So I wrote this story when I was 12 years old, I'm 17. I occasionally still do get notifications of people liking a chapter or adding it to a list so I wanted to clear some things up.

I lied about a lot throughout this book, I said I was 17 and I was not, I used a girls face and said it was me at some point, clearly she is not me. I am a 17 year old black girl named Ayri. My name is not Cassie, but I lied about myself a lot because I was ashamed of myself and my race. And I apologize, it was wrong and I knew it was.

And another thing that I would like to point out, I was wrong for writing this book. Im going to explain why, and im not going at anybody fo reading it, im honestly just keeping this book up for the shits n giggles. But, basically Ben is, like 12 years old or something?

The community sexualizes him a lot and it's honestly weird. Because he is a 12 year old dead boy, he can't age. Just like Sally, he literally cannot age.

Because I was 12 at the time I was attracted to a character that I could relate to, he was young into video games and childish just like I was at the time.
There's nothing wrong with being attracted to characters  around your age, but it is wrong to sexualize them and I realize now that kids have no business reading things like this because it really does affect how they view sex and it gives them unrealistic standards. I thought that because I was the same age that somehow made it okay and it does not.

I'm never going to continue this book, or another Ben Drowned x reader book because it's not something that I'm comfortable doing anymore due to my age.