Dear Joel, Luke and Joanna;

Hi! I've written multiple letters, but I'm not sure if you got them and they may be the last ones as I am dying. I've been living with Ewing's sarcoma for five years now and I only have two months live.

My one wish has always been to meet you three and Colton Dixon. Although, this may seem childish and most likely impossible.

Both y'alls and Colton's music helped me stay faithful through my battle with bone cancer. It has been a miracle to have been given an extra three years of life.

Joanna, Joel and Luke; you all are my role models.

Joanna— your strength inspires me. Even when you were getting hate, you stayed strong in your faith. And congrats on your engagement with Dallas, you two are surely made for each other.

Luke— your also unbelievably strong. When you were having problems with your health, you also stayed strong. You came back, stronger both physically and spiritually. That's what I yearn for.

Joel— I've looked up to you for the longest time. From having the patience to wait three years to kiss your wife for the first time, and watching your brother weaken must be hard. I know because my family is watching me become weaker by the week.

All three of you are stronger than you think. You taught me that; you and Colton Dixon taught me that. I know that God carries me on his shoulders, and with Him I'm limitless.

Thank you for making these extra years worth fighting for.

— Hayden Harris <3

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Dear Hayden Harris,

Hello Hayden, it's surely a pleasure to be writing with you. This is Joanna, just so you know.

It hurts me to think that one of our amazing fans is going through something like you are, but you are definitely strong. It's people like you that encourage me to be the best person I can be. I thank you for that.

It would be a pleasure meeting you, Hayden. Maybe I could make it a surprise for Joel, Luke and Colton. We can make it a surprise. As I would, personally, love to meet such a lovely fan as yourself.

I would be happy to keep in touch, possibly we can.

— Joanna Shaw (almost Adams)

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Hello my friends! 👋🏼 I am back for a small time being. Hopefully update this book sometime soon. I am terribly sorry for being inactive; soccer was taking up most my time, but I am no longer playing due to injuries; and a partial social life. However, I do plan to update.

So, long apology, I know. And I'm sorry for that as well. Anyway, enough of my ramblings... ❤