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"Everything doesn't always have to go as planned, we can be happy without things going our way. We just have to put our minds to it" - Me!
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Shelly's Pov

As it was, our trip called London got cancelled Daniel for one had been very happy by this news of cancellation but his joy was not to last. Within a few days prior my parents decided that during easter vacations..(tomorrow) we would go to the Lushai mountains. (a/n not the actual Lushai mountains, I made up this mountain).

-" I want to go" he cried out!

- " You can't! " I giggled in response.

- " I don't care!"

I gave up! " Fine come!"

" Lol, No!" he said.

" What?" In knew he would say that but disappointment seeped through. "You're a douchebag" I muttered in fraustration.

" But you wove me" that beautiful adorable baby voice.. Uggh!! Yes I do.
Stephen's face flashed before my eyes..

What just happened?

" Baby? Baby! " his voice called out from the other end and I realised that I hadn't been speaking for a long time.

" Yes?"

- " I love you too" though it wasn't supposed to be, I felt guilty. A tinge of guilt spread through my cheeks and I felt embarrassed beyond the point of embarrassment. I didn't even know what to say.

So I just grunted and pretended to fall asleep.

" Hello, hello? " he called out. Receiving no reaponse whatsoever I heard the call go dead.

Tears pooled in my eyes as the sudden rush of guilt overwhelmed me.

The pillows were soaked.

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My head ached, as I felt my nose was blocked. Going in front of the mirror again I saw my red nose matched my red eyes. I could pass for a vampire clown.

Love is pain, it's pain and happiness at the same time. I don't know how and why people withstand it. The momentary joy after the hours of pain is so intoxicating that we agree to accept it, people are more into the concept of love than love itself because love in itself is painful. It's some lost hopes and how you drown someone else's hopes.

Daniel my poor poor Daniel, you don't deserve me.

A tear trickled down my cheeks and fell on my bossom right near my heart.

Having finally risen from my reverie I went to the washroom to clean my face and make it devoid of any trac of tears. The clock told me it was five am, so no one was awake.

Tiptoeing, I kept the phone back from where I had taken it. My father's office room.

I rested my head on the tear soaked pillow, he had only said that he loved me and I had answered that I loved him too.. Then why did it feel so wrong? Why did it feel like that wasn't meant to be? I just cannot understand and it's too much for me to take inside my small head.

My head hurt but I tried to catch some one hour sleep before we would head towards the train station to go to the Lushai hills.

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" What's wrong Shells?" Stephen asks me while we have a few moments together alone because we had been assembling the luggage and parents had gone to get them from the platform while Gunther was busy popping toffees in the mouth of our tiny fellow passenger in the compartment next to ours.

I refrained from replying. He got annoyed. " What the fuck is wrong? " he asked agitated.

I looked at him and gave him a cold stare, a bit taken aback, he lowered his gaze. " I'm sorry "

My heart stopped, what? Did he say he was sorry? I looked at him again.

His gaze pearcing mine he said, " Stay away from me, I'm sorry I tried to reconcile"

Lol. I almost gave way to hysteria. That jerk!

He wasn't going to get even the slightest indication of my new found love for him! No I wouldn't let him!!
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Short update even though I promised a long one? I know.. Which is why and here's the good news I'm updating tomorrow again!

Goals: 75 views! (less I know) but let's face it you're not going to read that much now are you.

Love you anyway
Boo!