Chapter 29
Last night was one of the best nights I had. I have never slept so peacefully. The usual numbness and black outs I faced was no more. It was a dreamless night. I wasn't stuck in that infinity hole of pain and darkness. I was able to breathe again. It was like a huge weight has been lift off of me.
I feel elated, I was so close to finding out who I am and how I was as a person. We were going to drop by at the hospital after Jungkook's office day. I was nervous. What if I wasn't a good person? What if I was someone who hurt others and never cared about other's feelings? All these thoughts were going around my mind giving me a hard time to face myself.
We were on our way to his office. It was my first time going there and my second time going out of the house. I missed fresh air although I fear something like last time happens again.
"And this is my office. You can be comfortable around here as you wish." He perfected the sentence with a bow like a prince.
I chuckled at his behaviour as I returned his gesture with a so not very princessy bow.
I quickly took a glance as I paced around slowly taking in all the details of Mr. Jeon Jungkook's office room. It was neatly organised. Even the files were arranged in a perfect line. The room had a vanilla fragrance from the candles that was just blown off seconds before we entered. The room defines Kook.
I turned to see him staring at me fondly which he quickly diverted to the laptop. He was stamping on the keyboard with full concentration. And I knew the device wasn't even swtiched on from the reflection from the glass cupboard behind him. He was typing like there's no tomorrow. I chuckled at his action.
I didn't have anything much to do solely because I couldn't explore the office. I can't leave his side and I didn't want to bother him while he's working. He must have a lot of work since he haven't come here in a while.
I comforted myself on the couch as I laid down on my back resting my head on my arm, gazing at Kook. He was so into his work as his lower lip was slighty pulled forward in a pout. He does that when he's concentrating on something. His big doe eyes told he was serious but at the same time showed his soft side.
He checked upon me as he stole quick glances on my side with a smile that gave me butterflies. After about another few hours he came towards me and he scooted beside me on the couch. He slipped off his hand behind my head supporting while his other snaked around my waist pulling me closer. I could smell the cologne and his heart was beating fast as I laid my palm on his pounding chest feeling the throb.
He tucked in my hair as he bore his eyes onto mine. I could stare at his eyes and forget everything else for ever. His eyes could show me the whole world than what the world shows me. He was my world.
"Let's leave early to the hospital. I don't wanna bore you here anymore." He spoke gently.
"No, you must have a lot of pending work to do. I can wait and besides I'm not alone. I have you here." I replied poking his chest tenderly. He smiled as his eyes beamed with joy.
"I don't have much to do. Hyungs handled most of it. I want you to see the 'you' in the hospital and also I want to learn more about you."
My smile slightly went to a straight line as all my agonies rushed back.
"What is it tell me?" He caught up on my slightest mood change.
"It's... it's just what if I'm not a good person. What if I was the worst person who someone wants to be with?" I sighed.
"No you're not. As long as I'm concerned you're the most humane person I've ever known. You are a beautiful person both inside and out. You always cared for us no matter what. When we first saw each other you never tried to use your powers to hurt me. Instead you always made sure I won't get afraid of you and pulled me closer to get to know you and myself. So trust me nothing about the past can change my impression of you." He smiled genuinely as he kissed my forehead and pulled me closer to his chest which I gladly snuggled into.
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