[She fell first, but he fell harder] - Abhir Kiara 5
"Hey, Billa boy, come here! Why are you standing at the doorway?" Ruhi asked, her voice tinged with affection and curiosity. She gently placed Daksh in his crib, her eyes never leaving Abhir's face. A warm smile spread across her lips as she beckoned him to come closer.
As Abhir stepped into the room, Ruhi's eyes sparkled with delight. She hadn't seen her brother look this happy in a long time, and it filled her heart with joy.
There was a subtle softening of his features, a relaxation of his shoulders, that Ruhi hadn't noticed before. It was as if the weight of his worries had been temporarily lifted, and he was savoring a moment of peace.
"Arrey waah, aaj toh bada khush lagra hai? Kya hua?" Ruhi asked, her eyes sparkling with curiosity as Abhir sat down on the bed. She couldn't help but notice the subtle change in his demeanor, the faint glimmer of hope in his eyes.
It was a look she hadn't seen in a long time, and it filled her heart with joy. Ruhi had always been protective of her brother, and seeing him happy was all she had ever wanted. She leaned forward, her hands clasped together in excitement, eager to hear the news that had brought this smile to Abhir's face.
Abhir's face broke into a slow smile as he replied, "Court ne mujhe aur Kiara 6 ko mahine ka waqt diya hai apni problems sort out karne ka." Ruhi's eyes widened in surprise, and she felt a surge of excitement on her brother's behalf.
Six months was a long time, and Ruhi knew that it was a chance for Abhir and Kiara to work through their issues, to rediscover each other and their love.
She had always believed that Abhir and Kiara were meant to be together, and now it seemed like they had been given a second chance to make their marriage work.
Ruhi's heart swelled with happiness as she thought about the possibilities, the potential for her brother and his wife to rekindle their love and start anew.
Abhir's smile faltered for a moment, and Ruhi saw a flicker of uncertainty in his eyes. But then, his face smoothed out, and he nodded, a determined glint in his eye.
"Haan, Ruhi. I'm going to make the most of this chance. I'm going to fight for my marriage, for Kiara, and for our future together." Ruhi's heart went out to her brother, and she felt a surge of admiration for his courage and determination.
She knew that the road ahead wouldn't be easy, that there would be challenges and obstacles to overcome. But she also knew that Abhir was strong, that he had the capacity to fight for what he wanted, and to make his marriage work.
"What about Charu, Abhir?" Ruhi asked, her voice soft but probing. Abhir's smile faltered, and his eyes dropped, as if he was unable to meet Ruhi's gaze.
His brain suddenly felt like it was at war, questioning him about Charu, the woman he claimed to love. He had thought he had made up his mind, that he was willing to fight for his marriage to Kiara, but now, as Ruhi mentioned Charu's name, he felt a pang of uncertainty.
Abhir's thoughts swirled with memories of Charu, of the way she made him laugh, of the way she challenged him, of the way she loved him.
He had thought he was over her, that he had moved on, but now, as he sat on the bed, he felt like he was being pulled back into the vortex of his feelings for Charu.
He thought about the way Charu had always made him feel, like he was home, like he was exactly where he was meant to be.
And he thought about Kiara, about the way she had always tried to make him happy, about the way she had always stood by him, even when he didn't deserve it.
Abhir's heart felt heavy, weighed down by the conflicting emotions that were warring inside him. He didn't know what to do, didn't know how to reconcile his feelings for Charu with his duty to Kiara.
He felt like he was trapped, caught between two women, two loves, and two futures. He looked up at Ruhi, hoping to find some answers in her eyes, but all he saw was concern, concern for him, for Kiara, and for the mess that he had made of his life.
"Nothing about me, bhabhi," Charu said, her voice barely above a whisper, as she entered the room.
Her eyes shone with unshed tears, and her smile was tinged with sadness. She bent down to Abhir's level, her hands reaching out to grasp his.
Abhir's eyes locked onto hers, and he felt a jolt of electricity run through his body. He tried to pull his hands away, but Charu's grip was firm.
"Im sorry, Charu!" Abhir exclaimed, his voice filled with regret. Charu's eyes never left his, and she nodded slowly, her head bobbing up and down. The silence between them was palpable, thick with unspoken emotions.
Ruhi watched, frozen in place, as the drama unfolded before her eyes. She felt like an intruder, a witness to a private moment that she shouldn't have been a part of.
But she couldn't look away, couldn't tear her eyes from the sight of Abhir and Charu, their hands clasped together, their eyes locked in a silent understanding.
Charu's nod was like a dam breaking, releasing a flood of emotions that Abhir had been trying to keep under control.
He felt a wave of guilt wash over him, followed by a tide of longing. He wanted to pull Charu into his arms, to hold her close and never let her go.
But he knew he couldn't, not now, not when he was still married to Kiara. The thought of Kiara was like a cold splash of water, bringing Abhir back to reality.
He gently pulled his hands out of Charu's grasp, his eyes never leaving hers. "Charu, please..." he whispered, his voice trailing off, unsure of what to say next.
Charu's eyes seemed to bore into Abhir's soul, as if searching for answers to questions she hadn't yet asked.
She nodded again, a small, sad smile playing on her lips, and Abhir's heart felt like it was being squeezed in a vice.
"I know, Abhir," she whispered, her voice barely audible, but it sent shivers down his spine. "I know you're still married. I know you have obligations." The words hung in the air like a heavy mist, weighing him down with guilt and responsibility.
But then, her expression changed, and her eyes sparkled with a hint of determination. "But I also know how I feel," she continued, her voice growing stronger, more resolute. "But I want to know how you feel."
The challenge in her eyes was unmistakable, and Abhir felt like he was being pulled into a vortex of emotions, with no escape in sight.
The air seemed to vibrate with tension as Charu waited for his response, her eyes never leaving his. It was as if the entire world had come to a standstill, and all that mattered was the answer to her question.
Abhir's voice was barely above a whisper, but the words hung in the air like a solemn vow. "I don't know, Charu.
But I know that I can't betray Kiara. I don't want to." The words felt like they were torn from his soul, and Abhir's eyes dropped, unable to meet Charu's gaze. He knew that he was hurting her, that he was rejecting her, and it felt like he was ripping his own heart out.
Charu's hands reached out, and she gently placed her fingers on Abhir's eyelids, closing them for him. "Close your eyes, Abhir," she whispered, her breath tickling his ear.
"Do what your heart says. Just focus on whom you see amidst the darkness." Her voice was like a soft breeze on a summer day, calming and soothing.
Abhir's eyelids grew heavy, and he let out a slow, measured breath. He focused on the darkness behind his eyelids, letting go of all his doubts and fears, allowing himself to succumb to the silence.
As he breathed in deeply, he felt his heart begin to stir, like a whispered secret in the stillness. And then, like a flash of lightning on a stormy night, he saw her.
He saw Kiara's face, her bright smile, her sparkling eyes. He saw the way she laughed, the way she loved, the way she made him feel like he was home.
For a moment, Abhir forgot about Charu, forgot about the turmoil that had been brewing inside him.
All he could see was Kiara, her face radiant with joy, her eyes shining with love. He felt a pang of guilt and regret, realizing that he had almost forgotten the love they shared, the memories they had created together.
He saw the way Kiara had always stood by him, the way she had always supported him, and his heart swelled with emotion.
Ruhi's voice cut through the silence, her words dripping with curiosity. "Kisse dekha tune, Billa boy?" she asked, her eyes sparkling with amusement. Abhir's response was immediate, his words tumbling out without any hesitation. "Kiara," he replied, his voice firm and resolute.
The moment the words left his lips, Charu's grip on his hand loosened, her fingers slipping away like sand between his fingers. Abhir felt a pang of regret, knowing that he had hurt her, but he couldn't deny the truth. He had seen Kiara's face in his mind's eye, and it was a revelation that had shaken him to his core.
Charu's eyes dropped, her gaze falling to the floor like a defeated bird. Her face was a mask of pain, her lips trembling with unshed tears. Abhir felt like he had punched her in the gut, leaving her breathless and reeling.
Abhir's voice was barely audible, a whispered apology that seemed to hang in the air like a fragile leaf. "I'm sorry, Charu," he whispered, his eyes filled with regret. He felt like he had hurt her, like he had crushed her dreams and shattered her heart.
Charu's face was a mask of pain, her lips trembling with unshed tears, and Abhir felt like he was drowning in a sea of guilt.
But Charu's response was unexpected, her words a balm to his guilty conscience. "No, you don't have to be sorry, Abhir," she said, her voice soft and gentle. "Deep down, I also wanted you to choose Kiara.
She loves you a lot, Abhir. She stood up for you every time, when I couldn't. My sister deserved all the love and happiness, Abhir." Charu's eyes shone with unshed tears, but her face was radiant with a selfless love that took Abhir's breath away.
She was sacrificing her own happiness for her sister's sake, and Abhir felt like he was unworthy of her love. He felt like he was unworthy of Kiara's love, too, and the weight of his guilt threatened to crush him.
As Abhir looked at Charu, he saw a strength and a courage that he had never seen before. She was putting her sister's happiness above her own, and it was a sacrifice that Abhir knew he could never repay.
He felt like he was in debt to Charu, like he owed her a debt of gratitude that he could never fully repay. And as he looked at her, he knew that he would never forget this moment, this sacrifice that she had made for her sister's sake.
Charu's selfless love had changed him, had made him see the world in a different light, and he knew that he would never be the same again.
"For you, Abhir, she was ready to sacrifice her love," Charu said, her voice trembling with emotion. "Because she wanted to see you happy with me. Can't I make the same sacrifice for her?"
Charu's eyes sparkled with tears as she smiled, a small, sad smile that pierced Abhir's heart. "Kyaa mein uske liye apne pyaar ki qurbaani nhi de sakti?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. The question hung in the air like a challenge, a challenge that Abhir knew he couldn't ignore.
Charu's eyes seemed to bore into Abhir's soul, as if she could see the deepest secrets of his heart. "And I know you also love her," she said, her voice soft and gentle, "but can't realize it yet." The words hung in the air like a prophecy, a truth that Abhir couldn't deny. He felt like he was trapped in a web of emotions, unsure of what he felt, unsure of what he wanted.
Charu's words struck a chord deep within Abhir's heart. He had been denying his feelings for Kiara for so long, trying to convince himself that he didn't love her. But Charu's words made him realize that he had been lying to himself.
He did love Kiara, but he had been too afraid to admit it. The realization was like a weight lifting off his shoulders, freeing him from the burden of his denial. He looked at Charu, his eyes filled with gratitude, and nodded slowly, acknowledging the truth of her words.
Charu's eyes shone with a deep sincerity as she placed a hand on Abhir's arm. "Kiara is a precious gem, Abhir," she said, her voice filled with emotion.
"Always keep her safe and happy." The words were a heartfelt plea, a blessing, and a warning all rolled into one. Charu's eyes seemed to bore into Abhir's soul, as if willing him to promise that he would cherish and protect Kiara forever.
Abhir felt a lump form in his throat as he nodded, his eyes locked on Charu's. He knew that he had been given a rare gift, a chance to love and be loved by a woman as precious as Kiara.
He vowed to himself that he would do everything in his power to keep her safe and happy, to make her feel loved and cherished every day of her life. Charu's words had touched his heart, and he knew that he would never forget them.
Charu's smile was like a ray of sunshine, illuminating the path ahead. "Ab jaao, she'll be waiting for you," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
The words were like a starting gun, propelling Abhir forward with a newfound sense of purpose. He turned to leave, and then, in a flash, he was gone, running at the speed of the Rajdhani Express, his feet pounding the pavement in a frantic bid to reach Kiara's side.
The wind whipped through his hair, his heart pounding in his chest like a drum. He felt alive, free, and unencumbered, like he was flying.
The world around him was a blur, a kaleidoscope of colors and sounds that faded into the background as he focused on his destination.
Kiara. He had to get to Kiara. He had to tell her how he felt, had to hold her in his arms and never let her go. The thought drove him forward, fueling his legs and propelling him towards his heart's desire.
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As Abhir entered the Goenka villa, he felt a sense of excitement and nervousness wash over him. He had been thinking about Kiara nonstop since his conversation with Charu,
He made his way to their room, his heart pounding in his chest with anticipation. But as he opened the door and stepped inside, he was met with an empty space. Kiara was nowhere to be found.
Abhir's heart sank, and he felt a wave of panic wash over him. Where was Kiara? Why wasn't she here? He frantically scanned the room, his eyes searching for any sign of her.
But just as he was starting to feel like he was going to lose his mind, he heard the sound of the shower running.
His heart skipped a beat as he realized that Kiara was just in the bathroom, showering. He felt a wave of relief wash over him, followed by a sense of excitement and anticipation. He couldn't wait to see her, to hold her in his arms.
As Abhir waited for Kiara to emerge from the bathroom, his eyes wandered around the room, taking in the familiar surroundings.
His gaze landed on the pillow, and he noticed that Kiara's diary was peeking out from underneath it.
His heart skipped a beat as he felt a sudden surge of curiosity. What secrets was Kiara hiding in those pages? What thoughts and feelings had she poured out onto the paper?
Abhir's fingers itched to grab the diary, to open it and devour its secrets. But he hesitated, feeling a pang of guilt. Was it right to invade Kiara's privacy like this? But his curiosity got the better of him, and he slowly reached out to pull out the diary. As he opened it, he felt a sense of trepidation.
"Dear Diary, today the judge gave us six months to clear our issues, but I know nothing can change. I love Abhir a lot, but he doesn't love me. He loves Charu di... more than he'll ever love me.
His heart belongs to her, and I'm just a shadow in his life, a constant reminder of the obligations he's tied to. I'm just a duty, a responsibility, not the love of his life. And that's the hardest truth to accept.
Every time I look at him, I feel a pang in my heart. I see the way he looks at Charu di, the way his eyes light up when she's around. I see the way he smiles at her, the way he laughs with her. And I know, deep down, that he'll never look at me that way.
He'll never love me the way he loves her. And it's hard, diary, it's so hard to accept that I'll never be the one he loves. I've tried, diary, I've tried so hard to make him love me. I've done everything I can, everything I thought would make him happy.
But it's not enough, it's never enough. Because at the end of the day, his heart belongs to Charu di, not me. And I'm just a poor substitute, a consolation prize. And that's the hardest truth to accept."
Abhir felt a crushing wave of shame wash over him, followed by a deep, suffocating sense of sadness. He was consumed by the weight of his own regret, his mind reeling with the realization of his mistakes.
He had been so blind, so stupid, so caught up in his own fears and doubts that he had ignored the whispers of his heart. And now, the consequences of his actions loomed before him like a specter, taunting him with the possibility that it might be too late.
Kiara might never forgive him, might never love him again. The thought was a heavy, suffocating weight on Abhir's chest, making it hard for him to breathe.
He felt like he was drowning in a sea of despair, unable to find a lifeline to cling to. His heart ached with a deep, hollow pain, as if it had been shattered into a million pieces.
He knew he had to find a way to make things right, to prove to Kiara that he loved her, that he was willing to fight for her. But as he stood there, frozen in regret, he wondered if he had already lost his chance.
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