Today Im gonna visit my love.
"Hello my love. I really miss you. Im still blaming myself for everything that happened. If I didn't listened to stupid management you and boys wouldn't be dead. I would give my life now just for you. I would give my everything just for you. Your were, are, and  will be my only love forever. Do you remember the promise we made?
Our promise is:Together through everything, always with love, never leaving.'
I was the one that broke our promise.
I want you back...
I want to join you and boys...
   I miss you all... "

I was crying so hard...
My love I'm gonna join you and my hyungs before you even know it...