I look at Deceit and wonder how I got so lucky, he really cares about me. To think that just 6 weeks ago I probably wouldn't have even looked at him in any way apart from disgust. I'm so glad we're more than friends now. I wake up every morning right next to him in his bed. We spend nearly every moment in his room, no lies for us.

Honestly life with the others has gotten better and I'm better than I've ever been. Virgil is probably my best friend, we always joke and talk about love together. 

Life is good.

Why can't it just be like this forever?

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I couldn't be happier, Roman's by my side and he hardly ever leaves me. We're always together and I'm always making him smile. I can feel he's happier now, almost every morning I get to hear his laugh. 

I'm glad he's here with me and happy. When he spends time with Virgil, I go and talk to Thomas because even if we may not want to lie... if Thomas stops lying completely I'll disappear.

Nobody wants that!

It'll just be like this forever.

Except it's not, because a month later I feel myself fading. Roman's screaming and I go to Thomas screaming, "Just lie!"

And he tries, yet behind him I see Patton with an evil smile holding his mouth shut.