Chapter - 14
Neil : Maine kabhi kisi or ke baare me nhi socha...kabhi nhi....Tumse dur zarur tha, par mera dil sirf yahi tha... MAIN TAB BHI TUMHARA THA AVNI, OR AAJ BHI, SIRF TUMHARA HUN.
Avni listened and cried more looking down....
Neil looked at her and said....
Neil - Jo neil sab kuch chhod ke gaya tha.....vo koi or tha Avni.....voh tumhara neil nhi tha....
Or jo neil tumse pyaar krta tha...voh toh kahi gya hi nhi.....Hamesha se yahi tha...tumhare andar....tumhare dil me.
Avni looked at him and asked...
Avni : Or aaj....jo yaha baitha hai....voh konsa Neil hai...? she said with wet eyes......
Neil looked in her eyes and said...
Neil : Ye Neil...Ye neil toh ek pita hai avni....jo apni beti ke aas paas rehna chahta hai....Use apna saara pyaar dena chahta hai.....saari khushiya dena chahta haii......
Jo saal maine khoye hai...unhe vapis paana chahta hai...
Ye neil Apni responsibilities uthana chahta hai avni.....
Main tumhare saath rehna chahta hu avni.......Tumhe voh saari khushiya dena chahta hu....jispar hamesha se tumhara haq hai Avni.....!
Main ek family chahta hu....apni family.....Kya...kya tum dogi mujhe voh family Avni......?
Avni listened him. She wiped her tears, she looked at him and said....
Avni : Oh really ? Kya tum hume vo saare saal lauta paoge....jo humne tumhare bina guzare hai....?
Vo saare pal jab...jab aarya ne apne papa ko yaad kiya.......de paoge use vo vapis....?
Jab aarya paida hui thi....uss waqt mujhe sabse jyada tumhari zarurat thi.....kya...kya vapis la paoge uss pal ko neil...?
Nhi neil.....ab kuch thik nhi ho sakta.....kuch pehle jaisa nhi ho sakta.....
Neil : Avni....m..main....
Avni : Or chalo ek pal ke liye, main tumhe maaf kar bhi du........Lekin main ye kaise bharosa kar lu neil.....ki tum dobara kabhi mujhe chodke nhi jaoge.....?
Or iss baar, baat sirf meri nahi hai..... Issbaar meri beti bhi isme involve hai......Kya gaurantee hai ki tum usse chodke nhi jaoge ..?
Neil : Nhi avni....nahi. Main janta hu maine galti ki hai, uss time mujhme samajh nhi thi..Lekin aaj...aaj mujhe samajh aa gya hai avni, ki tumhare bina main adhura hun...Tum or Aarya hi meri family ho....meri asali khushi ho....!
Avni looked at him with narrowed eyes. Since last thirty minutes, she had patiently heard everything he said...she felt his emotions.....she understood his each n every feeling.....But, she can't trust him again.
Neil had lost her trust.....and she cant do that mistake of trusting him again...
Her heart wanted to trust him again, but her mind didnt approve it. She can't let him break her heart again.....!
Avni controlled her hearts feelings and she decided to move away.
She stood up immediately and said......
Avni : Sorry Neil.....lekin ab bohot der ho chuki haii.....
Tum Aarya se toh mil sakte ho.....main tumhe kabhi nhi rokungi...uspar pura haq hai tumhara...
Lekin uske aage......M..mujhse kuch expect mat krna..!
Main...main dobara, tumpar trust nahi kar paungi.....I am sorry.
she said and she started walking away from there.
Neil : A...avni....
Avni suno...please....Avni.... he stood immediately and started calling her name.....
Neil felt devastated. He know it will not be easy for her. She cant just forget everything and forgive him suddenly.
But he dont want to lose hopes.....He will try his best and give all his heart to pacify her.
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Avni was walking away only....but suddenly she stopped...
She could not take step forward as she heard something.......
Neil started singing........
Haan ho gayi galti mujhse main jaanta hu........
Par ab bhi tuje main apni jaan maanta hu.........
Neil started singing in song......to which avni stopped and could not move ahead.
(he started expression his feelings in the form of a song )
Avni didnt turned back to him, but she stopped to listen him....
Neil continued singing....
Haan ho gayi galti mujhse main jaanta hu.........
Par ab bhi tuje main apni jaan maanta hu.........
Ek aakhiri mauka de mujheeeeeee......
Aaj bhi main tujeeee apni shaan maanta huuuu......
Avni turned back, she looked at him as he sing.....
neil sang looking at her , straight in her eyes....
Sirf saanse hi to baaki hain
Jab teri yaad aati hai
Yaaaad me teriiiiii, saath ye bhi chod jaati hai....
Galti to sabse hoti hai
Galti mujhse bhi ho gayi
Ab maaf bhi karde mujhe.......
Haan ho gayi galti mujhse main jaanta hu
Par ab bhi tuje main apni jaan maanta hu
Jaan maanta huuuuu.....
Ek aakhiri maukaaa de mujheeeeeee
Aaj bhi main tuje apni shaan maanta hu
(Shaan manta hu)
Avni was becoming weak.....she was crying looking at him....she knows that he is her biggest weakness.....
(she don't want to but her heart was making her weak )
neil came forward and continued singing......
Jab aankhen bandh hoti hain
Bas tu sath hoti hai....
Teri yaadon ke takiye pe
meri har raat hoti haiiiiii....
Tu kyu door hai yun mujhse
tuje chahta hu pure dil se.....
Sun le meri aarzuuuuuu
Tu hi meri jaan hai..
Tu hi mera jahaan hai.
Tu hi hai sab kuch mera....
Adhura tere bin dil ye meraaaa
Tu kyu samajhti nahiiiiii
Ye dil hai sirf teraaaaaaaa
Haan ho gayi galti mujhse main jaanta hu
Par ab bhi tuje main apni jaan maanta hu.....
Ek aakhiri mauka de mujheeeeee
Aaj bhi main tuje apni shaan maanta hu...
Neil sung the entire song, expressing his true feelings ( he pour his heart out in front of her )
He slowly came forward to her, Avni's heartbeats were racing fast, she was getting emotional....she started avoiding eye contact with him.
She didn't want to become weak in front of him......( but he was making her weak on her knees )
Suddenyly , Avni stopped him from coming forward and said crying....
Avni : Mat karo neil....please please mat karo......please....please chale jaoo neil....please......she started begging him to leave, having tears in her eyes, as it is becoming difficult for her now.
Neil stopped immediately when said so, and looked at her. He saw her crying and knows that she is trying hard to control her emotions.
He can't see her like this anymore. He knew how she is feeling right now.
But then....Avni controlled herself.
She wiped her tears, got herself strong and said....
Avni : Neil, dekho main...main tumse gussa nhi hun....tumse naraz nhi hun....main samajhti hu tumhe or tumhare sapno ko....or....or mujhe ab koi problem nhi hai tumse.
she closed her eyes to control her feelinsg, she then looked in his eyes and said....
Avni : Jo sawal mere mann me the...mujhe uske jawab mil gaye.....or ab, mujhe koi shikayat nhi hai tumse...
But please try to understand neil....ki ab sab pehle jaisa nhi ho sakta.....Hum....hum kabhi dobara pehle jaise nhi ban sakte...
Toh isiliye tum please ye... ye sab mat try kro......Mujhse nhi hoga ab neil....mujhse nhi hoga.
Neil understood her feelings, He didnt want to make her weak anymore.
he looked at her and said.....
Neil : Thik hai avni....main chala jaata hun....Lekin yaad rakhna, main haar nhi manunga...
Tumhara bharosa maine khoya hai na..toh main hi usse vapis launga.
he said, and they both looked into each others eyes. They shared an eye lock for few seconds.
And then, neil turned back and left.....
Avni looked at him leaving, and then she also turned back to leave.....
She never looked back at him, again.
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After that, Neil went to his house...(to face another challenge....)
The moment he reached and his parents saw him... They were shocked to see him. It was an utter shock for them.....neil returned after so long.
He was standing at the door, but he was not able to look in their eyes...
Shweta opened the door and got shocked at first.....
Shweta : N...n....neilll...... her heart melted at the moment...
shweta had tears in her eyes seeing him after so long. Her heart gets filled with emotions.....(afterall she is a mother)..She just wanted to hug him the moment she saw him....But prakash came from inside and stopped her.....
Prakash : Ruk jaiye shweta ji....Ye humara beta nhi hai.... he said not looking at neil
Neil looked up and had tears in his eyes......
Prakash : Aap bhul gayi....ye vahi neil hai jise na aapki koi fikar hai....na humari, or na kisi or ki....
Isse toh bas apni fikar hai.... he said and he didn't even looked at neil...
Neil had tears in his eyes.....he felt guilty.
Shweta (crying) : P....par...par prakash ji, ye humara beta hai. Itne....itne saalo ke baad ye ghar aaya hai....
Prakash came forward to him and asked in anger....
Prakash : Kyu aaye ho neil....kyu aaye ho tum vapis....? Yaad aa gayi humari....? he said angrily at him
Neil : D.....d.....dad....
Prakash : Mat kaho mujhe dad neil.... he said in anger
Neil : Dad i am sorry, M...mom i am sorry. Mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas ho gaya hai.....please....please mujhe maaf kar dijiye.... he asked having tears in his eyes.....
Shweta was crying constantly. She didnt know how to react..... While prakash said....
Prakash : Nhi Neil....hum tumhe maaf nhi kar sakte.....Avni ke saath jo tumne kiya, uske liye hum tumhe kabhi maaf nhi kar sakte....
Neil came forward and held his hands and said....
Neil : Dad....dad main avni se maafi maangunga.....voh mujhe maaf nhi kregi....lekin main koshish karta rahunga dad.....I promise.
Main....main yaha apni galtiyan sudharne aaya hun dad......Mujhe apni galtiyon ka ehsaas ho gya hai, or mujhe pachtava hai...
K...kya aap mujhe ek mauka nhi denge... ? Kya aap mera saath nhi denge....?
he said, with genuinness and honesty on his face. He had realised his mistake , and now all he wants is to correct his mistakes.
His parents didnt agreed first....but later on, Prakash agreed.
He didn't forgave him yet, but he let him stay at home......decided to give him one last chance to correct his mistakes.
He let him in, only on one condition...that he will never hurt Avni again.......Neil agreed and promised him that he will never hurt avni again.
Prakash : Yaad rkhna neil.....dobara avni ko hurt mat karna.....Or ye mat sochna ki humne tunhe maaf kar diya. Hum tumhe tabhi maaf krenge.....jab avni tumhe maaf kregi.....!
Prakash told him that he can only be forgiven by them, when Avni will forgive him.
Neil agreed, he smiled and he promised that he will correct everything.
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Few days passed by.
Neil stayed at home, but no one talked to him. He stayed like a stranger at home. But he was determined ,that one day he will make everything normal.
While on the other hand, Avni was trying hard to be normal after that day.......
She kept on trying to remove him from her head, but it was all in vain...as he was stuck in her mind and was not leaving her thoughts.
Everytime she do some work, she kept thinking about him. She start getting irritated at her thoughts.
There was a time, when she wanted to hate him, but she could not because of Aarya.
And now is the day, when she want to forget him completely, but she can't do that also.
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On the other hand, Neil started his research work. He has promised himself, that he will win avni's heart again....no matter what, but he will get her trust back.
He is on a mission now -
" MISSION GET AVNI BACK ".
He start searching things about Avni and Aarya. He soon found out that avni worked as an interior designer in her own store. Everyday she leaves in morning....drops Arya at school and went to her store. In evening she picks her from school and they both head back to home.
Neil decided that he will do whatever it takes to pacify her.
He will have to win her trust again.....he will have to win her heart again.
'And he was all prepared and ready for all this'
Neil thought - "Main taiyar hun avni...or main aa rha hun, ek baar phirse, tumhara dil jeetne...!" he talked to himself with a smile on his face.
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One day, He found the address of avni's store and reached there.....
He entered and saw Avni. She was busy in her work......
Suddenly she saw him and she gets shocked. Her eyes widened to see him again.....
Neil : Hi Avni.... he said with a smiling face....
Avni got up from her place....she didnt know why he has came here....
Avni : Neil please.....maine kaha tha na ki mujhe.....
neil didn't let her complete and said...
Neil : I know.....I know tum mujhse baat nhi karna chahti.....or meri shakal bhi nhi dekhna chahti....Or haan mujhe maaf bhi nahi karna chahti.....yahi na...?
he said in a single go.... and Avni looked at him strangely. He was acting all cool, which looked quite weird to avni....
Neil continued.....
Neil : Lekin yaha main tumse milne nahi aaya..... he said smirkingly
Avni : Huhh....? she said narrowing her eyes at him
Neil : Haan....tumhare alava or bhi koi hai...jise main, pyaar karta hun.... he said looking at her, while he was smilingly secretly.
Avni looked at him all confused.....she didn't understand what is running in his mind. She was burning from inside, but she behaved that she didnt cared at all, she asked....
Avni : Haan toh yaha kya kar rhe ho neil....jao jiske paas jana hai...lekin ye mera store hain....Okay!
neil noticed her feeling little jealous, he secretly smiled and said...
Neil : Arew main yaha isiliye aaya hun...kyunki tum uski maa ho. he said in a funny manner
Avni : WHAT...?
Neil : Haan baba..main Aarya ki baat kar rha tha....
Kyu tumhe kya laga...? he said looking at her smirkishly....
Avni got irritated. She was fuming from inside. She can't tolerate him anymore...
Neil smiled looking at her, he just wanted to irritate her a little and wanted to see that loook on her face.
Then, he softly asked her.....
Neil : Mujhe Aarya se milna hai avni...kya tum mujhe allow krogi.....? he spoke softly, asking her permission.
The moment he said that, avni's face expressions changed. She slowly looked at him....as he is asking her permission, to meet his daughter.
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