She calls for me and ask, "Do you want to get something to eat?"

"Not tonight. I'm kind of busy. I have a date with my oven and with Eleanor." I say

"Who is Eleanor?" she asked

"She is Louis' girlfriend and my best friend. She's a great girl." I say. " You're welcome to come over though."

"Oh okay. Which one is Louie?" she asked

"Louis is this one." I say as I took out my phone to show her the boys. "This is Liam, this is Harry and this is Zayn."

"Wow! Harry. He is hot." she said

"That's my other man. He is my best friend out of the other guys." I say

"How does Niall feel about that?" she asked

"He's fine. He knows Harry is my best friend. But he didn't at first." I say "But everyone had to explain to Niall that Harry and I were just friends, nothing more."

"So is Harry single?" she asked

"Actually, he is seeing someone." I said. He really wasn't, but she didn't need to know that.

"Are any of them single?" she asked

"No. They are all taken. Zayn and Louis are engaged, Liam is with Sophie. She's pretty cool." I say

"So Louis and Zayn are engaged? Which ones are they again?" she asked

I show her.

"Yeah. Louis and Eleanor then Zayn and Perrie. She's from the girl group Little Mix." I say

"That's cool." she said

"Well, I'm gonna go now. If you want you can still come over." I say

I got home and start baking. 20 minutes pass and my Skype rings. I answer and its Eleanor.

"Hey girl. I thought you were going to call me later?" I ask

"I know, but figured I'd talk to you face to face." she said

"Good! I have something to tell you. The girl I was friends with, the one who said Niall and I wouldn't last. I ran into her at the store and she said sorry. " I say

"Really? What happened next?" she asked

"She invited me to dinner." I say

"And?" she asked

"I said I had a date with my oven and you." I say

"Why?" she asked

"I don't quite want to be best friends with her again. I want to take it slow." I said

"That's true." she said

"Plus, you're my main girl now. You're a better friend than she ever was." I say

"So what are you going to do?" she asked

"Well, I invited her over. Maybe if she talks to you she will see everything is cool and believe me that this thing between Niall and I will last." I say

"Well I don't think You need me love. If she doesn't believe you, that's that." she said

"I just miss you so much. When will I be able to see you and the girls?" I ask

"I'm not sure. Soon I hope." said Eleanor

"That way I can take a vacation from work. A much needed one at that." I say

"When I find out I'll let you know."she said

There was a knock at the door.

"Hold on a minute El." I said as I went to open the door.

"You made it." I say

"Yeah. What you doing?" she asked

"Come in. I'm talking to my girl Eleanor." I say

"Oh, I can leave." she said quickly

"No, it's okay. I was just talking about you to her. Telling her I ran I to you and invited you over. want to meet her?" I asked

"Sure. I guess." she said

"El, this is my umm..." I say not knowing what to call her

"I'm Samantha." said Sam

"Sam this is Eleanor. El this is Samantha." I say

"Nice to meet you Samantha." said Eleanor. "Well, I'll call you later tomorrow."

"Okay, thanks for talking to me. Tell the other girls and the guys I said hi, and I miss them. Have Harry call me later." I say

"Sure thing. Have fun." said El

We hang up. I try to put attention on Samantha, but I miss my real friends.

"What we're you doing besides talking to her?"she asked

"Her name is Eleanor and I was baking." I told her rudly.

How dare she call El Her? Eleanor was the first one to take me in when I started hang out with the boys a lot.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hit a nerve. Why is some one so fine like Louis, with someone like her?" she asked

"They've been together for awhile. About 4 years and she is a great person. You should never judge people you don't know. You don't know how sweet she is. How nice she is. She is a beautiful girl inside and out. Just because she us with Louis and you think he is cute. He loves her. He has his reasons why he is with her. Don't ever say anything about her again." I say angerly. How dare she ask that? She doesn't know her. Yeah, Louis Tomlinson is very attraciive. I know this as well as millions of other girls, but he is Eleanor's and they are in love with each other. She was lucky to have him. He is a good person: funny, sweet, loving and gorgeous. I have Niall, but Louis would have been my second choice. If he wasn't taken by the beautiful girl he calls his.

"I think you should go. These people are good people and they befriended me when my friends turned on me and used me for things. This isn't going to work out. I can't do it again. My heart can't take it anymore. It's too broken like I am right now." I say

"Well, if that's the way you feel. This was a mistake, but I do want to wish you good luck with everything in your life. Have a good one." she said. "Do you know Ed Sheeran? I heard he knows One Direction."

"If I did, I wouldn't tell you. Goodbye." I said

I did know Ed. Of course I did. Besides me and Niall, it was Harry's best friend. I have a thing for Ed, but I am so in love with Niall and would NEVER do anything to jepordise that. I love everything about Niall and he breaks easily...just like me. I've known Niall longer than I've been dating. I've been heartbroken so many times, I couldn't trust anyone, especially a guy. Until I met Harry. He was the first one I could trust. It took longer with Niall, just because we both fall fast. I wanted to take it slow. I actually trusted Liam before I did Niall. I didn't really talk to Louis, because I liked him a lot and he had a girlfriend. And Zayn, it took him a while to even talk to me, and now he is my #2 guy. Harry then Zayn. Niall is my man. He is always my #1, but when I needed to talk about Niall, I talked to those two. El is the one to talk to about all the boys. Lln.

The phone rings. It was Harry. How did I know? By the ringtone. It was our favorite Backstreet Boys song. The safest place to hide. I felt safe when I was with Harry. It was a different safe than it was with Niall. Harry was my place to hide.

"He my love." I say

"Hey my beautiful. What's up? Eleanor told me to call you." said Harry

"Did El tell you anything?" I ask

"Just an old friend stopped by." He said

"Yeah. It was a mistake. She was exactly what I knew she was you g to be. Very judgy." I tell him

"Towards who?" He asked

"Everyone, but mostly Eleanor. I was on Skype with her when Sam came over. 'Why is Louis with her?'" I say. "It made me mad so I told her to get out."

"Good for you." said Harry

"Yeah, but I'm so lonely. I can't wait to see your face in person. How's my love Niall?" I asked

"I know babe. We can't wait either. I miss your face like crazy. Niall is good. Missing you like crazy. " He said. "He can't stop talking about you."

"I can't stop thinking about him. Harry, ever since he said he loves me, I....I can't picture my life without him." I say

"Okay. I know you miss him, but can we talk about something else?" he asked

"Okay. I took up baking." I say

"Really? So when we visit you can bake us something?" he asked

"Yeah. Anything you want." I say

"Well, I have to get going. I just wanted to see bow you were doing. I love you." He said

"I love you too. Talk to you later Mr. Styles." I say

"Bye Mrs. Horan." said Harry

"Not even close. We just told each other we loved each other. Not for a while. If it ever happens." I say

"Alright beautiful." he said

Did he know something you didn't? Was he just being the Harry Styles I knew. Always cracking jokes.

Three weeks passed and I hadn't heard from anyone. I was worried. I thought that you needed to message them. They were probably busy with things. No days off. I Skyped El, and nothing. I decide to text: Everything okay? Haven't heard from you in a while. You might be busy, but text me when you can. I went to the kitchen to get something to eat. I come back 20 minutes later nothing. So I texted the boys hoping someone answers. Finally the great Liam called you.

"Hey babe. What's up? Everything okay?" He asked

"Yeah. I just haven't heard from you guys in a few weeks. How's the tour?" I asked the lovely Liam

"It's great. Wish you were here with us. You would enjoy it." He said as he laughed a little laugh

"That's good. I wish I was there too. I'm sure I would love it. I saw a video on YouTube of 'Better than words' is Niall doing what I think he's doing?" I asked

"Yes, yes he is. The girls love it." Liam said with a laugh in he answer yet again

"It's sexy." I say shyly

"I'll tell him that you said that." said Liam

"Tell everyone I said hi and have someone call me or text me. Something. I tried to get a hold of everyone and your the only one to call me back" I say

"El is on holiday with her family for a week. I don't know why the other lads didn't get back to you." said the beautiful Liam

"That's nice she is with her family. She's been with Louis on tour and everything." I say

"I have to go. I have go record my part to a new song coming out from our new album. I'll have everyone get back to you." He said

"Okay. Thanks so much Liam. Hope the song goes well." I say

"Welcome babe. Have a good night and I'll see you soon." He said

Hours had passed until someone got a hold of me.

"Hello there darling." said the voice

"Hello there my lovely Louis. How are you doing?" I ask

"I'm doing great. Just picking out our songs for our new album and recording them. I should be sleeping, but waiting for Mrs. Eleanor to come home." said the amazing Louis

"That's great. I can't wait to hear the new album. I tried to Skype her earlier, but she didn't answer, but Liam said she was on holiday with her parents." I said

"Yeah. She comes back tonight at midnight. I miss her. I miss you." He said

"Really?" I ask

Louis has never said that to me before. I wonder why.

"Yeah. Of course I do. Plus Niall misses you and it is making me miss you a lot." He said

"Awe. That's sweet." I say

"Well just wanted go say hello and I hope to see you soon." He said

"Okay. I hope to see you soon too. Miss you Lou truly madly deeply." I say

Months pass. Eleanor did eventually Skype me back. She had fun with her can't. The other guys did called me as well. Except my love. He didn't like to call me knowing he can't be next to me, cuddle me or look into my eyes. It was hard on him. Me too. He does tell them to tell me things. I do want to talk to him. I miss his voice. His sweet Irish voice. His beautiful laugh. I miss his big beautiful blue eyes. Not hearing his voice was like torture. I can't wait for the day until I can be in his arms. His warm loving arms. Oh how I missed his Horan bugs. His kisses. The way he always kissed my hands, my forehead. I was always self-conscious about my forehead, but he loved to kiss it. The way he kissed my cheeks and my lips. His warm embrace. His hands intertwined with mine.