He might be about to do stupid things
*Zara*
"Am I going to see you again tonight ?" Zac is looking at me with such hope in his eyes. We are standing in the doorway out into the garden, saying our goodbye. I have to hurry back to my own room.
I nod as my hands slide around his neck, pulling him down so I can reach his lips for a kiss. "Actually you don't have a choice. Because I won't go without seeing you, so you'll have to see me. I will come to your room as soon as possible, okay ?"
"I can't wait". He smiles at me sweetly and gives me a final kiss. Then i turn, hurrying through the garde, feeling his eyes following me.
I just exactly just make it through my door and down under my blanket before Nara walks through the door. "Well good morning dear Zara, are you already awake ? Did you have a bad night ?"
"Morning Nara, no I have had the most wonderful night". I tell her with a smile and I really did.
The elderly woman look at me softly. "I am happy to hear that sweetie, you do look happy and well rested".
*Zac*
"Morning Joel". I burst into Joel's room. I haven't been able to stay still since Zara left me and I know I am smiling like a loon.
Joel sit up in bed, stretching and looking at the clock. "Why are you so annoyingly happy this fucking early ? This is unusual early for you".
"What ? Is there something wrong with being in a good mood ? The weather is great and we are practically on vacation right ?" I flop down on a couch.
Joel just stare at me and then he closes his eyes, breathing out deeply as he shakes his head. "Oh my God. Zac what have you done ? I know that look in your eyes, you are in love aren't you ?"
I chef on my lip for a moment, running a hand through my hair. "Well.. okay yes Joel, for fucks sake, I am in love with her okay ?"
"No, so not okay Zac. For the love of God she is married and not just married, but married to a Saudi prince. There is no possibility of a happy ending in this". Joel get up and quickly pull on his clothes.
I sigh deeply, it's not that I don't understand his worries. "Seriously Joel, I have to get her out of here. She is so unhappy and her life is not fair. She deserves so much more".
He pats my shoulder. "I get you Zac, I really do. I can follow your thoughts no problem and I get it that you want to help. I even get your fascination with her, but there is nothing you can do. Even if you managed to get her out of the country, he could just come take her back".
I stand up. I don't want to end up having a discussion with Joel about this. I know he just want to protect me. But there has to be something I can do. I simply just can't leave her behind. "We better get on set".
*Joel*
"You are right, let's get going". I don't want to get into this discussion now. It is clear that Zac is not ready to listen.
I do get him, that he wants to help, that he feel it is not fair. I even get his attraction to her, she really is exceptionally beautiful. There just isn't any way this can end good, no solution".
She belongs to her husband and always will. Zac can't just take her with him. And I do love Zac, but he tend to.. lose interest pretty fast. He will sure have forgotten her soon after we return home.
But I will have to keep a close eye on him. Because knowing Zac, means that I also know how spontaneous he trends to be and I fear that he is about to do something really stupid.
*Zara*
I feel like I am in my own happy World all day, going around with a silly smile on my face. I feel like I am walking on air and I almost can't wait for the evening, when I can finally see Zac again.
The longing for him is now also a physical feeling deep in my stomach. A deep need to be in his arms. An urgent need to feel his lips on mine.
But there is also a dumb pain involved. A throbbing pain telling me that he will be leaving soon and then I will never see him again. I have to push the pain away, right now I can't handle it.
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: Truyen247.Pro