I am staring at this pregnancy test as it says positive. I don't know what to do anymore because we are pretending that I am pregnant for Max's purposes. I am here sitting on my bathroom toilet top staring at the pregnancy test. I didn't know what to do, especially knowing I am screwed this time. I can't tell Max because this ruins the actual plan for him when it comes time to reveal the truth of why he used me.

''Jade what I am going to do?'' I sat there shocked as hell until Jade mention how I should tell him, and I told her I cannot tell him. After all I was starting to fall for him, and this could ruin the plan. I know it for sure, so I need to nip this in the bud about this baby thing until everything is in the clear. I threw away the tests as I got myself ready to shower as Jade pick out any outfit in the closet for me. I got out of the bathroom entering my room as I stare at the clothes Jade picked out for me. I put on my clothes as I was thinking about the plan that Max and I made, but now it will ruin once I tell him I am actually pregnant. I don't know how I am going to tell him, let alone my mother because she will think I did this on purpose. 

Max was outside waiting for Jade and me since he is taking us both to school. Jade got out of the house first while I told my mom I will see her later because I am going to make sure I tell Max tonight or some night before the plan gets more overboard. I kissed my mother forehead and left to head to Max's car. Max looks happy to see me while I am thinking about the pros and cons of the situation of me telling I am actually pregnant this time. 

Max was talking about a lot of things while I am thinking about the pros and cons of this pregnancy because now, I am really pregnant. I don't know what to do with this baby just in case he doesn't want the child for real. I don't know what I got myself into, especially now we have actually fuck one another. I am so stupid for letting this happen especially I am falling in love with him. 

Stupid!

''April, are you okay?'' Max looks concerned. 

''I am fine.'' I said. We arrived at the school, and it was time to put on the facade, but I cannot think of anything other than the fact that I am pregnant. I told him he can meet up with his friends because I need to speak to Jade. 

''Jade, what I'm going to do with this child?'' I was panicking. 

''April, you need to tell him.'' Jade looks concerned and sorry for me. 

''I need your expertise.'' I pleaded with her. 

''This hasn't happened to me, you know?'' She looks at me in disbelief. 

''Fine.'' I give up. I catch up with Max as Jade goes another way for the meantime. I kissed Max right in front of Melissa where she was looking at us jealous. 

''That was hot, babe.'' He smiled at me. 

''You know me.'' I smiled back. Max said he is going to take me out on a date tomorrow night since he is free. He has football practice today, so this gives me enough time for Jade and me to deal with my actual situation before I let him know.

We both went to class together sitting next to each other. I was thinking about my situation until I receive a piece of paper on my desk, so I open the piece of paper where Max asked me if I am ok. I replied on the piece of paper and return to him when the teacher was not looking because he tends to make you read whatever is on the paper when we are passing notes in class. Max didn't understand why I look so lost, and I ask him if I were to get really pregnant instead of the fake one, would he accept it just like the fake one. 

He didn't understand where all of this was coming from all of the sudden. I told him he doesn't need to worry about anything until he asked me if I was pregnant. I responded with a no when this was my opening to tell him I am pregnant for real instead of the fake one. I am this close to pushing out the fake one and our contract will end soon. He motions me to text him because he wanted to get to the bottom of this conversation.  I told him he doesn't need to worry about it because I think I just got his answer when he didn't say anything. There is nothing I can do to change his mind because he is young, and I am young myself and we are too young to be taking care of a child when we are just getting our lives straight. 

We got out of class, and I got out so quick where Max followed me asking me if I was alright and what was up with the actual pregnancy questions. I told him that actual pregnancy can happen with the deed we have done with one another. 

''I know I can get you pregnant, I mean look at the evidence right now.'' He was pointing at my fake belly. 

''I am talking about for real this time.'' I was looking around before I said this sentence. 

''Wait... are you?'' 

''Am I what?''

''Pregnant?'' He asked. 

''I told you don't have to worry about it.'' 

''Answer the question, April.'' He was getting upset. 

''You didn't answer my question in class.'' I was getting upset as well. 

''Well, I would not because I am young and not ready.'' He says. I just got my answer which made it easier for me to lie to him about the pregnancy. I open up my mouth and said no to him about the actual pregnancy when it was other opening to tell him the truth. I knew he wouldn't accept the real one once I told him the truth. 

He left to go to his other class and so did I.