Chapter twenty five

Katherine's POV

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What in the world just happened? My head is spinning and I can't think straight. For a moment there,I thought it was my dad even though it still doesn't make it less awkward that it was aunt Nene who walked in on us while eating each other faces with barely our clothes on.

Aunt Nene seemed to be in a state of shock and Lavi can't be any more awkward than he already is acting like a child who was caught stealing muttering apologies over and over again.

"I'm really sorry ma'am. I didn't mean for any of these to happen" Lavi had apologize again for the tenth time earning himself an eye roll from me.

"Your clothe is ready and the driver is waiting to take you home" replied aunt Nene with a cold glare.

"O-okay...thanks" he shuttered awkwardly as he grab the clothes from her out stretched hands and head for the door before stopping in his tracks

"Should I change in here or go outside?" He asked not looking to any one in particular.

"Kate and I will wait outside" answer aunt Nene shooting me a cold and distanced glare.

We stepped outside the door and aunt Nene turned to walk away before I Stopped her.

"Are you just going to walk away? Won't you scold me at least?"

I couldn't decipher the look in her eyes when she turned and looked at me.

Was it sadness or anger at me!

Couldn't point out exactly what it could be.

"Do you want me to scold you?" Her voice steady and unmoved.

Her question hit me right on the chest. Maybe it's because I was expecting her to act like my mom would and scold me for being so irresponsible but I guess I deserve the coldness she was giving me. She is not my mom! We are not even related and I can't expect her to act differently with me.

"No...I guess not" my voice equally void of emotions

I walked passed her heading towards the main entrance before my tears spill over. She is not my mom and I shouldn't get mad or cry simply because she doesn't give a fuck about what I do with my life. I guess am this way because a part of me would have loved for her to maybe yelled at me for doing that but I guess it's my fault if I was expecting that much from her.

It was cold when I made it out and sat in the open just across the door way. The compound was shining brightly thanks to the light coming from the security lights outside and looking up in the sky,the moon was peeping through the dark cloud as well. This has been one hell of a night no doubt...one minute I was crying; another minute I was caught up in a heated passion with Lavi and now here I am seating out here with tears trickling down my cheeks again.

Hell....

Everyone was gone now, just a huge mess of empty bottle of cola and give away bags were left littered around the whole place. Maybe I should start cleaning a little to clear my thoughts instead of seating over here and crying over what could have happened and what didn't actually happened.

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"Hey!"

"Hey"

"I'm really sorry about what happened in there. It's my fault,I shouldn't have allowed myself get carried away like that... I just...didn't know how to stop.. Am sorry" he finished and just stared back at me with guilt all over his eyes and I didn't know what to say to make him feel less guilty.

"What happened back there is that we were caught making out and to be honest? I'm not sorry about it so you can stop feeling guilty now" I snapped at him as I shoved two empty bottles into the trash bag.

He looked pretty surprised with my reply cos let face it. It's either we feel sorry about what didn't happen or move ahead. He bend over and grabbed an empty can of Pepsi from the floor and placed it inside the bag as well.

"Maybe you were right K. They is nothing to be sorry for. It's not like we were doing something inappropriate before someone walked in on us right?" His eyes bore into mine as he knelt beside me with his hand still lingering on the trash bag.

"Well, I didn't mean it like that but I don't want you to feel guilty either" getting up on my feet

"I thought so too princess.. We have to admit our mistakes and think about the people around us too and how our actions can hurt them"

In as much as I would have loved for him to just shut up and maybe kiss me again; I also know that he is right. We shouldn't be playing this sort of games especially not at this point in our lives. Things could get really messy and I don't know if neither of us can handle that.

"You're right lav, I didn't plan on doing any of that tonight.. I mean it just happened and just like you said it yourself; neither of us were able to control how we felt so we just kept going until she showed up"

"I don't know what would have happened if she didn't walked in through that door" his hand wipe at his face in a nervous gesture as he also admit to loosing control as well.

"Me neither but let not keep talking about that now shall we?"

"Yeah right.. I should go now, it's pass eight already and I told my mom 8pm"

"Wait! Uhmm about the candle stuff; were you serious about that?"

His hands found mine as he tilt my head to look up at him

"Of course you know I am... I'm ready whenever you are okay?"

"Okay!"

He smiled at me as he kept trying to decide whether to keep holding my hand or just hug me again.

Gosh I think I have had enough of his awkwardness for today.

"Are you gonna make me ask or you're just gonna hug me because I know you want to" my brow furrowed.

He grabbed at me as he pulled me into a hug.

"You're one crazy girl you know that right?" Oh I could still hear the mocking bird beneath that rude remark but what do I care when he is also crazy about me.

"I know Lavi and you're no better trust me" giving him the knowing look as we pulled away and stood an inch away.

"I love you" humoring me with a small smile.

"I know you do and I love you too" I replied sheepishly.

"I will call you when I get home that's if I can manage go revive my phone"

Oh his phone...

How can I forget

"It's okay if you can't.. We'll just have to find another way to keep in touch" his face spread into a full blown smile at my reply.

"I guess we would"

"Yeah we always do anyways" I shrugged.

This night didn't turn out so bad after all. I finally celebrated my birthday without feeling so guilty about my mom's death and got kissed by my friend and as if that's not awkward enough? Aunt Nene walked in on me getting all smoochy with my ex lover even though I don't even know how to refer to him anymore. I don't even know what we are at this point. He can't seem to stay away and hell! I don't want him to either. At least not anymore. Especially not after we nearly made love some minutes ago.

Made love?

Wow...

The thought of that happening alone gives me butterflies.

Maybe I should really head inside instead of getting creepy ideas and besides Lavi has left with the driver already and my feet were getting cold and I can't possibly pick up all these trash tonight and where the hell is my dad though?

A/N

I bet you all thought hell was going to come crashing on those two sneaky lovers isn't it? but guess you thought wrong!

Anyways,do you think aunt Nene handle the situation like she should or not...i'll be glad to read your thought though

With hope
Xoxo Agnesomalia