Ryan-JungKookie this chapter is dedicated just for you.

Yes I know that life may be tough for us now but....it gets better.I know it will because we will have each other. That's all we will ever need. Just each other because we make each other happy. We both care each other. Like right now I'm ignoring text messages from all my friends just to make a chapter for you.I wanted to say that I love you and care about you. You might think that I'm lying or joking around but I swear that I'm saying the truth. Every time when your sad I tell all my friends that I have to go. Which I do.... I have to go and make sure that my crush...my world.....is okay. Because I care about you so much. I love you more than you think. I love you enough that I actually dream about you every night. I always wake up knowing that I'll try to save you again, and that I get closer and closer to actually doing so. But some days I am the complete opposite. But I always ALWAYS want you to know that I'm here for you.Your the reason why I stopped cutting. Your the reason why I actually made it into 2017. Without you I'd be dead...unthankful that I meat you. And yes I know that if Jake reads this he will be pissed off at you for saying something in the comments bit truly he deserves to be mad at me because I'm showing how much I love and care about you. I know that a lot of people think they truly know me but there wrong. I've told you more about my life than any other of my friends. I trust you a lot and I know that I'll never loose that. I know that you care about me too. And I know that you want me to be happy but....your mood effects mine A LOT. And when you told me that you were close to ending your life...or wanting to I literally stopped answering all my friends and talked to you. Because I can't bare to loose you to the same thing that made me depressed....I can't loose you to suicide...I can't loose my fifth friend/crush to vomit suicide. So please....read as much of my stuff as you want and spam me with messages because I care about you and want to help/save you. Like right now I should be sleeping but I want to help you so I'm writing this chapter JUST FOR YOU! please realize that I'm always here and that I love and care about you. I hope to meet you one day.
Temmie/ Mark out~