*Zac*
Did she just say what I think she said ? I am blinking furiously to clear the confusion. I know Joel had warned me, but I probably never really understood that it could actually happen. "Pregnant ? I.. I am going to be a father ?"

"Yes or well Nara says that she can make it go away and nobody will ever know". She looks at me, biting her lip.

I feel a flash of pure panic rush through me and tears are threatening to spill from my eyes.  "Please don't do it Zara. We are going to find a solution, I promise you that".

"So you want to have the baby.. you want us to be parents.. together ?" She looks up at with an expression that instantly makes me smile. She wants the baby to, she is just scared.

My hand reach out to caress her stomach. "Of course I want it. I couldn't imagine anyone I rather have a baby with".

"I feel the same. I just don't know what to do, if Imad finds out that I am pregnant he will know something is wrong". She looks so worried.

I have to find a solution to this and fast. I can't let anything bad happen to her or the baby. Actually an idea is forcing in my head. It might even work, there is just someone I need to get a hold of before I reveal it.

"Give me a couple of days. I got an idea and no one will be able to see for some time, so a couple of days shouldn't hurt". I look at her begging.

Honestly I am so very afraid that she will panic and try to have it removed. Not only would it crush me because I want this baby, but I also know it won't be a doctor doing it and I fear it won't be safe for her.

*Zara*
"I really hope that this idea of you will work out.. more than anything actually". I look at him, now feeling a sliver of hope and he leans down to kiss me softly.

I am so very happy and relieved that he wants the baby, even though I am still very afraid that we won't be able to keep it.

"I hope you know that I really thought I couldn't have kids.. it wasn't something I said to fool you". I hope he believe me.

He is smiling softly, pushing a strain of hair away from my forehead. "I know darling, I know. I have been so stupid. It's not your fault, I should have used my common sense".

  "I just wish we could enjoy it. That we could be allowed to be happy about it, and not having to fear what will happen". I rest my head on his chest.

He strokes my back gently and kisses the top of my head. "Believe me I am so very happy, but yes I would wish we didn't have anything to fear".

"You better get back on set before people starts to get suspicious, but I'll see you tonight, right ?" I gently pull away from his embrace.

His hands gently grab my face, pulling me in for one last kiss. "You'll definitely see  me tonight and keep believing my darling, I will find a way".

I look after him as he hurries back to his own room. Oh how I hope he is right, that he is actually capable of finding a solution to this.

I walk back to my own room and lay down on my bed. I dream of how it would be to go go with Zac home. But I don't have the imagination to see myself in LA.

*Sada*
I have been suspicious for some town now, having a feeling that Zara has been doing things with Zac that she shouldn't. The two of them are sending each other longing glances all the time. And once while cleaning I found one of Zara's scares in Tom's room.

Zara actually think we are friends, but in reality I have always been jealous of her. i envy Zara her beauty and the fact that she is married to a rich prince, being able to get everything she wants.

And now she has Zac under her spell too. I had tried hard to get his attention. I find him so very handsome, much better looking than any arabic prince and he is an American actor, so he is probably as rich as a prince.

I had hoped I could seduce him, make him take me with him back to America. Far away from this place and from being a servant. To another world where I could be a star.

I had of course followed him back to the palace, he had been so caught up in his own thoughts that he never noticed me, not even as I snedker into his room to listen to them in the garden.

So Zara is pregnant with Zac's child. I kind of just want to scream. Why do Zara get everything ? Oh believe me, I am going to make her lose everything.