Dear Manual,

I feel like Army can see that somethings up. He notices these little things that nobody notices. Not even me. I can't say that i'm not worried about that. If he gets so distracted about this, then maybe he'll come after me and I won't have anything to say. Just confessions, of the many wrongs that I feel, how lonely I am, and how depressed I can get. I don't know how much longer I'll last. I also feel that he knows. He probably knows to much... I don't know what to do. I'm not sure if I can keep up this fake-act forever. I act so uninterested when we're doing things sometimes... not because I'm bored, but because I'm thinking of things to say to my parents when I get home. Because if I don't have anything good to say back, i'm going to get beaten...

Signed,

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