~falling into place
Chapter twenty seven
Obi's POV
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It's been three days since the incident at Katherine's birthday and my mind hasn't been at rest especially after what I saw happening between the two of them. All i wanted was to inform her that i was leaving only to find her making out with her boyfriend. I felt sick to my stomach watching as she moan out his name and to think that she almost hit me because i kissed her is an understatement.
I was so hurt that I left without even a goodbye and even blurted something to aunt Nene on my way out. I wonder what actually happened after I left. I bet hell went down or not but at least someone must have gotten kicked out as they deserved.
I feel really ashamed and so mad at myself for what I did but that's nothing compared to the pain in my chest when I found them like that. I know I have no right to feel all these emotions but I can't help it either. I can't help but feel like he is taking advantage of her love for him.
I feel terrible thinking that I almost took advantage of her too when I kissed her without her permission. I really didn't mean to kiss her without her consent but everything happened so fast that I didn't know what else to do to shut her up.
I wasn't really thinking at that moment. I just did it! Her lips were so soft against mine that I didn't know when to stop and even though she didn't kiss me back; it felt so real and good.
I sound stupid I know but that's the way things are around her.
I never thought, I would kiss anyone but I go crazy anytime she look at me with those plump lips of her. They were practically calling at me to kiss them and I did without thinking of the consequences thereafter.
I doubt if she will ever trust me around her again but am still not going to give up either way. I need to earn her forgiveness and maybe her trust again as well even if I have to beg for it. It hurt to think that, she trusted me and I let her down because finally we were getting along so well and everything was falling into place until I ruin it again of course with that stupid kiss.
I'd give anything to have her look at me the way she do with that jerk face but I guess that's just the irony of life. We run after the people who don't love us and ignore those that truly loves us and will give any thing just to be with us.
We humans are truly blind when it comes to those who truly loves us. We hold them to their mistakes and turn a blind eye to the mistakes of those we love.
No wonder they say love is indeed blind.
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I arrived at their house not sure of what I'd say to her when we see each other. I called her on my way here but got no answer. I gave a shaky knock on the front door and waited for answer. Some seconds later,the door flew open and I was face to face with aunt Nene and not Katherine as I had expected giving me a bit of relief.
"Hello aunt; Good afternoon" I greeted.
"Afternoon my dear,come right in" gesturing for me to go in with her hands.
"I was cleaning in the kitchen and didn't hear you over here" giving me an apologetic smile.
"It's okay aunt... I came to see Katherine, she is not picking my calls" not sure if she needed any reason for my coming or not.
"She is up in the storage room grabbing the Christmas decorations. She should be down shortly" she told me as she turned to leave.
"Okay..I will just wait for her to come down" I replied to no one in particular as her back was already turned to me and was making her way back to the kitchen.
I didn't wait long before her happy footsteps were heard descending the stairs with a basket in one hand. She stopped in her track when she saw me.
"What are you doing here?" She brushed passed me and walked towards the living room.
"I called but you were not picking so I just thought I should come see you instead"
"You shouldn't have come here. I already told you am gonna think about trusting you again and I sure need space deciding that don't you think?" Her voice icily as ever.
"You didn't leave me with much choice you know? Especially when you refused to pick my calls"
"And your best idea is to come over here? Why would you think I will want to see you when I didn't even take your calls to begin with" her brow raised.
"Well you could say I was hoping you would"
" I see" rolling her eyes.
Placing the basket of decorations on the table, she began to unwrap the Christmas tree while shooting me a deadly glare but I still wasn't going to budge but rather offer a helping hand.
"Let me help you with that" I offered scooting down in one knee beside her.
"You really don't have to! I can do this on my own" she snapped at me but I could feel the fight dissolving form her features.
"I know you can but I still want to help either way"
"Okay fine!suit yourself then"
Her phone vibrated in her pocket and she pulled it out and immediately her face light up with that smug grin she can't even hide and I can very much guess who she is chatting with.. I guess am going to have to put up with all these just to get close to her...
Things we do for love thou.
A/N
Obi is back and asking for another chance to be a better friend. Do you think he'd be better now or not
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With love
Xoxo Agnesomalia
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