Just to let everyone know this book was made way before Demi changed pronouns  and I will continue doing what I have been working on so please DO NOT attack me over it!  & this book is 100% fictional and has nothing to do anyone's real life!
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(Demi's pov)
I can't believe that Darryl's going to go to Boston again this afternoon  and help on a case. I just love Darryl so much I don't want to see him get hurt because he means everything to me and I don't know what I'll do without him.

As I was about to get up from the bed I felt Darryl's hand pull me back.

"Where are you going?" Darryl asked while  mumbling under his breath.

"I have to go get the kids ready and I have to get  changed because I need to go back to the studio." I answered,

"It's only 6:30 am." Darryl said.

"Darryl, I wanted to be alert and awake when I wake the kids up." I replied with a serious tone in my voice.

"Just relax for bit before you do anything because yesterday you were so exhausted I don't know how you didn't punch a wall." Darryl said with a serious tone in his voice.

"I'll relax for a little while but when it's 7am I'm going to be getting everything ready." I responded.

"I have a idea on how you will relax." Darryl smirked.

"What could that be I wonder ?" I asked while smirking back at him.

He just smirked more.

Darryl just moved my night gown straps down then he started to kiss my neck very slowly  then he kissed my shoulders and started to massage them.

"That feels nice." I moaned softly.

"It feels good; doesn't it?" Darryl asked while trying not to smirk.

"Yes it does." I replied trying not to bite my lip.

"If you weren't pregnant I'll give you a full body massage." Darryl said with a raspy voice.

"Who needs a massage therapist where I have my handsome husband giving me the best massages I could ever ask for." I moaned softly.

"That's true." Darryl smirked.

Before Darryl could continue the massage it was 7 am.

"Looks like massage time is over." I said as I got out of bed.

"I could still continue while your changing." Darryl replied,

"Nice try handsome I know what your next move is but hold on wait we've already done it." I explained I put my hand on his face and slightly pat it while I gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"I'm just so happy  that I married the most beautiful woman  in the world." Darryl said as he got out of bed.

"Well I married the most handsome man  in the world." I responded as I took my night gown off.

Darryl just smiled at me.

"Are you so happy that tomorrow  the kids got no school."  Darryl asked.

"Yes." I answered as I started looking for a bra to wear.

"I'm going to miss you and the kids like crazy." Darryl said.

"I'm going to miss you too and before you leave you should tell the kids." I responded with a serious tone in my voice while putting a bra on.

"Don't worry I will tell them and I know Alyssa isn't going to be taking it  well." Darryl sighed.

"It's difficult for Alyssa because she don't see you often because you're gone for months on end and she doesn't know when you'll come back." I said.

"I feel like I'm the worst father in the world when I see Alyssa and Leah being sad when I have to go."  Darryl replied as he hooked up  my bra.

"I never want you to say that again you hear me !" I demanded with anger in my voice.

"Well it's the truth; isn't it ?" Darryl asked as he  looked like he was going break down.

"That's bullshit Darryl and you know it; you're the best father of our beautiful children  they are greatful for you and even the one who is slowly growing inside me will be greatful for you too because when Leah or Alyssa have nightmares you're the one who jumps out of bed faster than kangaroo and you too fight off the invisible monsters with Alyssa's or Leah's stuffed animals then you pretend the stuffed animals have magic weapons that can destroy any monster  and when the fighting is over you hug and kiss them Good night then in the daytime you have tea parties with them and Alyssa makes you wear that purple dress I wore then she dresses you  up   with a tiara   it's just the cutest thing I've ever seen so please don't EVER  say that again." I explained while making him look at me.

"You're their superhero." I added with a soft smile.

"What can I say our five year  old  daughter has good fashion taste." Darryl chuckled.

"Yes she does and you can thank me for that." I giggled.

"Everything you just said  is that true ?" Darryl asked.

"I meant every word of it because it's true you done all of those things and you are their superhero." I answered.

"You're the most amazing mother our kids could ever have and I can't wait to  see our baby  when he or she  comes out." Darryl said with a soft smile.

"If you ever say that you're  the worst father  again I'll slap you silly." I replied with a serious look on my face.

"Noted." Darryl said with a terrified look on his face.

"Good and thank you for saying that I'm an amazing mother." I smiled.

"It's my honour and I love you  so much." Darryl replied as he got out of bed.

"I love you too!" I exclaimed happily.

"Since I didn't take the kids to school I'll tell them and you'll pick them up like yesterday." Darryl said as he quickly put on t shirt and a pair of sweatpants on,

"Thank you and damn you look good in sweatpants." I smirked.

"You look smoking hot in what you're wearing right now." Darryl said seductively.

Before Darryl could do  come closer and try to get  me late for work.

"Dream on lover boy." I replied.

Darryl just slightly  smiled at me and left the room.

After he left the room I just laughed hysterically. 

Shortly after I eventually stopped laughing then I picked out some clothes to wear,

When I picked out my clothes I put some deodorant on then I combed my hair and put my hair up in a ponytail and I walked out of the room.

When I got out of the room I walked into the kitchen to grab a glass of orange juice.

□°●□□•■■■□IN THE KITCHEN □°●°□⊙\□■⊙●□°○■°●□⊙●°
I walked over to the fridge and grabbed the orange juice then I started to  grab a glass and started pouring.

Before I could put the orange juice away I felt Darryl's arms around my waist.

"Excuse me beautiful; but you're blocking the fridge." Darryl mumbled  softly under his breath as he slightly kissed my neck.

"Oops; I'm sorry." I apologized as I quickly put the orange juice away.

"No problem Dems." Darryl smiled as he started grabbing the frozen waffles out of the fridge.

"Good morning mommy." Leah and Alyssa  said together.

"Good morning girls." I replied with a smile.

"Do you like what Daddy did to our hair?" Leah and Alyssa asked as they turned around showed me their braided ponytail.

"Yes I do; you both look really pretty." I answered.

"Thanks mommy!" Leah and Alyssa exclaimed together as they started walking over to the table.

"Your welcome." I said as I started to drink my orange juice.

"Do you want anything for breakfast Dems?" Darryl asked as he put two waffles in the toaster.

"I think I'll have a blueberry muffin you made a few nights ago." I answered.

"Here you go." Darryl said as he opened the fridge and handed me a muffin.

"Thanks honey." I replied.

"Your welcome." Darryl smiled as he took two plates down from the cabinet.

"Oh crap I'm late." I said as I looked over at the clock on the wall.

"I'll see you guys later." I added as I quickly chugged my orange juice and grabbed my car keys with one hand and my muffin on the other while sliding my sandals on my feet.

"Bye mommy." Leah and Alyssa said together as they waved goodbye to me.

"Bye honey." Darryl replied.

"Bye guys." I said as I quickly got out of the house and smiled.

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As I finally got into the car I put my seatbelt on and started to drive away from the house because I'm already seven minutes late. I just hope my manager won't  jump down my throat today.

I'm really not in the mood for him to lose his mind at me and parts of me wants to fire his ass  so fast his reputation would he ruined in minutes.

After going through a lot of traffic I finally got to the studio and because of the insane traffic I'm now ten minutes late.  So I just quickly parked my car in the front entrance even though I'm not aloud but today I don't care because my manager 's patenice is as thin as ice.

I raced out of my car and  quickly got inside the studio.

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When I got inside the studio my manager wasn't even in the room it seems like he is just as late as I am so that's a relief. My head didn't get chopped off today.

"Good morning Matt." I said.

"Good morning Dems." Matthew replied with a cheerful smile.

"I'm suprised  my manger isn't here yet." I said with a serious tone in my voice.

"I know right." Matthew responded with a shocked expression on his face.

Before I could talk my manager started walking like he was drugged or hung over.

"G-good m-morning L-lovatoo." My manger slurred.

"Are you okay sir ?" Matthew asked.

"Y-yeah I'm fine." My manager answered as his speech started slurring more.

"You don't sound like you're fine."  Matthew said with a serious tone in his voice.

"D-don't T-tell m-me w-what t-to d-do M-mongmery." My manger replied as his face started to turn red.

"I'm not telling you to do anything sir; I'm just concerned about your well being." Matthew said.

"A-are y-you d-deaf M-mongmery?; f-for t-the l-last t-time ii-m fine." My manager asked as he tried to walk over to his chair.

Before Matthew could talk again my manager fell back in the chair  and almost gave himself a concussion.

"Matthew, go make some coffee so he could sober enough to talk properly." I said with a serious tone in my voice as I tried to help him but he just kept falling.

"Okay." Matthew replied as he ran over to the break room.

As I was trying to help the manger up he continue to fall everytime I picked him up from the floor like  a yo - yo one minute he's up then the next he's on the floor again.

"Do you have the coffee made ?" I asked  getting impatient.

"Yes; I have it right here." Matthew answered as he handed me the cup of coffee.

As I started to slowly give my manager coffee he slowly started to snap out of it.

"Why the hell am I on the floor ?" My manager asked with a confused look on his face.

"You came in to the studio drunk and Matthew and I tried to get you sober enough to talk so your words won't be slurred anymore." I explained.

"How could that be possible?; I have been sober for five years and I never came into this studio drunk."  My manager questioned as he got back into the chair slowly.

"I don't know  what to tell you something or someone must've triggered you to drink again." I answered.

"What was it?" Matthew asked.

"I know  I never tell you both anything about what goes outside of the studio but my marriage is falling a part; my wife just told me she's been cheating on me with this  sports broadcaster while I'm not home and her accuse is that I don't spend much time with her because my reputation is more important than her then when she told me that I stormed out of the house and drove  to a local bar  got so wasted to the point the bartender almost kicked me out.  I got back into my car and waited until the alcohol ware off then I drove  to a gas bar and I bought some gas because I needed it and before I could pay for the gas I went into their freezer where the chips were at then I grabbed two bottles of whiskey and a six pack of beer. then I paid for the alcohol and the gas.  I drove to a hotel put the drinks in the room with me without any suspicion and drank all of it  then somehow I feel asleep  past 9:30 am and now I'm here." My manager explained with a serious tone in his voice.

"If I would've  known your marriage was on the rocks I wouldn't even bother doing the tour  last year." I said with a sadden look on my face.

"It's not your fault Demi and besides the fans haven't seen you perform before you even had kids." My manager replied.

"I didn't know it was  for that long." I said with a shocked look on my face.

"After this album comes out what about we don't do a greatest hits  tour." Matthew suggested.

"Why?" My manager asked.

"So you could spend more time with  your wife and you won't have to worry about the studio because I'm planning on taking a hiatus for a few years." I answered with a serious tone in my voice.

"Okay fine there won't be no tour and I'll try to convince my wife that my reputation isn't important as her." My manager said trying not to sigh.

"That's the spirit!" Matthew cheered.

"Since that's out of the way we should   get a few songs done for this album." My manager replied as he rolled his chair all the way into the studio booth.

"Yes sir." I saluted as I walked over to the sound booth.

Before I sang any songs I did my warm ups and then I started to sing give your heart a break. When that song was over I started to drink some more water then the last song I picked to sing was for you. 

When I finished  singing both songs I started to drink some water while walking out of the booth.

"That blew me away." Matthew said.

"I agree with Matthew that was so good." My manager  replied.

"Thank you guys." I smiled.

"No problem since that's  five songs you've recorded so far  we only need seven more and the album is completed."  My manager explained.

"I don't think that will take long." I replied.

"No it won't, but Monday morning you have to come in and do more songs." My manager said.

"Will do." I responded.

"Great, well  enjoy your three days off." My manager said.

"Bye sir." Matthew and I replied together as they headed out of the studio.

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"Wow we got three days off; am I dreaming?" Matthew asked.

"No you're not and I think your idea about not having a tour this year helped." I answered smiling.

"At least you get to spend three days with your family." Matthew said.

"Well with the kids not Darryl." I sighed.

"Why not him too ?" Matthew asked with a confused tone in his voice.

"He's leaving for Boston today and I think he will be getting on a plane this afternoon." I answered.

"What time in the afternoon?" Matthew questioned.

"I think it's 2:30." I answered.

"If I were you, I would go now because it's almost 1:10 and if it's like every other fight he has to be  there before his flight time." Matthew  explained as he looked at the time on his phone.

"Damn it, I told him I was going to spend time with him before he goes." I said as I shook my head.

"Go girl! DRIVE LIKE THE WIND!"  Matthew chanted as I quickly opened the car door.

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"Bye Matthew." I said as I rolled down the window.

"Don't worry about saying goodbye I'll see you in a few days." Matthew replied.

When he said that I quickly put my seatbelt on and put my feet to the metal and started racing down the road.

As I got a little closer to the highway I slowed down a tiny bit but it was as fast as I left the studio's  parking lot.

While I was driving I kept thinking about  Darryl and how much I'm going to miss him because I have no idea when he will come back from Boston but I know I will be strong and try not to break down.

I finally got to the house i got out of the car and started speed walking towards the door then  I quickly took my shoes off and raced into our bedroom because I know where Darryl would be.

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"Hey honey." Darryl said with a soft smile.

"Hi handsome." I replied.

"If you're wondering where the kids are I picked them up early from school and bought them lunch then I told them that I'm going to Boston and I know the girls weren't really happy especially  Aly because she was so sad  it broke my heart and I have your mom watching them and I think they are watching movies in the girl's  bedroom." Darryl explained as he placed more socks in his suitcase.

"I'm just in lost of words right now that you're leaving." I said as a tear came down my face.

"Babe, I know it's hard on you and the kids but it's worse on me I honestly have no idea when I'll come back from Boston because whatever case is going on could take weeks or even months to solve and when I'm helping the Boston police with their case  I'll be thinking about you girls so much and I will miss you all like crazy." Darryl explained as he wiped my tears away with his sleeve.

"Everything is going to be different without you because  I have no idea when you'll come back it's not like your gone for a week you could be gone for several months and if you're not back by the time when I found out if we are having a boy or a girl I'll send you a picture." I said trying not to cry anymore.

"I can't believe I'm going to miss my  unborn child's  heartbeat." Darryl replied as he zipped up his suitcase.

"I have a idea." I said with a smile.

"What did your clever brain came up with ?" Darryl asked with a confused tone in his voice as he put the suitcase by the door.

"When I go for my first echo I'll ask my mom to sneak in a audio clip for you because I know how sad you are feeling when you wouldn't be there to hear it in person." I answered.

"That's genius." Darryl said with a smile.

"I just hope the nurses would let me." I sighed.

"I think they would." Darryl smiled.

"I really hope so because I know how much this means to you." I responded as I looked over at him.

"That will mean a lot to me and I'm so happy you have both  beauty and brains." Darryl said as he wrapped his arms around me while he kissed my cheek.

"Thanks honey." I replied smiling as I looked into his beautiful blue eyes.

"Hey little baby; I know you aren't fully developed yet but I can't wait meet you and you're mommy is giving you a wonderful home in her belly but don't get to comfortable because we want you with us." Darryl said as he let go of me and knelt down on the ground and started talking to my belly even though my stomach isn't big yet.

"Another thing I'm going to miss is you talking to our baby." I cried.

"I will miss it too." Darryl said as he got off the floor and put his arms around me again.

"I know I say this every time you leave when you're leaving LA or not because I don't know what I'll do without you because you mean everything to me and you will always be the love of my life." I explained as I started to wipe my tears away.

Before Darryl could speak he started to wipe my tears away while making me look at him and lightly stroking my hair then he looked into my eyes and then he kissed me very passionately and  we never wanted to let go of each other.

"H-honey, I got to go now I got to drive to the airport soon." Darryl said as I tried to let go his lips but I couldn't.

"I don't want you to go." I replied as I smashed my lips against his more.

"Babe, I know you don't and I'll stay safe and I love you and the kids more than anything in this world." Darryl said as he let go of my lips.

"Well, I'll let you go and don't forget to  call your parents when you land in Boston and before you leave say goodbye to the girls and give them a big hug before you go." I explained as I tried to stay strong.

"Don't worry darling, I will." Darryl said as he kissed my cheek then he left our bedroom.

"I love you so much." I replied as I walked towards the door frame.

"I love you too  beautiful." Darryl said with a soft smile as he walked over to the girls bedroom.

When he walked over to the girls bedroom I watched him give the girls a hug and a kiss  goodbye  each and then he hugged my mom because he thought it would be nice to give her one.

After he left the girls room we all followed him to the living room.

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"Goodbye Daddy." Leah and Alyssa said together as they  tried to control their tears.

"Goodbye Honey, we all love and miss you so much." I replied as I started holding  both of   our daughter's hands gently.

"Goodbye Darryl, have a safe trip." My mom said as Darryl started to  walk out the door with his suitcase.

"I love you all so much and I'll see you when I come back." Darryl replied as he blew kisses at us while quickly running to his car.

We all just waved at him after he said that then my mom closed the door. After my mom did that we walked over to the window and started waving goodbye  to him then he waved at us while throwing the suitcase in the backseat and then he started driving away from the house.

"I -I miss daddy so much." Alyssa cried.

"I know you do sweetheart; so do I." I said as I let go of Leah's hand.

Alyssa continued to cry more while I was trying her tears away more came down.

"Aly, I know it's hard not seeing Daddy for a while because he's in another state but he's going to come back and he even told me that on his off days he's going to be spending time with us." I added as I tried to cheer her up a bit while trying not to cry.

"You're mommy's right; sweetheart Daddy will come back he always have when he does these travelling cases and helping other people catch the bad guys." My mom said as she tried to cheer Alyssa up too.

"I know that he helps catch bad guys but he's always gone and Leah and I never get to see him that much anymore." Alyssa replied as she wiped her tears away.

"I was going to wait until later to tell you both the news but Daddy told me a few months ago that he is planning on spending more time with us when your new baby brother or sister is born and he won't be working on if it's very important." I explained with a serious tone in my voice.

"He did?" Leah asked with a confused look on her face.

"Yes he did and Daddy hasn't broken any promises." I answered.

"Well that's good and he better not lie because I will kick his butt and make him wear the purple dress for a whole  entire  two months." Alyssa said with a serious look on her face.

"Oh don't worry if Daddy does lie I will do the butt kicking while you go in my closet and find that purple dress you make him wear while you guys have tea parties." I giggled.

"Deal." Alyssa replied as she started to cheer up a bit.

"Good." I smiled.

"Girls, grandma is going to talk to your mom in private while you guys watch some cartoons and we won't be long." My mom said as she grabbed the remote from the coffee table and turned the tv on.

"Okay grandma." Leah and Alyssa repsonded as they sat down on the couch.

When the girls were watching tv my mom and I went outside.

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"What do you need to talk about ?" I asked with a confused look on my face,

"I want to help you with the  kids and I know you have your friends helping you out as well but I want to be a extra helping hand and I know I have work but I want to be there for you like I was in the past." My mom explained with a  serious look on her face.

"Speaking of being a helping hand I need you to bring me to the hospital next week." I said.

"Do you have get a  test  done ?"  My mom asked.

"It's  nothing like a x ray or a surgery I want to find out if Darryl and I are having a boy or a girl and I want you to record the baby's heart beat on my phone when the nurse leaves the room to get the picture of the scan." I explained with a serious tone in my voice.

"You and Darryl are having another baby!" My mom exclaimed while crying wuth tears of joy.

"Yes we are and this is the last baby Darryl and I are ever going to have." I said trying not to cry.

"Demi, I know you too are going to be amazing parents you both raised Leah and Alyssa very well and I know you both are going to do great with this little one." My mom explained.

"Mom, it's nothing like that it's just." I mumbled.

"Just its just what ?" My mom asked with a concerned look on her face.

"Darryl and I tried having another baby just before Alyssa turned two years old and sadly I miscarried and we tried again then I finally became pregnant a few days ago."  I answered as I tried not to cry.

"Sweetheart, it's okay because trust me I miscarried when I was pregnant wuth Madison the first time then your father and I tried again and again to the point of almost giving up  and all of sudden I became pregnant with Madison and it was a total suprise because your father and I thought I wasn't going to be able to have another baby." My mom explained as gave me a slight hug.

"I didn't know you had a miscarriage." I said with a shocked look on my face.

"Sadly almost every woman experince it once or maybe twice and sometimes they can't have kids at all and have to adopt or get a surrogate." My mom replied.

"That's just so sad." I said as a tear came down my face and quickly wiped it away.

"It is." My mom responded,

"When I told Darryl that I didn't want anymore kids he supported my decision." I said.

"I'm glad he did and I'm sorry  for ever  thought that Darryl would break your heart like  Nick did also comparing Darryl and Nick together  I honestly  don't know what I was thinking at that time."My mom explained with a sadden look on her face.

"Mom, I forgive you and  Darryl forgives you, you were only looking out for  me because after all  I was going through a messy divorce and having to take care of a two year old all by myself." I said trying not to sigh.

"You're one hell of a woman and I'm so proud of your strength through all of that and now since Darryl is Boston right now you have to bring that strength back again because I know it's going to be difficult but you will have me, your friends , and Darryl's parents to help you whenever  you need it." My mom smiled proudly as she gave me a hug.

"Trust me mom, I know it's going go be difficult not seeing the love of my life for God knows how long." I said trying my best not to cry.

Before my mom could say anything she just started to wipe my tears away while still hugging me.

While I was still crying the kids came outside and Leah took the phone out.

"What's wrong with mommy ?" Aly asked.

"She just misses Daddy." My mom answered.

"Mommy, you're going to be okay and Daddy's on the phone." Leah said as she handed me the phone.

While Leah handed me the phone the girls and their grandmother went back inside so they can give me some privacy.

(PHONE CALL)
"Hello." I said as I put the phone to my ear.

"Hey honey." Darryl replied with a smile.

"I know you have been only gone for two hours but I miss you so much." I cried.

"I miss you too babe." Darryl responded.

"I love you so much." I said as I tried to calm myself down.

"I called to tell you that not only I arrived safely in Boston but I love and miss  you so much  it's insane and I'll be thinking of you and the kids  every day." Darryl replied.

"I'm so happy you landed safely and I'll be thinking about you twenty times as much as I do when you're at work in LA." I said with a serious tone in my voice.

"Trust me Dems, I know you will." Darryl chuckled.

"My mom will be able to bring me in the hospital next week and she'll  record the baby heart beat for you."  I smiled.

"That's amazing news  to hear babe,  I hate to cut this short but I have to go and don't  forget I love you  to the moon and back." Darryl said as he was about to hang up the phone.

"I love you to the moon and back too and I'll let you go save the world." I replied.

"Bye beautiful." Darryl said.

"Bye handsome." I replied as I hung up the phone.

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After I got off the phone with Darryl I tried not to get emotional because this is going to be really difficult for me and I know I still have huge support from my friends and my family but I'm really going to miss him.

I got out of the lawn chair and went back inside the house.

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"It smells good in here; what's cooking?" I asked as I smell of food ran across my nose.

"I'm making chicken fried rice." My mom answered with a smile.

"I miss having your chicken fried rice." I replied.

"I make it every once in awhile for myself, Madison and Dallas." My mom said.

"How are they doing ?" I asked.

"Dallas and Maddie are doing great; Dallas is almost done college and maddie is almost finished high school." My mom answered as she started looking for bowls.

"I'm so happy for them." I said smiling.

"I know that Darryl isn't here for a while I'm getting your sisters to help you too and I don't care how much they complain you need all the help you can get because your working part time at two jobs one is your career and the other is at a diner, you're now raising two kids on your own right now while your pregnant with your third one  and when the baby grows inside of you more you will need help badly." My mom explained with a serious tone in her voice.

"Darryl told me he will fly back in forth every few months because he wants to see how I'm doing with my pregnancy, the girls birthdays and he's planning a bbq for his brother and he wants all of his family to be there so his brother will feel welcomed." I said with a serious look on my face.

"Darryl has a brother?" My mom asked.

"Yes he does and James is a nice guy." I answered.

Before my mom could ask anymore questions the girls came out from their room so

"Is supper ready yet ?" Leah asked.

"Yes it is and I'm serving it up now." My mom answered.

"Yay!" Alyssa exclaimed as she walked over to the table.

I just smiled at her.

As my mom was serving us supper none of us wanted to talk that much because my mom's cooking was delicious.

When I was done eating my phone started beeping like crazy but I turned off my phone.

"What was that ?" My mom asked.

"It was just my phone." I answered quickly as I placed my bowl in the sink.

"Thanks for supper grandma." Leah said with a smile.

"You're welcome sweetheart." My mom responded with a smile.

After everyone was done eating my mom and I cleaned up the dishes when we were done my mom had to go because she has work in the morning.

The girls and I hugged and kissed her goodbye then when my mom left we watched some tv and then I put the girls to bed.

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"Good night my beautiful angels." I said as I was  about to  close the door.

"Mommy, I want another hug." Alyssa replied.

"Honey, I gave you at least five hugs since I came into this room." I giggled.

"I know you did but Daddy  gives me five million hugs a day." Alyssa said with a smile.

"Oh really he does ?" I asked while trying  not to  laugh.

"Yes he does." Alyssa smiled.

"No he didn't that's a exaggeration  Aly; that would be impossible." Leah argued with a sigh.

"Girls; please don't fight." I said firmly.

"You girls should go to sleep because you both have school again the morning." I added.

"I can't wait to go back to prison." Leah sighed loudly.

"Leah, you have a half a day tomorrow  because your teachers have a PD day." I said.

"Oh yeah, I forgot." Leah replied.

"What about me ?" Alyssa asked with a confused look on her face.

"You don't have a half a day tomorrow  but you do get to have lunch with me and your sister  tomorrow." I answered with a smile.

"Yay!" Alyssa exclaimed.

"I'm going to go to bed now so I'll give you both one more hug and kiss each and then I'll give you both one in the morning." I said as I gave Alyssa a hug and a kiss.

"Okay mommy." Alyssa replied as she hugged and kissed me back.

After I hugged and kissed Alyssa then I walked over Leah and gave her a hug and a kiss goodnight.

"Good night mommy." Leah and Alyssa said together as Leah hugged me back.

"Sweet dreams." I replied as I walked away from their beds and turned off the light.

When I turned off the light they slowly went to sleep then I walked into mine and Darryl's bedroom.

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I know this bed is going to be cold for awhile since Darryl isn't going to be here for a while and I know he's going to be okay but I'm still going to be praying for him every night.

I took my clothes off accept  for my undergarments and I walked over and grabbed one of Darryl's t shirts because his clothes are so nice and comfy sometimes.

But for right now I just want his scent on me so my mind will think he is still in this house but he really isn't.

I grabbed his light grey t shirt and threw it on me then I grabbed a pair of shorts and put them on then I pulled the blankets back and tried not to cry myself to sleep.

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Hey everyone I'm sorry that this chapter  is 6k words long again  I'm trying to shorten them more.

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