09/20/**

To myself,

His presence was absent,
and so is the happiness in everyone.
I, too, was left alone with nothing but loneliness.
Again.
I know it sounds selfish,
but I wish he would be immune of
sickness.
To be by my side.
Because it feels like,
like a shelf without a book.
Another thing,
families are a thing I question.
Why don't I have one?
It's never considered as a family if you're not welcome.
They never cared.

Sincerely, J.