Chapter thirty two

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I was already dressed in my trouser pant and t-shirt and collected the mess Lavi made on the floor earlier by the time he walked back in and sat across me on the stool.

"Are you feeling better now?" His eyes searching mine closely.

"Compared to earlier? I'd say am better" tucking a strand of loose hair resting on my face back into the bun on my head.

"You sure look and sound better comparing to how terrible you were when I came in earlier" he teased.

"That's because I was feeling absolutely terrible when you showed up like some Romeo! What if someone had seen you?"

"Well no one saw me come in except for the gate man of course and he isn't much of a problem you know? I think he likes me" tapping at his cheek with a silly grin on his face.

"Since when did you two become such good buddies?" With my brow raised at the explanation he was willing to give.

"Since today I guess? He didn't object when I told him I was here to see you" he shrugged.

"Don't you think it's because he recognized you from before?"

"I think it has something to do with my charms cos even you fell for it"

"I see but I don't think my dad will fall under the charm of someone that sneaks around his daughter's room behind his back when he is not home you know?" Teasing him further.

"I'm sure your father will understand that his daughter has robbed me of my own little heart and am left with nothing but my guts  which has led me to seek you out in a time like this because that is something that can't be broken. it's never afraid of anything or anyone" he countered back with a smirk.

"Such heroic speech you have going on my darling but tell you what? My dad is already out of town right now so maybe you should save it until when he demands for it"

The look he gave me after saying those words was flattering as he moved closer and sat beside me on the bed,his hand pushing my hair behind my ear.

"W-what are you doing?" I shuttered

"Do you think your dad will hate me more if I hug you right now?"

"What?"

"Because I might be tempted to kiss you while at it but only if you will let me" his eyes boring into mine as he moved closer by the second.

"Is that all you wanna do to me?" My voice suddenly reduced into a whisper.

"Would you like me to do something else?"

My throat has suddenly gone dry and I couldn't make out a single word as I stared at him with my heart racing all over the globe in a bit of frenzy.

His lips claiming mine are the only thing pulling me out of my delusional state as my hand snake around his neck to pull him closer. He nimble and pulled at my lower lip and held it slightly between his teeth as he teased and moan against my mouth. All the butterflies in my stomach were on full parade at this point pushing me deeper into the fluttering feeling waving right inside of me.

"Make me a woman Lavi" I said the word before i could think it over in my head.

He pulled away from me as he stared back at me. Eyes wide; mouth hanging!

What the fuck did I even mean by that?

What is wrong with me?

I mean, when did I become this hormonal teenage girl cos she sure looks like me but doesn't sound like me.

"What did you just say? Scratch that even! You are joking right?" His face more serious than ever.

Maybe am joking... Maybe am not cos this endless desire to feel something else is killing me.

I shrugged instead as I pulled my lower lip between my teeth while staring down at the floor not willing to lock eyes with him at this point before am forced to admit or deny what I had said not long ago. Cos let face it; How do I admit wanting him in a different way and hell! What if he doesn't even feel the same. I'd be the biggest slut around town. And who will I blame my audacity on? This nagging feeling that keeps creeping to my chest every time he kisses me? Cos that's the burning fuel behind my stupidity and hell! this has got to be the breaking point.

I finally made a fool out of my self of course.

Aunt Nene please come back already.

"Look at me K" his voice gentle as he tilt my chin up to look at him again.

"Be honest K..do you really mean what you said earlier? About asking me to make you a woman?"

"Please don't make me say it again Lavi. I don't know what came over me okay? I'm sorry"

"Hey, don't be sorry. Am not mad at you or anything like that. I just wanted to be sure I heard correctly and not over stepping my boundaries here" giving me a small smile.

"So you are not mad or secretly thinks am weird coming at you like a hot slut?"

"Hey! Don't ever use that word to refer to yourself okay? You are beautiful with all due respect and if you want something from me,just say it"

"So you are gonna make love to me if I ask you to?"

"Yes I guess even though I think we shouldn't"

"And why not?"

"Well first of all, we are in your room; under your father's roof and secondly we don't have a condom" he explained as calmly as he could.

"I really don't care if we do it right here or somewhere else under the sky. What matters is that you and I are together and besides; who needs a condom on their first time" saying that last part in a whisper.

"Well we do because this is also my first time and we are both inexperienced and many things could go wrong if we don't do this right!"

"Things like what?"

"Like you getting pregnant for example and STD just to mention a few"

I raised my brow at him once he was done mentioning his list of things that could go wrong!

If only he can just shut up and think of a positive side to this even though I doubt if there is any but I rather not think about it right now. My mind is already made up.

"Are you gonna seat there and think about all the wrong think about having sex or you're just gonna fucking do it"

"Are you sure you don't wanna give this a second thought?"

"Nope! Mind made up. So are you in or out?"

"I guess i can't back down now or can I?"

"Nope unless you wanna get yourself another girl of course" that didn't mean to come out as a threat any less than it did but he took it seriously as his lips came crashing into mine again pushing against me with a new kind of domination and authority.

Oh gosh...this is really happening.

A/N

Hey guys...I'm going to be honest here. I have been having a really hard week deliberating over this next few chapters cos am having a hard time writing all that but then again I owe you guys this chapters cos for the story to move ahead. Some certain things has to happen and am trying my best to write them to the best of my abilities and hoping it comes out just right.

Here is a fore warning to anyone of you who might take an exception to the next chapter cos it might be a bit X-rated and all but I will try to make it less graphic but either way, I just figured I should warn you still 😉

With love
Xoxo
Agnesomalia