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After the concert ended. Neil walked down the stage. His fans rushed to him....and gathered around him. The bouncers and his security team protected him, and escorted him to his car.

He along with Sam and Jessica sat in the car and went back to the hotel where they were staying.

When they reached hotel Neil said....

Neil : You guys go...i will come after some times.

Sam : But where are you going ...? his friend asked

Jessica : No Neil....not again..... (Jessica, his manager knows him very well and probably knew where he is going....)

Droping them at hotel....Neil rushed the car out of that place in seconds.

Jessica : No Neil.....wait.... she tried stopping him...but he didnt stop.

Neil reached the nearby bar.

He wore his glasses and wear a hat, so that his fans do one recognise him.

And he starts drinking. Its true that, no matter how successful and happy he looks from outside....but from inside he was not that happy.

He seems to be always surrounded by his fans.....and people dying to be with him,.....but still he feels alone....and lonely.

He love music....he love to sing....he love performing for audience. And he had everything he desired for....but still there was something missing from his life.

He fulfilled his dream of becaming a singer. He fulfilled his dream of singing.

And this was the reason he left Avni.

Becaose when it was the time to chose between Avni and His dream.....HE CHOSE HIS DREAM..
He chose HIS CAREER OVER AVNI.

He was young at that time....Maybe he was not ready for marriage.

Unable to figure out anything .......He just ran away.....To fulfil his dream.

Withing 2 years he became successful singer. And from then.....he kept on growing and shinning. His acheived everythibg he desired for. He is living a luxurious life. He has people running after him all the time.

But one thing he does not have is.....HIS LOVED ONES. .....HIS FRIENDS....HIS FAMILY....AND AVNI.

Since last few years.......when he had everything....he still misses something. and since then he starts drinking.....to reduce the lonelyness he feels everytime.

After drinking.....he went back to hotel. He staight went to his room.

He was so exhausted and under affect of alcohol......that he just fallen on the bed and passed out.

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Next Day

9 a.m.

Sun rays falls on his face. Neil slowly opened his eyes. His head was paining.

He got up and sat on the bed holding his head in pain.

But what he saw next moment left him in an utter shock.

He found himself shirtless.....and saw on the other side of bed, where a girl was sleeping beside him.

His eyes widened in utter shock. He immediateky got up and screamed...

Neil : Nooooooooo....... he shouted aloud being hell scared at that point of time.

With his loud shout....the girl who was sleeping on the bed got up.

Neil : Who are you....? What are you doing here.......here in my room....and m....my bed.
he asked her out of utter shock and disbelief....... He was unable to figure out what is happening.

The girl got up and smiled.
She said...."Hi i am Laura....." (she was a foreign women...)

Neil was confused. He was so drunk last night.....that he didnt remeber anything.

He got irritated and frustrated. He start feeling scared.....that what if something happened last night between him and this woman.

He was still not over his last night's hangover ......and finding a woman sleeping next to him in the morning...made him more irritated and confused.

He start blaiming himself....

Neil : Shit....shit....shit....No...nO....no
How can I do this....? Ye maine kya kr diya......arrgghhhh.... he hit his hand on the side table in anger.....losing his control.....
he was feeling so guilty of what he did last night.....

Neil : I hate myself....I JUST HATE MYSELF.......

He sat on the bed holding his head...feeling ashamed of himself.

But the girl saw him acting weird. She came near him and cleared his doubts.....

Laura : Hey Neil.....you didnt do anything.

Neil get surprised. He shot open his eyes....and looked at her...

Neil : WHAT...?

Laura sat next to him...and said

Laura : Yes.....Don't blame yourself. You didnt even touched me.... she gave him some relief.

Neil felt relieved.

She continued and felt guilty...

Laura : It was me.....Actually i am your huge fan....Last night when i saw you passing by the corridoors....i could not resist my self.... I saw you were alone...so i just followed you to your room. You were too drunk to react anything.
I am sorry.......You were irrestable for me. I was also drunk....so i didnt realised what i was doing....

It was me.....I removed your shirt....and start kisisng you....But you didnt kissed me back. Infact you jerked off my hands...and fall on the bed. You just passed out.
Trust me....nothing happened between us. You didnt do anything....You didnt even touched me....she explained him everything and felt guilty.

Neil was so relieved.

Neil thought
Thank God nothing happened......Otherwise main kabhi apne aap se nazare nhi mila paata... ." he closed his eyes and felt relaxed.

He will never be able to face himself....if he got to know that he slept with this girl last night.

Therefore he felt releived when she said that nothing happened between them last night.

She was just a young fan of him....who did a mistake. But her intention was not wrong...and thankfully she realised it on time....

She left after saying sorry to him. Neil got up after she left.....and closed the door. He came back and sat on his bed.
After this incident....he went back in memory lane.....

He went back in flashback......

Flashback.....

College farewell night.

After their college farewell was over......Neil and Avni were getting very emotional.
They thought that everything will change as they will start focusing on their careers......and college days will never return back.

That night.
Neil went to drop Avni to his house. When they reached outside her house, she was not ready to leave.....

Neil saw her being upset....he cupped ber face and said..

Neil : Hey...dont worry.....Kuch nhi badlega Avni.... Sirf college khatam hua hai......humara pyaar nhi..... he said looking in her eyes...

Avni dont want him to leave him that night. She wants to spend some more time with him.

Avni : Neil......Maa aaj ghar pe nhi hai.....k..kya...kya tum thodi der ke liye aa sakte ho....Pl...please...... she pleaded with a heart full of emotions....

Avni wanted to spend some time with her. She just want the time to stop.

Neil saw that she needs him. Therefore he agreed.

That was an emotional day when they were ending their college life. There was so much to talk....so much to share with each other.

They sat in her room.....and remember their college days. Refreshes their happy memories.

Neil sat holding her in his arms when he said.....

Neil : Avni...tumhe pta hai...jab maine pehli baar tumhe dekha tha....mujhe laga nhi tha ki ek din tum mere liye itni important ban jaogi.....Tumhe pta hain jab main tumhare saath hota hu....to lagta hai life me or kuch nhi chahiye.... he said looking in her eyes....

Avni looked in his eyes and felt the love.

she said......

Avni : Ha neil......maine bhi kabhi nhi socha tha.....ki mere life koi aisa insan ayega....jo mujhe itna pyaar krega....
Tum meri khushi ho neil....Mera sukoon ho.....Meri zindagi ho....
she said getting more emotional.....and she had tears in her eyes.....

Neil noticed the tears...

Neil : Hey.....no Avni..... he came closer and wiped her tears. He cupped her face and kissed her forehead....

They shared an eyelock full of love and emotions.....
They remember how they met in college......how they start liking each other.....and how they finally proposed to each other.
How they started dating.....how he used to write songs for her.....how he always plays guitar for her.
She also shared with him how she adore him when he sings. She shared her feeling to him that night .

The college gave them everything. They were emotional that night.

And that emotions led them to do something.....which they never thought would happen.

That night.....they realised how important they are to each other.

They realised....that their love was not just some college teen romance.

They realised that....they fell more deeply in love that night.

And That night they forgot everything....and just felt each others presence.
That night they couldnt resist each other.....

Without thinking about anythung else...without realising of what will happen next.......they made love to each other that night.

Neil kissed her out.....and ended up making love to her.

They realised their love was pure.....surreal.....amd eternal.

.......................

Next day......When they woke up in each others arms....there was no regret.....and no guilt. Because they knew they are together......and they will be together.

Avni was peacefully smiling in his arms.....because she knew that her heart belongs to him.

Neil kissed her forehead softly....giving her assurance of his love.

Neil : I love you Avni.....and i truly...truly love you.... he said looking romantically in her eyes

Avni smiled.....

Avni : I love you too Neil... she said looking in his eyes

Neil : Or aaj.....Main tumse ek vada karta hu Avni.....ki tumhare alava meri life me kabhi koi nhi ayega....

' MUJHPAR HAMESHA...SIRF TUMHARA HI HAQ RAHEGA....'
he said looking deeply in her eyes.

...........

*Flashback ends*

Neil came back from his flashback memories. He came back in present. Their was a smile on his face...remembering those last moment of love shared with Avni.

He promised her that night.....that he will always be hers only. ONLY SHE WILL HAVE RIGHT ON HIM.

And today.....when he saw that girl in his bed.....he thought that he broke his promise. He felt ashamed of himself.

In last 6 years......he became a star, he became famous.......He has huge girls fan following....... but he never let himself broke that promise....he made to Avni that day.

YES it is true.....that HE LEFT HER ON THEIR WEDDING DAY.........BUT he Never broke his promise.

He didnt gave his heart to anybody else in these 6 years.

He didn't touched any other girl.
And neither let any girl...to touch him.

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