My Blood sweat and Tears,
Take it all.

My last breath
Till death

My last dance

My last chance

It's all for you

As they say till death do us apart
Ever bitterly sweet kiss
Ever forbidden glance
They trap me in your trance

Just waiting for you to leave
It won't kill me as funny as it seems

It's how no one knows me as you do
"I love you"
Will never sound the same from someone else

It's that you know
I'd give it all
Give you my last breath to breathe

Though it won't matter in the end

Someone said sticks and stones may break my bones but words can't hurt me

But every hurtful word
Makes my heart bend
Every painful action
Cause an even worse reaction

You'll still own me

I enjoy the pain it brings sometimes
Only because it reminds me of happier times
I have trouble remembering

I've taken for granted many things
You find it funny
We laugh together
But you only laugh at my foolishness

I'll never be enough for you
No matter how much I give
There's always something better

Something more

The revival of my soul is on you
Which is why I've been broken in two

They warned me to not depend on someone who brings you joy

The one who brings gifts
All the things I've ever dreamed
You made me such a fool

A fool for you

When you said those three special words
I'd always wonder if you meant them

I desperately ponder
And wonder
But you've left now

Looking for someone else to flatter and chatter
Only to shatter them

I wish them luck.

Fool.

My mind repeats that word every day
24-7-365
Dawn till dusk

Its been there for years now.

I've been a fool for years, a fool for loving, a fool for playing a sick game, a fool for planting a seed that can never grow and never bloom into a dream come true

But it'll be alright

I'll tell myself that
that intoxicating smile forever etched in my mind

The way you told me, and hold me, sold me

Truly ruined me.
I still laugh at my stupidity and naiveness the way I think about you
And still, do

I say this all with foolishness in my voice
If the chance was given
A heartbeat would be skipped to run into your arms
Inhaling your intoxicating smell

I would give you my all again and again

I'd drink, swallow, engulf in every sullen and forgiven like an addict and a bottle.