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To myself,

Everything you do is for him.
Be happy for him.
Be sad for him.
Be rebellious for him.
Be outgoing for him.
Be what you never were for him.
Because he's the only one,
you truly have.
Because no one's gonna
love the real you.
Because no one would accept the real problematic you.
Do it for him,
even it makes you fake.

Sincerely, J.