Chapter thirty three

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Making sure not to loose his grip around my waist. He lowered me back on the bed, his eyes not leaving mine even for a split second. The anticipation of what is coming is killing me slowly and taking over my senses as his lips found mine again before pulling it into his mouth; teasing and biting playfully at it. Stopping only to pull his shirt over his head before reaching for me again as he place kisses all over the croak of my neck as he continued to murmured sweet nothing into my ears.

I tucked at the bed sheet hard as I squirm under the heat of his mouth. He flinch back at my touch the moment they found their way down to his torso.

"What? Did I do something wrong?" Instantly regretting my mindless action.

"No no you didn't... Just touch me again please" he practically begged.

"Where do you want me to touch you?" Not sure where he would love me to touch him exactly.

"Anywhere you want...I just need to feel your hands on me as well" picking up my hands and placing it right back where it slipped off earlier.

"Okay"

I have always wanted to touch him and now that he is almost naked in front of me,I'm clueless on what next to do. Hell!

Seating up on the bed with him kneeling over me,I placed one kiss at a time on his chest; making my way down his lower abdomen while looking up at him making sure he was enjoying every bit of my action and of course he was as his head kept falling back on his shoulder while biting down at his lower lip.

Epic..

I could feel his junior member getting hard down there and becoming more visible through the fabric of his jean. I couldn't dare to look at it twice no matter how curious I got.

This isn't as easy as I thought it'd be.

Realizing how uncomfortable it was for me to look at him. He reached for my face and cupping it between the palm of his hands,he tilt my face upward to look at him again.

"It's okay to look at me princess. No need to be shy with me now and you have to tell me if I do something wrong that you don't like! Just tell me okay? Or do you want us to stop?"

"No no, it's fine. We don't need to stop. I just need to get used to doing this" meaning every single word cos they is no way am backing down from this now.

This is it!

"Are you sure?" He asked again giving me that look that says ' I know you are scared'

"Yes am sure. So where were we?" With a croaked smile.

"I think we were in the middle of getting you to look at me" winking at me.

I tugged at the hem of my shirt, pulling it over my head before he could stop me. His eyes went wide with shock as his eyes rake over my bare chest.

I feel so damn vulnerable without my clothing.

Before I could reach out a hand to cover myself. He pulled it over and had it pinned back on the bed and kept staring at me.

"So beautiful" his voice so low that i barely heard the world fall from his lips

"I want to adore and see every bit of you please?"

"Okay!"

circling a love shape across my belly button. He continued his explore, tracing every curve and shape stopping only an inch close to my tits before looking to me for permission and I couldn't help but smile at him not that I could help it of course. He lowered his head to kiss me there as my back arch involuntarily off the bed before he reach for my mouth again. Teasing me gently and tenderly,easing all the anxiety building inside of me. And Just when I thought I might melt against him,he pulled away again but not completely as he supported himself with his elbow.

"Are you really sure about this?" He asked yet again for the hundred and tenth time.

"Yes! Yes! Yes! My God, ask me one more time and I will fucking kill you"

He chuckled at my word before placing a quick kiss on my lips while pulling off his boxer and revealing himself in his full glory before aiding me to rid myself of my trouser pant and underwear.

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Nothing could prepare me for the pain that rip through me the moment he thrust against my opening. I thought I was definitely ready to welcome this piercing pain ripping through me but I guess not. I found myself biting down at my lower lips pushing back any snob threatening to escape my mouth. Even though he kept whispering word of comfort into my ears trying to sooth the throbbing pain,I was still wishing for it to be over already even before it started.

The sooner he get this cherry popped? The better!

I did imagine it will get worst until it got better and better with each thrust transporting us both into a world of bliss and ecstasy with my hand digging deeper into his back as we both travel to a world where only lovers has been since the beginning of time and released when we reached our climax before he slowly eased himself out of me.

Blast!

As I lay snuggled up against his chest with his arm wrapped around me; breathing in his scent. It all came back to me like a flash right from the very first day he spoke to me and to the moment he hugged me back at the library not to mention the day we shared our very first kiss, all led to this one moment.

Heaven!

I feel a little bit sore down there between my thighs but that is nothing compared to the silly wide grin plastered on my face. Lavi was extremely careful not to hurt me more than necessary but after the euphoria we just lived through; I won't mind relieving every moment with him over again.

"Are you okay?" His voice pulling me out of my thought as I looked up at him with a smile.

"A little sore maybe but you bet am ecstatic"

He placed a quick kiss on my forehead as he pulled me closer into his chest.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you princess" he whispered.

"You didn't hurt me...you gave me the best moment of my life" Kissing at his hands sweetly before interlocking them.

"If there was another way to this; i would have taken it without hurting you even in the slightest"

"I know but this is the way it is and you're gonna make me feel bad if you keep apologizing like that" smacking him across the shoulder... " we both wanted this remember?" Rolling my eyes

"I know but I can't help it still"

Gosh can he be any sweeter than he already is?

We laid in that position for another five minutes not saying a single word but spoke more than words could describe.

"What happens after now?" his voice breaking through the silence

"I don't know but I guess we'll figure it out one step at a time?"

"I don't want to sound crazy but I don't want to loose you k"

"Me neither" pulling a bit from him in other to kiss the bridge of his nose.

He sigh in deeply as he pulled me closer yet again.

"Do you want to stand up now?"

"I'm too comfortable snuggled against you this way even though I want to pee so badly"

"I knew you were; rubbing against me like that..you better go before i pull you under again"

"Will you really?" Batting my lashes at him

"I should have know you will challenge me on that one"

"Don't you think it's only because you know am equal to the challenge?" wiggling myself off the bed.

I wince in pain the moment my feet hit the floor first.

"Are you okay?" Aiding me to seat back on the bed.

"I'm fine...just need to get to the bathroom first"

"Should I carry you there?" Scooting me into his arms bridal style before I could answer.

He lowered me to seat against the toilet before turning to grab some tissue from the toiletries stand and kneel in front of me.

"What are you doing?"

"Cleaning you up what else?"

"I can see that but you don't have to. I'll just take a quick shower and I will be fine"

"You can still do that when am done so just let me help you"

I watched in total embarrassment as his hands run all over my thigh,wiping every trace of blood and semen off my legs.

"Now you can go ahead and shower before you die from embarrassment" smirking at me before kissing at my forehead

"Thanks...I'll be quick"

"I love you" stopping at the door to smile at me.

"I love you too lav"

He took one glance at me before disappearing through the door.

A/N

This chapter wasn't easy to write but I gave it my best. Lavi and Katherine wanted their first time to be special and I sure hope I did justice to some of the details.

Please vote and make me happy guys...

With love
Xoxo Agnesomalia