Lexi's POV

I deeply inhale, then I ring Kai's doorbell. The things he told me about his feelings were quite shocking for me and I just knew I had to do something. Therefore I made up an excuse for him so he could have ten days off. And since I have reservarted the next two weeks as my holidays but haven't booked anything we decided to go on a holiday together. We will spend a week in a little village in the south of Spain, then we will fly to Germany and see his friends and family for a weekend. I really hope that this will give him the push he needs to show how fantastic he is to the world.

"Hey Lexi, so good to see you. And thank you for doing this for and with me!", Kai says as he opens the door whilst he pulls me close. I hug him, deeply inhaling his scent, and answer: "Don't thank me. I'm happy to go on a holiday with someone I like and I know that it'll be good for you and that you'll be happier after it and that will make me happier." Whilst I say that we remain in our hug and my heart beats incredibly fast. This man is just... I don't know. I have no words for how great he is.

About six hours later we've finally arrived in the little village. It's called los caños de meca and i absolutely love it here. Kai and I have rented a little house for the week and it really is a dream. The from the terrace it's about twenty or thirty metres until you're in the ocean, the house's patio is full of plants and very quiet and private and the bedrooms have the most beautiful view on both the beach and the village. The only problem we have is that we will have to do a 30 minute drive if we need something from the Supermarkt but that's okay and we've already bought the basics on our way here.

I am just enjoying the view from one of the bedrooms as Kai suddenly wraps his arms around me, placing his head on my shoulder. "It's beautiful here. Almost as beautiful as you.", he whispers, making me blush deeply again. Also he kisses my cheek which activates the butterflies in my stomach. I turn around in his arms and wrap my arms around his neck whilst looking him in the eyes. "You're so cute Kai. And you're fucking beautiful as well." The German smiles bright and strokes over my hair and my face whilst our eyes keep contact. This moment is filled with this special kind of tension and it gets more intense with every milimetre our faces move closer. Then, finally, after a felt eternity, our lips meet. From the second they touch for the first time a shockwave of emotions rolls over my whole body.

His lips are warm and a little rough but that is totally fine. They are Kai's lips and so they are perfect to me. They move in perfect sync with mine, using a little more pressure with every second. It's unbelievably intense and the intensity only increases as I tap against his bottom lip with my tongue and he lets it in. At first our tongues play a very soft game but it becomes a fight within a short time. Also Kai pulls me closer and one of his hands glides down to my butt which he gently massages. I softly gasp into his mouth and let my hands slip under his shirt. I really enjoy touching his muscular body. I mean... I do it all the time in my job and there I barely care about it but right now it's very special and I really enjoy it. But touching them is not enough, I also wanna see them.

My fingers play with the seam of his shirt and I quickly pull it over his head before he does the same with mine with his free hand. I never wear a bra when flying somewhere and so he can see my boobs now which makes me kinda nervous. They're rather small and even though I know it shouldn't be like that I'm a little insecure about them. But Kai doesn't really care about their size, he just stares at them as if he has never seen boobs before and gently grabs them with his big hands. He starts massaging them and I throw my head back, letting out a little moan. He chuckles and whispers: "That sounds so hot. And hot is the perfect way to describe you. You're fucking hot Lexi."

His words make me blush again and also send shivers down my spine. I want to answer but in the same second Kai starts licking my nipple and all I can do is groan his name. I can feel him smile against my boobs and that also makes me smile. Everything just feels so good right now. Suddenly Kai lifts me up and since I didn't expect it I let out a surprised squeak. He chuckles and then throws me on the bed, crawling over me, kissing me again. I return the kiss Lust fully and for some time we just lay there, make out and let our hands explore every centimetre of each other's upper body. But I want more than just that and so I turn us around so that I am on top of Kai now.

My lips leave his and wander down to his necks which I softly suck on, making a little hickey. Kai clearly enjoys that and lets out a loud groan. That sounds so incredibly sexy that my princess parts are a literal ocean right now. I think I've never been that wet ever before, it's unbelievable! Anyway, I keep kissing down his body, leaving a trace of hickeys on his upper body, until I arrive at the seam of his jeans. I look him in the face for a moment, enjoying the horniness in his eyes and that his lips are shaking a little, then I take off his jeans and boxers, revealing his hard dick.

I gently wrap my hand around it, moving it up and down slowly before I start giving him head. I softly lick his tip, then I wrap my lips around it and start sucking hard whilst letting my tongue play with his foreskin. Also I move my head up and down at slow pace. I intensify it more and more and really appreciate his groans that are becoming louder and louder with every second. "Fuck!", he gasps again and again whilst ruffling through my hair. That only encourages me to do more and so I deep throat him from time to time, making him moan even louder.

After a few minutes his precum drops onto my tongue and I swallow it before kissing my way up again. Kai's eyes get big as he understands what my plan is but not in a bad way, he definitely appreciates it. I get a condom out of my backpack and then return to the bed. Whilst Kai puts it on I lie down already and only a short time later he crawls over me, sticking his dick in balls-deep. We both moan into each other's mouth and our moaning becomes a constant sound as he starts moving. His thrusts are deep, slow and intense and that feels so fucking good. It's really intimate. It ain't even about the sex itself, it's more about the emotions. Getting to be so close to someone you've loved for such a long time is just great. And feeling each other's emotions that intensely is crazy. I try to show all my love and happiness and at the same time feel my heart break as I feel Kai's insecurity, anxiety, sadness and the other bad things, even though I also feel the love he gives me. The intensity is just so fucking crazy and it even increases and really overwhelms us and so we lay there, have sex and cry whilst holding onto each other for dear life. It's such a special, emotional and intimate experience. I have never felt so many things at the same time before, it's just so crazy.

Since we're both concentrating on our emotions so much we don't really give the great physical feelings and so we're quite surprised as the shock waves of emotions roll over us as we both cum at the same time. We need some time to calm down and even after Kai has thrown the condom away we just lie there, hold each other and stay silent. It's a beautiful yet a little awkward moment. Like... We just had the pretty much most intense experience of our lives with each other and we both know that we're not just friends but at the same time we officially aren't more than that. It's just... Weird.

A few hours later we're on our way back to the house. We've just eaten some good food in a restaurant and now we're walking at the beach. We don't hold hands but they touch from time to time because we're so close to each other. After some time I get all my courage together and take his hand. Kai immediately squeezes it, then we just walk again. But just for a few seconds, then he suddenly pulls me in a hug and kisses me again. I truly enjoy this kiss, this afternoon it was so rough and lustfully and sloppy but this one is very soft and gentle and just very emotional.

As we let go of each other after some time Kai whispers: "This might be crazy but life is crazy. Lexi, I've totally fallen in love with you and the intense experience we had this afternoon made my feelings grow even more. I feel like I can't live without you anymore. Please, Lexi, be my girlfriend. I love you." I chuckle, put my hand on his cheek and reply: "That ain't crazy Kai. The feelings I have when being with you are crazy. The live I have for you. And yes, if course I want to be your girlfriend." Kai smiles bright, then he kisses me once again before we return to the Airbnb.

An hour later were lying in bed, snuggled up together and just enjoying being with each other. Kai's presence, warmth and scent are so calming that I start falling asleep quite soon. Whilst I'm in this weird state between being awake and asleep I hear Kai whisper: "Thank you Lexi. For listening to me, for getting me some days off, for being here with me, for taking me to my family next week and especially for being you. I really don't know what I would do without you, my love. Sleep well." which makes me smile even though I am too tired to answer.