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I think for short seconds, knowing that what I'm about to do isn't right but is more than necessary given the state in which I am and that I cannot cool nor keep under control.

I close my eyes to let my imagination work more effectively and slide my hot hand on which I can feel my veins throbbing, down, to grab what's been setting me in a problematic position since Y/N woke up. My breathing already starts turning heavy as the thoughts of her mouth, the warmth of it, her tongue and her small hand are replacing my own hold on my hardness. I don't start slowly but go for it with a swift movement of my wrist to go up and down at warp speed. I know I'm already close to it, I can't stop thinking about my girlfriend in every type of context and this is making this even better.

The pleasure is drastically taking over me, I lay the palm of my free hand over the wall brutally as I'm now unable to keep my balance for more longer, given how much my body is becoming numb. The warm water rolls down my shapes in beads following every inch of them, giving me the perfect amount of it to help me make my actions even faster with my breath being taken away from my chest. My legs are shaking as my blood is like electricity thrilling my body, causing my veins to be jutting out my skin and my pulse to be galvanizing every part of myself with extreme acuteness.

"Ahhh..." a sound of pleasure escapes from my mouth as I couldn't keep it inside. Just one second later, I felt my body being ready to release, so I hastened my hand to make me reach the climax as fast as possible. This is so satisfying and hard for me to not struggle from hard panting but at the thought of Y/N being on her knees, naked and doing this to me, I tease myself by stimulating my body with the head of what I'm pumping in the fastest way, I try to recreate the feeling she gave with her lips and tongue on the most senstive part of it but moan her name without any control on my voice. I sound needy with whining that I can't even recognize as mine but I just can't stop wanting more, the wet sounds of my own body filling the room are turning me on as the drops of water are tapping against the ground to cover the one I'm making. I'm not capable of reaching the orgasm she gave me last night and this is more than frustrating.

"Hmm..." I let my body lean back on the cold steamy wall and grasp the metallic structure of the faucet, my energy leaving me to let place to a weakness full of intense pleasure at the images traveling through my mind. I bite my lower lip and throw my head back to let a deep groan vibrate through my throat as the sensations of last night recurred to my mind, affecting my body to overwhelm me with ecstasy. The voice of Y/N moaning my name invaded my mind, that's at that exact moment that I came heavily and was finally able to catch my breath, emitting a quiet moan of satisfaction through my panting.

"F*ck..." a chuckle leaves my mouth nervously, laying my forearm over the wall to collect myself.

That was good but not as much as what she managed to make me feel. I want her so bad that I think I'm being obsessed.

"Jungkook?" the person I was thinking about in untoward situations suddenly knocks on the door. My heart just made a jump out of my chest. "I-...Y-Yeah?"

"What are you doing? Can I come in?"

"N-No!" I hurry to grab the head of the shower while the rainfall is helping and clean with the strong flow of water the mess I've made as quickly as possible. "I-I'm...I'm going to arrive!" I almost trip in my clumsy actions at the sound of the door getting opened. "Y-Y/N! I'm b-busy...I mean I-" I get interrupted as soon as the door behind me reveals my naked body. My head whirled around but I stayed in my position to not let her see my manhood that would need some minutes to cool off. "B-Baby...W-what...what are you doing here...?"

"I'm the one who should ask this question," she shoots back with what seems and sounds like some anger. "What are You doing?"

"N-nothing..." I wander my eyes around the small space as I cannot look at her when I'm telling a lie. "I just...I wanted to take a shower...to refresh myself...I was hot with the food...you know..."

"Tell me what you were doing Jeon Jungkook."

"I just did..." I gulp down but never meet her stare that must be sending bullets to kill me. "Jung. Kook."

"Y/N..." I peek at her, pronouncing her name in a quiet and low voice as I can feel all the tension rising in the air.

"Alright," she closes the door with wrath, just at the sound of her harsh voice I understood that she was not appreciating the fact that I just lied but also that she must know I did something dirty seconds ago. "Wait bab-" I couldn't end my sentence when the door of the room got slammed. I don't have any towel...

Goddammit. I turn the faucet to stop the water from flowing and step out of the shower with my wet body. I push my bangs back and walk to the door, to open it a little bit and create a tiny gap for only my mouth to fit. "Baby..."

No one answers me while the TV is still playing.

I widen the gap and pass my head over the wall, for my eyes to fall upon the two figures sat down on the couch together. "Honey...can you...give me a towel...please...?"

She keeps her eyes on her phone with her face that I know by heart. She's upset. "I'm busy."

"Dae-"

"And my little brother is as well," she turns her head with a smug smile to show me that she won't change her mind and leaves me in my mess. "Blow on it. That should dry easily. Don't worry."

"Baby love...please..." I use my soft voice to try getting her by the weak strings and make a pouty face. "I...I can't stay here...I'm going to get sick if I stay wet without any clothes on..."

"You can't since you have the heater."

"But...I'm cold..." my lies leave my shameful mouth as I think I got her to react to my distress. "I'm shaking...there's some wind blowing somewhe-"

She sighs sharply but stands up from the sofa to make a beeline for the bedroom. She's so cute goddammit.

I close the door with a proud smile on my face and go collect the clothes I let on the wall mounted cloth hanger, to grab them and unfold the fabrics properly. I lay them down on the sink cabinet and wait for my little girl to come back with what I asked for.

Thank god my boner disappeared.

The door makes me jump as I was lost in my thoughts with the woman who burst into the room noisily. She backs the wall behind her and stares into my eyes, but also what's down there which I can't help but to cover with my hands now. "Tell me what you did or I go back with that towel in my hand," she holds it up and exposes it right in front of my eyes to tease me. I have to tell her the truth. Unless I grab her arm, tackle her down to pin her against the floor and take that fabric.

The problem is that I would be tempted to do something else once she would be under me. "Yah," she drifts me away from my pleasurable fantasies. "I told you something Jungkook. Why are you blankly looking at me?"

"I...I was thinking..."

"Thinking about what?" she crosses her arms against her chest on which I wish I could be resting my head right now.

"About you."

"That won't work right now. I'm not in the mood," she doesn't respond the way I thought she would but just keeps a straight face while gazing into my eyes with firmness. "Tell me, and that's the last chance for you to say what you did in my shower."

"Baby...I did..." I gulp and look down at the ground cowardly. Is she being dominant just right now? I hate this but at the same time love it. "I just had to solve a little problem..."

"A little problem? What? Which one?" she doesn't believe me and looks at me with her eyebrows raised. "Did you stink so you had to take a shower? I don't think so."

"Ay..." I complain and dart my eyes to her. "That's mean to say that...!"

"You-" she steps forward with her cute little fist that she lifted up to look threatening. What a cute baby. "Are you going to punch me?" I smile and slightly chuckle at how adorable she can be but I think she took this as mockery which made her got mad as hell. She whirls around and grabs the handle of the door for the purpose of leaving, but I make fast and push her against the wall as passed my arm between her and the flat surface, to go grasp what she tried to use to get out. I place my lips close to her ear to whisper into it, "I couldn't help but masturbate while thinking about you."

Her ear touching my skin became hot as I saw her eyes jerking to the other side of my face. "Can I have my towel now?" I slide my hand down her arm and clasp the smooth fabric with my fingers. The feeling of her body against mine is enticing and turning me on once again. I think I'm just horny today, that must be the reason why everything she does excite me sexually.

She lets me take hold of the towel without saying anything and gets a grip back on the handle. "Can I go...now...?"

"If you're satisfied with the truth I told you then yes," I step back and let her have some space, despite the fact that having my hard lower body against her mellow bum is pleasurable.

"Why did you do it without me?" she turns around and lays her precious eyes on me as I'm toweling myself. I'm a bit shook though. "I couldn't hold back anymore...and I didn't want to ask you to do something like that..."

"Why?"

"Well...we were eating, Daehan is awake and...I don't know...I feel bad to make you do something that only me want," I put the towel on the hanger made for it and take my clothes to put them back on as her eyes aren't leaving my figure. "Who said only you would want this?"

"Alright, wait a minute," I stop halfway and stay shirtless to look at her and enjoy the redness of her baby face. "You're telling me you wouldn't mind...doing that for me...?"

"Of course I wouldn't. I take as much as pleasure when I give it to you as well you know,"

I love this sentence a lot.

"I...I just feel embarrassed and...disgusting...I can't stop having that damn...big and hard thing down there every time I think about you, that I see you eating, drinking or just doing whatever the hell you're doing..." I exhale my frustration but also the heavy weight that was crushing me down with shame. "I'm horny as hell and I want you so bad that's not even possible...! Even what I just did wasn't satisfying enough..."

"You shouldn't feel embarrassed neither disgusting if you're feeling that because of me," she tilts her head but drops her gaze on my torso that I haven't covered yet. "I like to know what I provoke to your body."

"Yeah but that's way too much right now if we were just together I would be okay but Daehan is here and I can't ask you to..." I bite my lips at a sudden thought. "To give me a hand..."

"In which sense?" the corners of her lips carve into a shy smile. She got me right in the heart, but not only there, unfortunately. "Both the meanings that sentence can have," I smirk but lick my lips, feeling the tension rising up between us and loving it like hell. "If you know what I mean."

She glances away with her timidity but I walk up to her and let the t-shirt I was supposed to wear, land on the flat surface on my right. I stand right in front of her, my shapes in contact with her alluring body. Her eyes stare into my soul as we're both exchanging silent but powerful words with our gazes. I lay my forearm against the door on which she's leaned back and pass my fingers through her hair.

She moves her hand up my hip and passes over my sensitive lower abdomen, shivering me as the intense eye contact isn't breaking but deepening. In just a blow of air, her fingers move down on the most erogenous zone of my body, to start rubbing it up and down but tease me with more special touches. I gasped instantly as the pleasure filled me in no time, my forehead rests on hers and I close my eyes to enjoy only the physical contact between us, her hand pleasuring me, the shivers she's sending down my spine, her fresh scent of strawberry passing through my nose and our mouths flirting with each other. "H-honey...ahh dammit...You're so good at this...Ohhh gosh..." I grab her hair and pull on them once she's hastening the pace, brushing my lips past hers.

"You want more?" she speaks in a soft voice, enticing me to an even greater level. "Yeah baby..." I moan deeply at the sensation of her hand that entered my sweatpants to keep on going up and down, and go for it.

"Ahh...ohh yeah..." my breathing turns heavy, letting myself slowly get controlled by her and her wonderful hand. A smile appears on her face at the sound of a moan that left my mouth but which was more high-pitched than usual. Exactly similar to a girl's voice which made me feel embarrassed, but I couldn't stop as the speed and the way her delicate hand is pumping the sensitive part of my body is driving me crazy.

"B-Babe..." I whimper at the feeling of her hold tightening and getting deeper into my pants to touch me more with her fingers. I push my lips against her hot ones and clasp her bottom one to kiss her hungrily. My tongue asking for the inside of her mouth, I cannot stop lusting for more but doing both of these actions at once is hard for me. I'm moaning unceasingly between the connections but after last night when I had to contain all my voice inside, this is too enticing when she touches me so I just let myself go.

Her hand suddenly leaves my pants as the orgasm was building up inside of me quickly. "B-Baby...what are you doing...?" I keep my grasp in her fluffy hair, asking for more in a needy way. My eyes staring into hers with desire, she doesn't express anything. "I don't like the fact that you did it without me."

"But...we can continue together...now..."

She shakes her head to refuse to continue. She moves aside and uses the sink to clean her hands, but I cannot stop myself and stick my body against the back of hers, no matter how hard I am. "You really don't want to keep on going...? You're the best at doing this baby," I place my hand on her neck to cup the side of it and kiss the one exposed. I felt the shivers of her skin as soon as my lips skimmed it and that I used my tongue to send crazy things to her heart.

"You disappointed me," she dries her hand before turning around, making her curves rub mine heavily to face each other. "I feel like you absolutely needed to do it because I wasn't good enough."

"Baby, I swear it's thousands of times better when you're the one doing it. I swear to god."

"Whatever," she glances away when I tried to keep the eye contact going between us. She grabs my t-shirt that I dropped on the flat surface earlier and holds it against my naked chest. "Put that on and come eat the rest of your meal," she walks away from me to get out the room, leaving an emptiness inside of me and a coldness outside.