whenever it's near
i feel it creeping closer, the fear
i need to flee, to be free
escape the constant worry, just me
cool air in my lungs
inhale

exhale
i can do this
just keep my distance, stay safe
if i take care, hold it back
i'll be fine, the problem isn't mine
the loving sun on my cheek

but no matter how far i go
how safe i feel
it's always right there
nagging my mind
i am not okay
and i never will be

there is no escape.