I want him to see me standing here
Yet I don't
I'm afraid I would be frozen in fear.

I want him to feel my devotion
Yet I don't
He would also sense my emotion.

I want him to notice my shining eyes
Yet I don't
I would expose my silent cries.

I want him to understand that I'm aching
Yet I don't
What if he knew my life is quaking?

I want him to love and care for me
Yet I don't
He would lose me before we were free.

I want this final moment to be ours
Yet I don't
It will not last many more hours.

I wanted to tell him I am going to fly
But I won't
Now is the time to say goodbye.