While I was on my way to the bathroom, Melissa followed me telling me how Max and she will be together forever because they are meant to be. I didn't care if they were meant to be because I am stuck having his kid and being reminded of him in this child while he is living his life without me in it. Melissa told me that it would be best to let him go and abort the child to not be reminded of him at all. 

''Nice try, you can have him, but I'm keeping the kid.'' I know what she is doing, and it was not going to work this time. I knew I was never going to win against the queen bee, but the only thing she was not going to take away from me is our kid that we created together. Max may be an asshole for making me fall in love with him even though I knew he was not good for me. Everything in me wants to leave this bathroom to get to my next class because her way of having conversation with me is as if she tells me to stay away from the guy who knocked me up. 

I had a lot of classes with Max which is weird because we were once enemies and now, we are still at this stage. This stage is a little different now because I am in love with my enemy when I should be hating him, but something inside of me does hate him because he chooses her over me, but I guess he wants a dirty naughty woman instead of the good dorky girl.

I left going to class seeing Max where the only seat available was next to him. I was trying to pay attention to the teaching, but Max keep sending me notes. I open them up and read it, then give it back to him without responding to them. He chooses to keep send more notes which are pissing me off even more, so I ask to go to the bathroom to get away from him. Once I left the classroom, he found another excuse to get out of class to find me in the bathroom. 

''Please leave.'' I said. 

''April, you need to talk to me.''

''I am not in the mood.'' I was not feeling well and with him being here is making me feel worse. He wants to know why I am being hostile to him because he feels something for me and doesn't know how to tell me. 

''Please cut the crap!'' I am furious with him. 

''April!'' He calls out my name. 

''I am not in the mood!'' I shouted where I rushed into the stall throwing up where he pulls my hair away from my face. He was being sweet at this point, but it didn't erase the hate/love emotions I have for him. Once I was done, I went to rinse my mouth, so it won't smell or taste like vomit.

''Look April, I gave you many reasons to hate me, but I did tell you why I needed you to fulfill the deal.'' I guess he was trying to tell me now, but I felt like it would best to tell me at his house tonight. Max told me that he will tell me tonight when I come to his house, but I wanted to remind him that it's only for the assignment and nothing more. 

''Promise.'' He stares at me. 

Max P.O.V 

Every time I see her, my heart melts so much I want to tell her how much I am in love with her. This girl used to bother the shit out of me with her smart wits and I mean she stills bother me by being so fucking sexy and smart. I love it when a woman is sexy and smart; she makes me want to be a better person for her and myself. I know I have been an asshole to her when she told me that she is pregnant with my child, but we were faking it and wasn't expecting for it to be real.

I'm so fucking dumb for letting her walk out of my life just like that. I want her back, but I am confused because deep down I still love Melissa. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve April because she is too good for me, and I am bad for her. I'm afraid to let her in most of the time because I feel like she won't love me if she saw all parts of me. I am damaged goods most of the time and Melissa understands how damage I am and can be. Melissa and I are so toxic for one another, but when I am with April I am on top of the world. 

Fuck, she evaporates every part of my body; she makes me want her even more. I have no clue how my enemy could do this to me. Love was not supposed to be in the way of us when we share a mutual friend with one another: disdain. What the fuck is wrong with me, I let her go suffering by thinking that I am with Melissa when I shout to the world that I fucking love her. 

She makes me weak in my knees, when I have her wrapped in my arms, I know she is safe in my arms. When she came over to my house, she looks so hurt thinking that I chose Melissa over her when I am not with Melissa. She was getting her notebook and pencil out of her backpack while I am staring at her as I wait for her to settle down. 

''So, you want to tell me why you chose me over Melissa to play along with your lie.'' She got right to it. I waited for her to explain why I wanted her to play along with the lie for me to dump Melissa. 

''I chose you because... '' I didn't finish because she got distracted by something on her phone until she realized she got something from her doctor. 

''What is it?'' 

''The doctor told me I should come in the office tomorrow.'' 

''Why?'' I was curious because the doctor doesn't say to someone to come in the office the next day if there wasn't any bad news. She put her phone down asking me if I had mentioned the reason why I chose her. I gave up on telling her because she looks frightening by the news, she might get from the doctor tomorrow. I suggested to her that I can come tomorrow with her before school.

''You would do that for me?''

''I would do it for us.'' I replied.