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Lydia's P.O.V.

I sat down beside him leaving some space between us, "Pain?" I whisper back looking down at the sand, "What's hurting you, Flynn?"

"Her memories," He said looking over at me, "It's like no matter what I do, I end up missing her, or I end up remembering something that happened between us. I try to run, but it's like she's attached to me."

I stay quiet listening to him, ever since I came into his life, I found out about him from other people, but tonight is the first time that he is openly talking about himself and his feelings with me. "I want to move on with you and Hunter, but I can't seem to escape her."

"Can I say something?" I ask warily, he looks away from me taking a lethal drag from the cigarette, "You don't need to escape her," I whisper, "Take her memories along with you and create new ones, Flynn."

Flynn chuckled emotionlessly, "Easier said than done Lydia,"

"I know," I admit, "I know that I don't know much about love or relationships but I do know what it is like to lose someone you love. I can't say that I understand what you went through when you had to..."Taking a deep sigh I grab the cigarette from him throwing it to the side, "But what I can say is that instead of being sad and remembering her, take her memories and start living again...it's been 6 years Flynn."

"Time doesn't heal wounds, Lydia," He said grabbing another cigarette out of his case but I snatched it out of his hand, "Hey! Give it back Lydia," Putting it out of his reach I lean back as he kept coming closer to me, "Lydia, come on." But I shook my head, "Lydia, I need it."

"No, you need to quit this bad habit." I was fully on my back now hiding the pack behind my back, "It's really unhealthy and you could get cancer like my dad. He had this bad habit too, they caught it late and I don't want you to have it either."

"Lydia," He said firmly climbing on top of me, "Not everyone gets lung cancer that smokes,"

"Please," I whisper to him, "For me,"

Something clicked in his brain, his whole demeanor changed, he hovered above me staring down at me, "If you want me to get rid of my habit then..." He whispered gently tugging at my bottom lip, "I need another one to take its place."

A shiver went down my spine as his hands began to travel down my body, the only thing covering my body was the robe...nothing else, "H-Huh?"

Yanking me forward with one arm, while balancing with the other arm, "Will you become my bad habit now?"

"Will you stop smoking?" I say quietly as he licked his lips, 

"Now that is up to you if you decide you want to be its replacement for a while,"

Swallowing harshly I take a deep breath, "How am I supposed to take its place?"

He chuckled letting my back hit the sand again as he began to tug on the robe's knot, "W-W-hat are you d-doing?"

"Will you become my bad habit?"

My heart was racing now, "Y-Yes," As soon as the word slipped out of my mouth Flynn attacked my mouth with his as his hands roamed my now exposed body after he untied my rob. My body was on fire moaning against his lips my body arched against his..."F-Flynn..." I tried to speak as his hands worked to pull my robe off, "Flynn, someone m-might see."

"Everyone is gone," He groaned against my skin, "Pay attention to me...to us...to this feeling,"

Closing my eyes I did as he said, "Flynn, I-I"

Flynn stopped kissing my neck hovering on top of me, "Am I moving too fast? We can stop, I don't want to push you to do anything."

I shook my head, "No," I said quickly, "I just," Taking a deep breath, "I'm nervous," 

Flynn smiled, "We can stop," He said trying to move off of me but I grabbed onto his robe, 

"No," I say gripping on to him blushing, "I just...can we take it slow?"

Rolling us over so I was on top of him he opened his arms so he wasn't touching me, "Take as long as you want."

I looked down at him shocked, letting out a big breath I leaned down untying his robe revealing his well-built body raking my nails against his chest, then his abs, I lean down gently biting his neck soothing it out with my tongue, Flynn gripped onto my hips, "Fuck..." Giggling I decide to tease him a little more pushing him down as he tried to lean up, "Patience,"

Clenching his jaw he shut his eyes as I continued my torture against his body smirking I gently start grinding against his hips pushing him further, "That's it." He snapped in a quick second Flynn flipped us over so I was on the bottom again and he was on top, his eyes were lusted over as he stared down at me, "My turn."

Smirking I did the exact same thing as he did earlier opening my arms to lay beside, "All yours," I whispered, Flynn smirked back at me, pulling my robe off effectively he stared down at my body, 

"Perfect," Roaming his hands all over, I never knew that I could ever feel that could, Flynn was shamelessly biting, licking, kissing any skin he could find, while I withered underneath him, squirming... "I don't have a condom, Lydia,"

"Birth control," I moan, "I'm on birth control pills,"

Flynn laid in between my legs, "You ready,"

"Mhm," 

Slowly Flynn pushed inside of me, my breath hitched from the quick pain, he stayed still for a while, "Can I move?" He groaned 

Nodding I held onto him tightly, "Yes,"

Flynn began moving slowly, moaning I dug my nail into his back, "Fuck, Lydia you feel so good."

His words sent shivers down my back, closing my eyes I let him take over my body, the rest of the night was spent in his arms, underneath the stars listening to the waves crash against the sand muffling our pleasure-filled moans.

The Next Morning 

Groaning I wake up to the sounds of waves, squinting my eyes I try to get up but there is an arm restricting me, smiling I turn around in Flynn's arms staring at him lovingly, "Flynn..." I whisper gently brushing my fingers against his cheek, "Flynn,"

Fluttering his eyes open he grabbed my hand pulling me closer, "Go back to sleep," He whispered back before shutting his eyes,

"We have to get back," I say trying to get out of his arms, "People are going to start coming to the beach soon, and we are..."

A smirk appeared on his face lazily before opening his eyes, "Naked?"

Hitting his chest gently I huff, "Come on Flynn," Blushing slightly, I sit up wrapping the blanket around my body, "We need to get back...Hunter is probably crying right now. I have been away from him for a long time."

Flynn pulled me down smirking, "Well we were a little busy," He said brushing the hair away from my face, "Maybe we should go another round,"

Pushing away from him I shook my head, "I'm too sore," I admit wincing as I tried to move my legs, I looked around for my clothes or at least the rove but they were nowhere in sight, "Flynn," I say worried, "Where are our clothes?"

Flynn groaned getting up and covering himself as well with a towel, "The robes should be right beside the tent because our clothes are inside the cabin drying."

Panicking I feel around but there is nothing there, "Flynn," I whine, "There is nothing there,"

He crawled over to the entrance, "Shit," He said, "I think someone stole the robes,"

"What!" I exclaim, "Flynn, both of us are naked, and stuck in this stupid tent-" He began laughing, "What is so funny?"

Flynn fell over laughing as I sat fuming in anger, "Flynn!" I hit his chest looking out the tent-making sure no one was near us, "Flynn this is not funny!"

Grabbing my arm he pulled me down quickly flipping us over so he was hovering above me, "It kinda is."

"Shut up," I said irritated wanting to get up but he pushed me back down, "Flynn, come on."

Flynn looked down at me mischievously pulling at the blanket I had wrapped around my body my heart skipped a beat, "Flynn..." Shaking his head he pulled it fully off of my body causing my cheeks to burn up, he leaned down kissing me gently before leaving a trail from my lips to my neck biting on a sore spot, "Ow," I whisper, chuckling he pulled away.

"I'll be right back," He said wrapping the blanket around his waist, crawling out of the tent he gave me a reassuring look. Sighing I stretched my back pulling the other blanket we had underneath us I covered my body again, my neck was so sore from all the hickies he left last night and my legs were dead. Flynn was my first but I didn't remember much of it because we were drunk but last night...it was amazing everything he had organized for us and everything that happened. It was amazing...

Maybe he really is changing...and maybe he really does want us in his life...I just hope nothing comes in the way of our relationship, in the way of our family.