Arya's birthday went well

After cake cutting she recieved lots of gift. Lots of love and blessings from everyone. But she waited for that one gift desperately.

And then......Ali presenten her with her own guitar as her birthday present.

Arya : Wowww.......Ali chachu you bought me a guitar......I am so so so happy....... Mujhe yahi chahiye tha...thank you so so so much for this.... (she hugged ali and thanked him for the gift )

Ali : See....har baar ki tarah iss baar bhi,,,aapke ali chachu hi aapke liye sabse best gift laaye hai....Right Arya...? he smiled

Arya nodded and she kept adoring her guitar....kissed her guitar and kept it close to her heart.

Her happiness was reflecting in her eyes.

Ali smiled and carressed her hairs and then looked at Avni. Avni thanked him for bringing this happiness to her daughter.

...........

Late in the night, when Avni was making Arya sleep....she asked her

Avni : Arya...did you enjoyed your birthday ?

Arya : Yes mummaa....so much....I enjoyed alot... she said excitedly.

Avni : Or aapko daadi daadu se milke bhi acha lga na...? Vo kitne tym ke baad aapse milne aaye the...
she asked caressing her hairs

Arya : Yes mumma....or vo mere liye itne saare gifts laaye the. Daadi mujhse bohot pyaar krti hai....
Mumma kya hum unke ghr jaa skte hai...Sunday ko ?

Avni : Ofcourse beta....aap jab kaho tb jayenge hum....she smiled

Avni : Acha Arya....apne kya wish mangi aaj birthday pe ?

and this time Arya went silent. She didn't want to reveal what she wished for. She didnt want to tell Avni...that she still wished to meet her father once.

To avoid answering...Arya acted like sleeping

Arya : mumma mujhe neend aa rhi hai....i am sleeing now...she said and closed her eyes while hugging Avni around.

Avni : Acha baba....so jao.....meri nautanki....Good night...she smiled and ruffles her hairs. She then kissed her forehead as she dozed off to sleep.

Avni thought "
I just wish....meri Arya ne jo bhi manga ho.....vo use jaldi mil jaaye....." she wished adoring Arya

Then she also slept, cuddling with her princess.

....................................

On the other hand

Neil completed his California event and returned back to India.
He went straight to Delhi for his next event.

He always keep himself busy with singing, one project after another...and another and so on......
.... so that he dont feel lonely.

He had made singing his life.
But sometimes he do feels hollowness in his life, he do feels lonely....which he knows is because of his fault only. He is responsible for his own loneliness.

He misses Avni and his family....but he don't have courage to go back to them or to face them.

He hurted avni and his parents..... but in reality he had hurted himself by distancing himself from everyone.

But he realised his mistake very late...
.......after he achieved everything in his life...name, fame and world wide recognition as a singing sensation.

He do miss his parents alot, but he can't meet them also....as his parents dis-own him and stopped talking to him....after he left without telling anybody.....
He tried calling his parents many times...but they don't pick his phone calls.....because of Whatever he has done to Avni. They also hated him and decided not to talk to him.

So, At the end....it is Neil, who is left alone in his life.
It was his stupidness to leave everything like that....

..............

But destiny has its own plans.
Destiny has to fulfil Arya's wish.
That little girl made a wish with a pure heart.....and God has to grant her wish.

May be it was Avni's destiny to live without Neil......
May be it was Neil's destiny to live alone in lonelyness.....

But it was Arya's destiny.....to meet her father.

............

One day !

In Delhi's Hotel

Neil was fed up with his life. He sometimes feels so disturbed and irritated with his life.

He again went to some bar at night, to drink , and to reduce his ingoing pain.

But there he met someone......!

Late at night 12 30 am

He was so drunk....that he was unable to walk properly. He took another bottle of alcohol in his hands and left the bar.....

He starts roaming on the roads. There was no one on the road..... and he was walking alone , unable to balance himself as he was highly drunk.

Neil start wailing loudly in his drunk state.....
"sabbb khtmmm kr diya maine.....sab khtm kr diya......
Uss....uss ek galti ki vajah se aaj main....yaha akela hun......Isss sunsaaan road peee....
Koii mere saath nhiii haiii......koiii nhiii......Orr ye sabbb meri galti haiii....meriii...."

he was not in his senses at that moment.

No one has even thought that A superstar , The hearthrobe of nation... is actually so broken from inside.

Those millions of fans must have thought that "NEIL KHANNA's" life would be so happening.......so fulfilling.

He must have everything in his life....and must be so happy with his life.

BUT they didnt know....that their NEIL KHANNA is roaming on some unknown road like an alcohol addict......completely drunk....and is crying over his fate....over his lonelyness.

His life is not what it looks like on TV, social media or in newspapers. His reality is different from his onscreen image of superstar.

............

While neil was walking on the road.....he got imbalance and was about to fall on the road when someone held him and prevented him from falling.....!

Karan : NEIL......

It was neil and avni's friend Karan.

Neil looked at Karan with blinking eyes....unable to beleive that it was him...

Neil : K....K.....KA...KARA.....KARANN....
he could not even take his name properly

Neil was so drunk....that he didnt even realised what is happening. But He recognised his friends voice....even after so many years.....

Karan helped him to stand properly and looked at him.

(Karan has shifted from Mumbai to Delhi. He is living in Delhi with Saisha because of his work here.
While he and saisha are still in touch with Avni and other friends.
He still hates neil for leaving avni alone at wedding day. He still feels sad for Avni.)

This night, he was going back home late. And While he was passing by, he saw Neil in that condition.

At once he got shocked...to see Neil after so many years. MOREOVER he was shocked to see him like that.

He immediately stopped, came out of his car and held him to protect him from falling.

While looking at him......he felt disgusted.....He just bursted out at him......

Karan : Ye...ye kya haalat bna rkhi hai Neil......
YE...YE HAI TUMHARI LIFE......?
EK SHARABI KI TARAH YHA SADAK PE KHUM RHE HO........
YE THA TUMHARA SAPNA....?
JISKE LIYE TUM APNA SAB KUCH CHODD KE AA GYE.....!

he was so angry on him.

He never even thought that he will ever meet him again in his life. But now since he met him, he has so much to talk.....to much to tell.....so much to shout at him.

Neil listened everything but he didnt replied.....

Karan : Disgusting Neil.....Hadd hoti hai ek cheez ki.....Sapne aise pure nhi kiye jaate......aise sabse alag hoke....
Aree hum sabko toh pta tha na...ki...ki tum singer bnna chahte ho....industry me naam kamana chahte ho....Sabko tumhara sapna pata tha neil...

LEKIN.....humne kabhi ye nhi socha tha.....KI USKE LIYE, TUM HUM SAB KO HI CHHODD DOGE.....OR KHASKAR......KHASKAR AVNI KO.

Neil looked at him. His heart filled with emotions listening Avni's name. His eyes filled with tears.

Karan kept bursting on him. After all its been more than 6 years, and he has so much inside......Sooner or later this has to be bursted at neil.......

Karan : NEIL....hum toh chlo dost the.....apni zindagi kisi tarah bita lete tumhare bina....LEKIN AVNI....?

TUMNE AVNI KA BHI NHI SOCHA......VO KAISE JEE RHI HOGI TUMHARE BINA.....KAISE SAMBHALA HOGA USNE APNE AAPKO.... ?

With karan's angry tone, and bitter harsh words....neil's hangover was diluting bit by bit. He was coming to his normal senses......slowly.

But he has no answer to Karan's questions...He was silent.

Karan : BOLO NEIL.....KOI JAWAAB NHI HAI NA TUMHARE PAAS ? AREE HOGA BHI KAISE.....TUMHARA DIL TO PATHAR KA HAI NEIL....

Karan's anger was also diluting. He was getting emotional now....and had tear in his eyes....seeing neil's in that broken condition....

He cotinued, in normal tone this time...

Karan : Dekho apne aap ko neil.....Tum bhi khush nhi ho.....Aakhir KYA MILA TUMHE YE SAB KARKE...? Iss tarah apni or Avni ki life barbaad krke.......?

Neil looked down.....feeling guilty. He coulnt meet eyes with him.

Karan again get angry seeing his guilty face.....

Karan : Ghar....Maa....Baap ...Parivaar...
Pyaar..sab chdd diya tumne.....Kisi ke baare me nhi socha....?

Vo Avni.....jo tumse beintehaan pyaar krti thi.....Kaise zindagi ji rhi hai.......Andaza hai tumhe ??

Kitna royi hai vo....kitni mushkile jhelli hai usne.....kitni takleef sahi hai.....kuch nhi pta tumhe.....
KHUCH NHI PTA TUMHE....

"AREW TUMHE TO YE BHI NHI PTA NEIL.... KI TUMHARI EK 6 SAAL KI BETI BHI HAI........"

he said in a single go without realising anything.....

And this gave the most SHOCKING revealation to Neil.

Neil's ears could not believe what it heard. Floor slipped under his feets. His body went numb. His heart stopped beating for a second.

He raised his wide shocked opened eyes... to karan and asked......

Neil (shockingly ) : k...k...ky...kyaa....? kya kaha tumne.....?

Karan realised he just said that.....

He left neil's shoulders with a jerk and said in anger.......

Karan : HAAN NEIL....ye sach hai.....USS DIN TUM SIRF AVNI KO NHI.....BALKI APNE HONE WALE BACHE KO BHI AKELA CHDD KE CHLE GAYE THE.....

HAAN NEIL......AVNI OR TUMHARI EK BETI HAI.......AARYA !

Neil disbalanced himself listening this. HIS BODY WAS NUMB.

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