⚠️Mature content ahead.

<FULL(and long)chapter that you can skip if you don't like that stuff>

"I've never done it but...I would like to do it. Can you just trust me?"

"Yeah..." I nod, having confidence in her and what she wants to do with me. She presses her lips on mine but makes me lie down by her side to completely end on my back and have her on top of me, sitting down on my crotch with her enticing curves that I cannot help but enjoy with my eyes and hands. She slightly rolls her hips forward as she bent over me, making my voice give uncontrollable sounds of pleasure out.

She kisses my lips with her sweet and soft ones, my hands passing over her thighs that I cannot help but grab.

"Jungkook," she speaks in a low voice as I opened my eyes to look at her. "Yes, baby?"

"I'm going to do it for the first time so...I'll to try to make you love it, but I'm not sure it-"

"Wait," I interrupt her, not feeling good about this idea. If she's talking about what I think she is, then I'm not prepared. I'm scared I could pass out. "Tell me what you mean."

"Going...down...uhm...you know...on you..." her lips let escape from her mouth as her eyes filled with an innocent look got me to blush right in front of her. "I mean...I'm sorry," she suddenly changes her mind and flees away from the eye contact as if my reaction got her to be surprised. "...I shouldn't have said that...I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable..."

"No. It's okay, baby," I smile but bite my bottom lip, moving my hand up to her face in order to brush her cheek. "I just...I don't want you to force yourself to do this only to please me."

"I want to...I'm just scared that it could not feel good for you..." her face turns crimson in a quick matter of seconds. "Honey," I glide my hands down her back to caress it in a tender way as the feeling of her warm skin on mine is driving me crazy. "Don't do it if you're uncomfortable."

"You don't want me to?"

"It would feel good. You know how much I would love it, honey, no matter what you would do to me, but you don't have to. Don't do things only for me."

She doesn't respond nor says a word, but instead, she leans in to join our lips delicately. I move my hand higher, passing over her arm to cup her cheek and kiss her back. At the same time, I touch her waist and stroke her skin with the tip of my fingers cherishing every inch of her perfect curves.

The kiss suddenly breaks as she left my lips for my jawline, applying some soft pressures on it, before gradually reaching my neck and taking my breath away. Her hand slides down my body at the same exact moment that her tongue brushes past my skin to lead this to something heated with the blazing warmth she's spreading through my veins.

I don't stop her as I can feel her lips going lower, pecking my chest, this one going up and down, swiftly. The more she's going lower and brushing her breasts past my body, the more I'm turned on to an incredible level.

I lose control of myself as soon as she arrives at my lower abdomen and lands her warm lips on it. I breathe heavily and hold my voice back the most I can to not make any sounds in this quiet and dark room. However, I cannot restrain myself once she passes under the blanket to go down and brushes the most sensitive area of my body with her breathing and wet lips. In no time for me to try to collect myself, she holds my cock with her small hand and wraps her lips around it for me to get to the highest point of pleasure after not even one second.

My back arches all by itself in an instinctive way, and I part my lips to let a deep exhalation go out my lungs. This feels way too good, more than what I would have imagined, my body is so stiff that I cannot even relax any of my muscles. "B—Baby..." I run my fingers through her hair as she's bobbing her head, using her tongue to tease me even more with the warmth of her mouth felt on that private part of my body, her hand pumping it in a swift motion, probably because she cannot use her mouth only, or else she would have to go way further than the limit of her throat to have more than half of this part of me inside of her.

"Uh..." I moan without being able to keep it inside. That is way too heated, and she's going so fast that I already feel close to it. I need to keep quiet to not wake Daehan up, but that's so hard for me. I cannot believe she thought she wouldn't be good at it, not a single other girl on this earth could do better than what mine is doing, I know it for sure.

As I'm making the most difficult effort to not open my mouth, several deep vibrations reverberate through my throat. "Y-Y/N...that's so f*cking good, baby—" I squeeze my bottom lip between my teeth, forcefully, as she's starting to stimulate me to a higher degree, she sucks on the tip and jerk her hand up and down, making me throw my head back and let my whiny voice out uncontrollably.

No matter how loud this can be, I can't do it anymore. "O-oh— Baby...I'm close to it..." I twitch at the hard suck she gave to the sensitive tip, her tongue licking the shafts, she goes back to the head and flicks her tongue on the slit to offer me one of the most pleasuring moment. "F-Faster..." I hyperventilate but still force myself to speak in a low voice. As I can feel myself going, I part my lips and push my head back, I push my hips a bit up to hasten the pace and feel my cock going more profoundly in her mouth, but I get placed back properly on the cushions once her hand presses against my abs.

She still pushes a bit more down with her head and makes me feel that she's forcing herself to make it deep.

I'm a real whining mess, and I cannot stop, no matter how hard I'm trying, I can't  I'm overwhelmed, and this is turning me on and going out of hand now that I feel the orgasm about to burst inside of me. My chest is inflating and deflating at an unhealthy speed, my heart punching my ribs violently, not even half of a second to separate each beat that galvanizes my entire body, I feel like fainting, she's really consuming everything of me, and I seriously feel like passing out from all the blood rushing to my brain.

I keep on whimpering unwillingly but grasp the back of the couch just at my right as I restrained myself from pulling on her hair, she's playing with the tip so much that I'm about to cum after a quick moment only. "F—Fuck...b-baby...keep going—" the control on myself is now too far away from me to be grasped again as all I want is to push her head up and down so as to make the movement faster, but since I don't want to do anything wrong, I just hold my urges back and keep my hand in her hair, grabbing them uncontrollably.

She suddenly wraps the sensitive head with her lips and stimulates my entire self with the use of her tongue, swirling it around it to then tease the slit. I can't do it anymore. I bite my lip to contain my emotions, stuttering and losing all my head.

I fail after only a second, I think I'm crying from incredible pleasure. "B-Baby stop...I-I'm gonna cum—" I pull on her hair without willing to and try to stop her, scared that she could spit out because of the taste once I would let go. No matter what I'm trying, she keeps on going and goes even more thirstily. "B-Baby...please-" my body spasms in a humiliating manner, but I peek down at her furtively before feeling my eyes closing and bending my head back again.

She moves her head away but keeps on going with her hand. "Let me do it, Jungkook. Don't worry."

That's it. I cannot keep it inside anymore, my lower abdomen is hurting way too much from all the clenching, and my entire aching body cannot do it any longer. I'm going to pass out, I'm out of breath, and she's wearing me out more than what a workout would do it.

My lips part wider, my muscles contracting, my weakness numb my entire body, I lose my breath and pant hard, in a convulsive manner, before releasing without having the time to say it. "Ohh...f-f*ck" I let out a groan and emit the deepest moan. I whine and grip her hair, thrusting my hips but twitching while cumming in her mouth.

Once I felt her sucking on the tip even more thristily to take the warm liquid inside, the sensitivity of the tip makes my entire body tremble, and I whimper a bit too loudly, in a quivering manner. Without even realizing anything, my hands shakes, and my head falls down on the arm of the couch, my limbs contract and spasms then some more liquid gets released by my exhausted body. All the sweat over covering my skin sticks to the fabrics, the pleasure that the orgasm offered me spreads some tingles everywhere inside of me, and I moan her name.

I'm lightheaded, how could she cause that much? I've never been able to get to that point myself when it's my own body, and this gave me so much pleasure that I couldn't hold anything back but had to let myself come heavily two times in just a short minute, I felt it, it was too much for her, but I tried to hold it back for too long, and I think that's what caused this. That never happened before, that's insane what she's able to do to me. She really got me to show a submissive side that I won't ever be able to erase from now on.

However, my body finally relaxes after this powerful climax, she moves back but keeps on using her wonderful hand to never stop pleasuring me. Does she want to end me? I'm still not able to open my eyes, nor breathe well. I'm sweating so much, and my head feels dizzy from all those intense emotions that I never felt before, my entire body is shaking and I totally feel empty. She's truly better than me to give pleasure to each other.

I keep my lips parted to let all the air out, her hand going up and down as it is now easier for her to do it with the wetness. She stops when I was starting to feel it coming even more, her curves pass over my hard ones to move back up and get to my level. Her swollen lips that she wiped, kiss my neck as I dropped my hands on her back, too weak to do more.

I must be in heaven or in a dream, that cannot be possible. She stops kissing my skin, and as my lids were able to offer me some sight of her, I fall into her starry eyes, deeply, making my heart pound even more hastily as if it was the first time that I'm looking at the woman I love. "Honey..." I struggle to pronounce just a word as my fingers slightly squeezed her waist with feebleness.

My hot cheeks must be ridiculous in this situation, and I think she saw it, obviously, but she has the same problem.

She licks her lips as her thumb stroked my jawline. A smile grows on her face, but she simply leans more over me to kiss me as all I have left inside of me is nothing but a hard pulse sensed everywhere in my body. At the sensation of her mouth connecting with mine, I cannot help but love how soft and swollen her lips are.

No matter how good this feels, she pulls apart but has a weird reaction once she looks back at my features. "Baby..." she gasps with what seems to be shock and hurries to grab a tissue in the small box laid on the coffee table. "Your nose is bleeding," she slightly applies pressure on one of my nostrils to wipe what left my body to my unknown.

I can't believe it.

"Uh...It's okay, baby," I drive my hand up with the most feebleness ever to touch her forearm and brush it, as she's cleaning the red liquid off. I'm so embarrassed.

"There," she rubs the clean part of the fabric on my skin, delicately, for the last time as I cannot help but stare at her and enjoy this moment after what she's done.

I still cannot end this night without doing anything for her.

I wrap one of my arms around her after she dropped the tissue on the coffee table and switch our positions to top her and make my best to hold my body on the couch with my hands. I stare into her eyes with mine that feels more than heavy after what she's done to my body, which never in my life, I would have expected to be so weak.

I spread her legs while getting up on my knees to take her underwear off and pull the blanket higher on us. I bend over her as soon as it's done to end with her bra in order to unfasten it and remove it from her. This is like the best moment of this, I can enjoy her curves to the full and fill my brain with more pleasure. Her hands touch my back, so I lean in and cup the side of her neck to push my lips on it and go lower, gradually.

For some seconds, I gaze at her wonderful body then her eyes that are closing the more I'm touching her. My body is now, degree by degree, getting filled with more energy just by seeing the souls switching and giving mine the upper hand on this.

I go forward and let my skin connect to her burning one, tightly, grabbing one of her thighs as the tip of our lips made one. I quickly move down, pecking every inch of her unceasingly to make my way low on her body and finally reach her sensitive area.

"No, Jungkook," she places her hands on mine that I was keeping on her hips. I look up at her, surprised that she doesn't want me to continue when I didn't even start. "Why...?"

"I..." she bites her lower lip. "I just want you to do like usual. Not that..."

"But you did it to me. I want to give you the same as well," I lay my hand on the cushion and elevate myself to have a better view on her. She wraps her hand around my wrist and employs some soft force to pull on it. "I just want what you did last time. Not that..."

I decide to not insist as I don't want her to feel uncomfortable, and I crawl back up to be at her level and pass my hand through her hair. I wish I could have tried to make her feel the same as what she gave to me. "What's wrong about it?"

"I don't like it..."

"But I've never done it," I comb her hair and pass my fingers over the side of her cute, blushing face in a gentle caress. "I'm pretty sure it would make you feel good..."

"I know but..." she gulps down and drifts her gaze away from mine as her cheeks turned even more red, making my heart pound against my chest. "I feel weird about that kind of stuff, even though I don't mind doing it to you."

"It's okay," I press my lips on her warm ones and stroke her cheek, this one hotter than blazes. "I'm going to do as you want, baby, but I just want you to promise me that it's not for something that you could be scared of."

"It's not," she shakes her head and looks into my eyes in an innocent way, with her pupils dilated as both of us are deeply enraptured by the other. "Does that annoy you...?"

"No, honey. Don't worry about that. I just want to be sure you're not hiding anything from me about something that could have happened, and which would scare you. I want you to feel good and comfortable, so I'll never want to do anything you dislike."

"Hm..." she nods and pecks my lips in a furtive way, always making her actions cute no matter what she's doing. "I just want to do what we did last time."

"As you want, my baby," my lips curve upwards as I let them land on hers for long seconds, before parting each of them to lead us to a more passionate kiss. I make it sweet and tender, holding her warm cheek that provokes a smile to form as I felt her heat on my skin. I move a bit apart and brush my thumb on the soft spot I never leave, to only graze the tip of my lips onto hers and apply kind pressures as I puckered them. I love her so much...My heart beating at warp speed, my veins throbbing with the lava that seems to be coursing through them and that delight is making me realize how much she can make me feel so many things with simple actions, being her and with me, trusting me as much as I do with her.

I now realize that I forgot about something important if I want to start.

"Baby, wait here. I need to put a condo-"

"No," she interrupts me with no second thought, her hand laid on the side of my face.

"What...? Are you sure?"

"Yeah. I want it to be...with just our bodies together...to the full..."

"Honey, you know what this can engender. Right?" I look at her with seriousness, feeling like this could be just a want in the spur of the moment that she could regret later on.

"Does that bother you?"

"No...of course it doesn't but I just want to make sure that this is a serious decision from you. I would feel more than terribly bad if you were telling me afterward that you shouldn't have."

"I'm sure of it Jungkook. I promise you but I just want to make sure it's okay for you as well."

"It is baby," I nod and kiss her lips softly, before staring back into her eyes. "But...don't forget that this is going to feel different and maybe weird once I will...you know...inside..."

"I know," she doesn't step back from her first idea. I decide to trust her and take a deep breath before sliding my hand down. Even though this is the second time that we're doing this, the fear of hurting her will always be there, no matter the uncountable times after which we will have done it, this will remain. I look into her eyes to make this even better and I thrust forth with some strong force that I gave uncontrollably, as my hand that gripped her hips made her body move back, causing a deepness that made us both gasp against each other's skin. I felt it deeply affecting me to a great extent and this got, even more, pleasurable at the sound of her cute but arousing moan that she kept in her mouth.

She was right, the feeling of our bodies together with skin against skin creating hot frictions only makes this even more sensuous than with protection. It's ourselves and I cannot stop being desirous for more once I feel myself inside of her. This is the best feeling in life, I wouldn't be able to live without this anymore, this is unique and special to be that connected to her and learn way more of each other's body.

"Try to keep calm and let go, baby," I hasten my hips to move back and forth a bit more quickly, going a bit deeper and rolling my hips forth as the feelings it's giving to me are more than heightened and that her reaction is giving me the sign that she's loving it. I take hold of her hand and intertwine our fingers, keeping it against the cushion to kiss her neck for some seconds, and cause a higher stimulation to her as I can feel how tense she is. I need to make her relax the most possible. I move my head back up to join our lips and then dive my eyes into hers that she's struggling to keep open with all the vigor and power I'm giving.

No matter how strenuous this is for me, I go faster and push more profoundly inside of her, biting my lips in a keen manner as her nails clawing my back is exciting me to the most. I'm breathing heavily but still letting some inevitable growls and sounds of pleasure leave my mouth, almost at the same rhythm than she does it. We're both doing our best to keep our voices inside but none of us is able to do it successfully. It echoes through our throats and escapes from us when I touch the perfect spot. However, our long, fast and heavy breathings are impossible to stop or soften.

I keep the tip of our lips connected while I'm putting all the strength possible into each thrust to get from her deeper sounds that I want to hear no matter the fact that we need to keep quiet. Her eyes meet mine as she's panting at the same pace than I do, making my heart stops for a short moment from all the feelings and emotions it brought to me. This feels special but even more when we're having those kinds of eye contacts making me lose my mind. Her red cheeks are even cuter in this situation.

"It feels good baby?" I ask, whispering in a tremulous voice full of shivers to make sure she's not in pain, nor uncomfortable. She bites her lips and nods as she rolled her eyes back, closing them and arching her back once I hit her weakest spot.

Now that I know it's the right position, I grip her hip and thrust in the swiftest and deepest way possible, still putting a limit to not hurt her as I let my head rest on the side of hers, our sweaty and hot skins against one another with my shaky and heavy breathing that must be filling and grazing her ear loudly while her faint voice is being enjoyed by my brain from the melodious sounds she's giving. We're both close to it, I need to keep on going, I want her to moan the way she did it during our first time when I made her orgasm several times.

I let all the air escape from my mouth at the speed of light and grab the arm of the sofa to be able to move more mightily. I feel it again, this is the best thing ever to be in such a state and love the moment, not only for what we're doing but also the things it generates into me. The way I know this is not just lust but more fond emotions when we look into each other's eyes, I would do anything for these kinds of moments to be perfect for her all the time, even if it has to be hard and exhausting for me.

I still fear the fact she could not reach the climax, that she could fake it because I'm not good enough, but I don't know what's happening in her head right now so all I can do is just give the best I can, in the most effective way.

"Y/N..." I whisper in a breathy voice against her skin and clasp her lips between mine, as I let my tongue lightly touch them to kiss her more intimately.

"Hm..." her fingers squeeze my back as our foreheads touched.

"I'm going to-...I feel it..." I exhale and inhale with no break given to my lungs nor chest as my limit is being passed over. My voice mixes with hers in the quietest way that we're able to do, but I suddenly groan and stop for short seconds, as I felt myself releasing at the same time than she did. Her body spasmed and tensed at the feeling I caused her to go through with the heavy amount that I didn't expect to leave myself once more. My muscles lost their tension but the moment felt long as if my body couldn't stop itself. This is the most satisfying sensation ever, I'm even more sensitive now that it left me for the third time already. She's driving me crazy and the way she responds with her hands on me, or her lips to kiss me is even more alluring.

She moaned my name in a gentle and soft manner almost inaudible before I locked our lips, keeping one arm along her side and the other close to her head, for me to always have that feathery feeling through my fingers as my hand is remaining on it, to then keep my eyes into hers without moving more. I stay still and kiss her red and wet lips, tempting me to no limits.

As I scrutinized her wonderful unique features for more longer and let myself plunge into her eyes, a faint smile grew on her face which made me widen the one I already had on my face unconsciously. I nuzzle the tip of her nose and skim my lips past hers to kiss them and let myself get attracted by her neck that I cannot help but wanting under my touch, so I peck her on that sensitive area before looking back into her eyes with an unwavering gaze.

"I love you honey," I murmur against her lips with our fond gazes holding each other in thrall of our passion, before kissing her again, to keep on going in a way slower motion to make the sensation even more powerful and fervent between our bodies, sweating against each other. I grab her arm she put around my neck and let ourselves move together at the same rhythm. I slide down, brushing my lips past hers and going down on her chin as she pushed her head back. I thrust forth a bit deeply and kiss her cheek after her soft lips that faintly grabbed my bottom one, my hips going a bit faster, I let myself caress her neck with my wet lips to reach her shoulder and collarbone. Cherishing and pampering every little inch of her sweaty skin that I'm lusting for. I want to end this slowly but with powerful feelings.

---

A/N : Hey, I'm surely going to work again on it to edit this and make it way less long.🤔 Your opinion and point of you would be the best for me to know what I should do.
💕

Thank you for reading it, if you did.❤]