The door swung open showing a wide eyed Jimin staring at us well actually just Jungkook. We sprung apart seeing his expression. I couldn't even look Jungkook in the eye because, one thing, I was still not over the heated moment we just had and the other I was shivering due to what just happened. I was slightly mad at Jimin for interrupting us. But it's ok I can't hate him, he's too adorable.

"Ara, did you guys finish?" Jimin asked trying to ignore what he saw. Maybe he didn't understand what he saw, I might be overthinking.

"Tell him it's done, Kook." I told him looking at the boxes spread across. He told Jimin.

"Can you take this to Jin hyung? He said the truck will arrive shortly."

I started picking one by one and loading it on  top of one another.

"I will help you." Jungkook joined me, so did Jimin.

"No need guys, I can handle this by myself."

Seriously this was not heavy at all for me. I stacked all of them and took it to the floor above.

Jin was already there loading other old stuffs they don't use anymore. I put all this near him. But Jin told me it's better if I don't help them load it in the truck. The people might see it and raise doubts.

I returned back to basement only to stop in front of the door. I heard them both speaking. I know it's bad to sneak up on others but they were talking about me.

"Kookie, what do you think you are doing?" It was Jimin.

"What is it hyung?"

"Don't pretend you don't know anything. I know something was happening when I came here."

"What nothing happened, we were just arranging everything."

"You know, you are bad at lying, so don't even try. Not just me, Suga hyung also told me about what he saw."

"Hy..hyung. It's jus.."

"I don't know what's going on between you two, but I don't think it's going anywhere good. Do..do you like her?"

"I..I don't know"

"Whatever you think you have, please forget it Kookie. You know it's never going to happen. You are a human. She's not. I like her, she is like a sister to me, but we should not forget that..that she is a....ghost."

"Hyung please don't tell that. Please don't make it seem like....like she is dead. She's not. Please hyung." I could hear his voice cracking.

"Kookie, I know it's something hard to believe. But but it's the truth. We need to face the truth. It might hurt you now, but if you guys keep going on it's going to destroy you. I'm telling this for both of your own good. Please try to understand."

The door opened suddenly revealing me to Jungkook. Jungkook's face was wet with tears. I wanted to hug him, comfort him. But that's the last thing I should do after hearing what Jimin said.

Jimin left the room not knowing I heard it all. I couldn't stand there facing Jungkook right now. I might go and hug him and never let him go. So I just left the room and went to Suga's room.

There was no one in the room. I stood there by the balcony and sat myself on the floor staring at the light blue sky.

What did you think, you idiot? You are not human. No matter how much you try to be one, you are not. No matter how much you wish to be like them, you can never live like one. So don't get your hopes up. Jimin said the right thing. He was only trying to help you both from falling too hard. He only has good interests for you both.

You should stay away from Jungkook. Spending too much time with him will make you desperate to have a normal life, which you can never have. Ara, if you want him to have a good life, you need to get out of the picture. See, you don't even know your full name. You only got to know your name from a mere bracelet. You remembered your parents only to be separated from them again. You don't have to make Jungkook go through your miserable life and destroy his' too.

My face was wet with tears and my chest was hurting. Something is happening to me. I can feel pain now, which I never felt before. I get hurt like others. Maybe I'm becoming weak. Pretty soon, before them or I realise, I might leave them. This time it might be forever. I should have known this day would come soon enough. I always thought I will be with them, protecting them, living with them like a family. But I realised now it was just a crazy fantasy of mine. A stupid lunatic fantasy.