flashing Louis an evil smirk.

"She's a monster!" He let out an extremely loud screech of fake pain and fell into Harry's body as he fake cried.

"Save me Harold!" He yelled.

"Get off of me Lou, I'm trying to eat my eggs!" Harry groaned, Louis' arms wrapped tightly around his waist. Soon, Louis was pushed off of Harry and onto the floor.

Ding dong

I quickly sprinted to the door, almost slipping, and tore it open to see my best friend. She jumped into my arms. "Becca!" She screamed excitedly as I struggled to hold her up.

I dropped her onto her bum.

"Ow, you bitc-"

"No foul language, little one" I smirked, interrupting her.

She laughed and got up, looking me up and down. "You look hot" She grinned sarcastically.

I looked down at my panda bear pjs.

I glanced at Mel who was wearing a chiffontop with no sleeves that was tied, revealing a tad bit of her tummy and light washed, low rise jean shorts with chestnut brown combat boots on her feet. Her dirty blonde hair had its regular light blonde ombré coloured ends and was long and straight today, since they were usually curled into tight ringlets, it was refreshing to see her with straight hair.

Simple but effective.

"Who are you trying to impress?" I winked.

"Oh, just the biggest fucking boyband ever." She joked. "I'm not interested, I mean, aside from Harry, they're probably all really cocky, right?" She wondered.

I shook my head, laughing, "They're all really sweet lads" I told her.

She bit her lip, "Then... Maybe I am interested" She trailed off with a giggle.

I giggled too. My best friend is just perfection, okay?

"Sooooo, wanna go out for lunch with me?" She asked, nudging me with her arm.

"Like a date?" I joked.

"Um yes. I've been wanting to get with you for a while now." She joked back.

We both laughed. "Sure, let me get ready" I told her, walking towards the stairs.

"I hope you know I don't have all day!" She shouted after me.

I rolled my eyes "Shut up, I don't take that long" I shouted back, already at the top of the huge decending staircase that went up along the wall.

"HA!" I heard her shouted.

I laughed and rolled my eyes again.

This girl.

I quickly threw on a pair of black skinny jeans and a white sweater, hiding the healing cuts that ran like train tracks down my arms. I worked some concealer under my eyes, then powdered my face lightly. I put on a little coral blush and then I dusted a champange colour in my inner corners to make my green eyes pop a little more than they already do.

As I walked towards the stairs, typing away on my phone, I bumped into someone. I quickly looked up, mumbling a sorry, to see Zayn smiling at me.

"You clean up well" He winked cheekily.

"You look pretty good yourself." I commented, realising that he had changed for the day.

He was wearing a black and white varsity jacket with a white v neck t shirt under and a pair of beige pants, and white socks. His hair was styles from the messy, yet very attractive, in his face hair to a small quiff.

He leaned in, I took small steps until I was against the wall. He towered over me and I was pressed in between his chest and the wall, his body radiating heat to me. He lips parted slightly as he leaned in with his eyes closed.

I rested my hand on his chest as he pulled me by my waist.

He gently pressed his lips to mine and kissed my gently.

Before the kiss could evolve, someone coughed awkwardly.

Zayn quickly pulled away, blushing at the sight of Mel with her hand on her hip in and a "You Have Some Explaining To Do" smirk.

Zayn coughed awkwardly. "Um, I'll see you around" He walked past Mel awkwardly down the stairs.

I walked to Mel, not making eye contact, as we walked down the stairs together.

We got into her car and I waited for her to turn it on so I could blast music and drown out the event that she had just witness. 

But the car never turned on.

I turned to her and she was smirking.

I blushed and turned back to face the front, awkwardly.

"Becca." She said sternly.

I looked at her, "Yesssssss...?"

"Do you have something you want to tell me?" She laughed.

"Ummmmmmm.." I trailed off.

What do I tell her?

I don't even know what just happened....