Lydia's P.O.V.

"Dia!" Cassie yelled through the door, "Dia, wake up we have to go for training!"

Groaning I rubbed my eyes looking over at Hunter lying down beside me, Cassie had come into my room around 4 in the morning dropping him off since he was hungry, I stretched sliding out of bed carefully not wanting to wake Hunter up. "Cassie," I sighed opening the door, "Please be quiet, I just got Hunter to sleep two hours ago."

"Allie's orders Dia, we need to go."

Opening the door wider so she could step in I hand her over Hunter, "Give him to Flora," I whisper before walking into the bathroom to freshen up a little. Why did I agree to this again? I didn't even get time to look over the drive last night. I didn't want to risk it, Cassie came in an hour later I got to my room. Maybe after training, I could look over it. 

Changing my clothes I walk outside before heading down to where the girls were waiting, or so I thought. My eyes widened as I saw Flynn standing in front of me, his face, had new scars on it. I didn't notice them last night...is that why I haven't seen him for the past two weeks? Did he go somewhere? "Flynn" I whispered stepping closer to him I reached up to touch him but he moved back,

"It's nothing," He said bluntly, 

We hadn't talked about us literally attacking each other that night at the club either...we had a lot to talk about but it seemed like he didn't want to. Biting my lip I took a step back to give him room to breathe. "Um...where is Allie? I thought she was going to train us?"

Flynn sighed, "Allie has some other things to take care of, so she asked us to help train you for today. Stefan will help Cassie and I...will help you."

Nodding Cassie and I followed them down to a small dark room, it was filled with training equipment, and the one thing that caught my eye, there were guns everywhere. "Don't worry," He said, "We won't be handing you two guns... for now at least."

Stefan had taken Cassie to the other side of the room giving Flynn and me some space. "Begin stretching."

Listening to him I begin stretching along with him, "Flynn, we need to talk about what happened at the club."

He looked over at me, "That's not a proper stretch," I looked over at him, Flynn got up and walked behind me he pushed my leg down more causing me to flinch. "Just a little more," He whispered in my ear sending a shiver down my back. 

"Flynn..." I said hesitantly but he kept his position behind me,

"What happened at the club was our bodies trying to tell us something," He whispered my breath hitched, "Obviously there is something there in between us, something that pulls us together but you can't say that we have a feeling for each other because if we did, I wouldn't let you out of my sight at all."

Did I have feelings for Flynn? I don't know what it was...it was this attraction that always pulled me towards him, no matter what. Clearing my throat I pushed his hands away from my body, "I think I've stretched enough. So what are we doing first?"

Flynn smirked taking a step towards me, I tried to avoid his gaze but he tilted my chin up so our gaze met leaning down he gently kissed the corner of my mouth, "This attraction...this desire...this is what happened that night at the club,"

Clenching my jaw I brought my hands up to push him away but he grabbed onto them quickly before I could process what was happening  painfully twisting them behind my back, "Ouch," I hissed, "Let go,"

"Try to get your hands out of my grip," He said looking down at me, struggling in his grip I moved my hands around but his grip got tighter, glaring at him I said, "Ouch seriously,"

"They aren't going to care if they are hurting you or not, think Lydia."

Huffing I look away from him if I struggle he's going to tighten his grip licking my lips I smirk learning up to him, "If the night at the club I hadn't brought up the library were you really going to have sex with me?"

Flynn looked surprised, "Duh, because of you I had to take a fucking cold shower when we got home."

Humming I leaned closer to him, "Really?" I whispered his grip had loosened a little as his eyes zoned in on my lips, gotcha pushing him away with all my force I got my hands out of his grip as he hit the wall roughly.

Flynn grunted at the impact looking back up at me surprised, "Not bad,"

Rubbing my wrist I shrugged, "I try," 

Grabbing onto my waist again he flipped us to the ground now it was my turn to groan from the impact as my back hit the ground, "What the hell?"

"Not everyone you fight with is going to get distracted by your little tricks, especially when you are fighting with girls." He spat pinning my arms above my head he sat comfortably on top of me. "Now try to get out now."

Moving around underneath him I struggled for a good 10 minutes, "Let me up, Flynn,"

He shook his head, "I have all day today so figure something out."

Exhaling sharply I give him a pointed look, "You weigh a ton Flynn, my stomach..."

"Excuses, excuses, don't think about the weight on you, think about who you want to get back to." Hunter, "Think about who you want to survive for, there is someone in this world who needs you more than anyone. So get out from underneath me for that someone."

Clenching my jaw, I lift my leg up kneeing him right where his goods were, Flynn's body froze on top of me because of the pain I had inflicted upon him, "Fuck Lydia," He spat rolling off of me.

Scrambling to my feet quickly I got on top of him trying to pin him down with all of my weight, Flynn was breathing heavily trying to forget about his pain, "I think you mushed my dick and balls together Lydia."

Giggling I grabbed his face gently with my hand, "I fought for my baby, who do you fight for?"

He cleared his throat, "For myself, I need to survive for a lot of reasons, and I like myself alive better than dead." Flynn tried to push me off but I sat on him firmly, "What?"

I looked into his eyes trying to look for some kind of emotion, anything but he had his walls so high that I couldn't see anything. "Why don't you let me in?"

"I don't trust you," Flynn said bluntly, 

"What can I do to win over your trust? I have been living in the same house as you for the past 7 months and you still haven't given me at least a chance to get to know you."

"There are other people who can tell my story-"

"I want to know it from you Flynn," I cut him off, "I'm not the bad guy here. Arlo is, he is the one who is tormenting you right now, and maybe just maybe if you let me in I could help you."

Rolling us over suddenly he caged me in with his hands, "I don't let people in that's what keeps me safe."

"Safe from what?" I whisper trying to get past the wall he had wrapped around himself. 

"Safe from getting hurt." He whispered back, his eyes...there was some kind of mention there if I could just, suddenly Flynn began to chuckle, "Is that what you wanted me to say?"

Shocked I stared up at him as he pushed himself off of me I sat up as he stood there laughing at me, "You are just a one-night stand that just happened to get pregnant. Why would I let you in? You and Hunter are just here until I can get the Arlo situation clear then you and Hunter can leave."

"You are impossible Flynn," I snapped at him before pushing past him but he grabbed onto my arm. 

"We're not done yet,"

Snatching my hand out of his, "Fuck off," I say before storming out of the room running into my room and locked the door behind me.

Maybe...Maybe I'm banging my head against a wall...why am I trying to help someone who doesn't want to be helped?